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I Feel Things That Don't Seem Normal


I'm 23 years old. I feel things that don't seem normal to me. When I was 5 or so I would see things. Be it little red or green dots, dark forms, or human forms. When I was younger about 14 or so, I felt like an incubus was bothering me. I searched about it thinking it was sleep apnea. It drove me crazy to the point that by the time I was 19 I checked myself into a mental institution. I was diagnosed three different times. Stuff would knock on my window. I would wake up with scratches on me that I didn't do to myself. I would see shadows or figures.

In between those years, I got down with astral projection. It scared me a few times. Sometimes when I touch old things, I can see what had happened. I can feel if something is good or bad when it is near me. I used to be able to manipulate the wind. The wind usually would guide me to whether or not something good or bad was coming along or if something was about to happen.

I don't know what I am. When I read my tarot cards, they are usually on point. The only thing I can think of to explain why I have this is either because when I was born, I was born premature, 2lbs 7 oz, almost died... Came home with a breathing machine, or it was inherited through my mothers side.

My grandfather was a Buddhist monk who meditated everyday. When he became ill with diabetes and lost his sight, I was the only one he could recognize. We were not close which sucked, but I felt like there was some type of connection. An aunt by marriage on my mother's side was possessed twice on Halloween. There is nobody in my family I can talk to. They all think I'm on drugs and I'm crazy.

Where do I even start? Is there an apprenticeship or something available near me? Thank you everyone for your time. If you would like to reach me my aol SN: njlingling -or-

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Princess_Safari (1 stories) (17 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-29)
i know I like have experiences too I want to make them better so I came on this site don't be afraid I was now I'm not though
dreamergurl (guest)
13 years ago (2009-03-27)
The first time I browsed this site looking for help with my "gift", your story stuck in me. I was so sad for you, and kind of freaked. I didn't even acknowledge thoughts about my talents or the site for a few hours before I signed up. Your story is just so... Compelling to me... Somehow. I guess I just want you to know that other people have the same problems. You are not mental. Just embrace your gift if you can, and try to communicate with the spirits you are being bothered by. Do you have any idea who they could be? Try to talk to someone who will embrace what you are going through, and who will help you. Good Luck. ❤
frozenholms (5 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-27)
the same things that are happinig to you are happaning to me but I'm only 16 I can some times see shadow figures at the corner of my eyes I see small blue dots every where my twin bro can some times see them. Recentlay he read a book and it talked about these small blue and red dots and it said the dots give you power or is energy from people and the enviroment.

And also my friend you are not crazy and I know how you feel so bee happy 😊
lostgirl (10 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-27)
Your not crazy, this is what a psychic's life is all about. Seeing shadow's or spirits is what a medium usually does. Although I do not recommend communicating with these shadow's. Your scratches could be caused my bad entities and making contact with them gives them more reason to stick around and have a stronger connection with you. I'm not sure what you can do to get rid of these shadow's sadly.
Camillarose (guest)
13 years ago (2009-03-26)
Im 14 and I get scratches and see shadows. I think you must be like me and you probly attract spirits like a magnet. You probly attract bad spirits because they are scratching you. Dont be scared though =)
Im sure good spirits and energys will soon come.
epoy1984 (14 stories) (644 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-26)
you are a psychic. You know yourself better than anybody else on this world. Just love yourself. You are not alone because we are all share same things in common good day =) 😁 😉
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
13 years ago (2009-03-25)
Thank you so much for this place, and the astral projection link. I'm trying to be brave, having opened my first door.
AnneV (4 stories) (1063 posts) mod
13 years ago (2009-03-25)
The good news is that you're not alone. There are plenty of smart, gifted people who have endured what you have. I've said this a thousands times but our society perpetuates ignorance and isolates and squelches anything that doesn't fit the "norm" and that includes people like you.

Now that you're an adult it's time to take charge. The other bit of good news, and something that wasn't available to millions of people just a few decades ago, is the internet. Use it! Read all you can on the subjects that interest you. There are tons of webpages out there with all sorts of free information.

Astral projection is scary for every beginner. You can find some tips and insights on one of my sister sites (

Life is about experience, learning, sharing and growing. The more you learn the more you'll try things which means the more you'll experience. From birth to death, it's about the experiences.

If people call you nuts then stop talking to them about this. There are plenty of other people in this world for you to talk to without wasting time on the others.

We are amazing and powerful beings. Let's reclaim our power and stop giving it away to anyone whether it be a closed-minded society, a parent or whatever. If we're ignorant, it's because we chose to be. There are way too many resources out there (for free) for us not to take each of us to the next level. That resource is also our inborn intuition. You already know you're special. You already know you're not nuts. Most people who ask on this site know it too but are insecure and want reassurance. Well, you're not.


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