I have had my abilities/gifts for as long as I can remember and have had some pretty full on experiences but never truly believed until about October of last year when I felt I was being watched but could never see anyone actually watching me. Researched and actually tested out whether or not what was said was true. (My sister and I have had the whole of titanic in our lounge room and I can not watch ghost whisperer without being in Goosebumps for the entire show)
I come from a family where this gift is in every female in every generation as far up as I can see. The reason I am writing this story is because I would like advice on how to bring it out bigger better and stronger then what it is. And how to have more control over my reactions to some things. I have done a lot of research and often receive conflicting information so I thought I might ask people instead of websites.
I am 23. I live in Australia and I see orbs, aura's and have visions of things that are going to happen in the future. I also have two spirit guides.
I can tell a person who he/she is within 5 minutes of meeting them because I see them; it's like a summary of their life flashes before my eyes.
I have out of body experiences on a regular basis and sometimes I feel a spirit in me as I feel I can see myself as a third person (similar to the movies where someone dies and the spirit form is watching their physical body being treated in a hospital for example) or the experience I have feels surreal like I am not really living it for myself.
The moon affects me a great deal when there is a full moon I am perfectly happy, really ready to take on the world and people gravitate towards me. For the three days where there is no moon I feel down right bleh and just want to hide from the world.
I have been told my whole life there is something different about me and I have this something about me that makes me sound out. Pretty much everyone that knows me well knows what I can see and feel and although they may not believe or understand they accept as I am.
I ask please for some help in how to control the negative energy around me, how to be in better control of my gifts/abilities and how can I make them stronger and use them to their full potential. I would also like your opinions on where my true calling is and is it even possible to ahve all that I have?
It would be very gratefully appreciated.
Ps. I have two spirit guides, at the present one that has told me she is my general everyday always there one and the other is new.