I have been coming to this sight for about a month now (I originally came here in search of information for a project at my college), and I have read a few dozen of the experiences on here. I am 19 and I think it was around the age of 7 that I truly became interested in the paranormal. This is kind of strange because almost all of my family seems to not believe in anything paranormal and see it as a harmless hobby of mine, though I do not generally talk about the paranormal with any of my friends or family.
Now, like most people, I had my first psychic experience around the age of 12-13 and this was my first experience with precognition. I remember being in my bathroom staring at the shower curtain, which had what looked like a design of different characters I had seen in video games and television series I watched, but it was really just random lines that made these shapes. I began focused in on one shape, that I thought looked a lot like Kirby, and my vision started to become very weird, the best way I can describe it was that it was slowly inversing. I noticed that if I started to think or even move my eyes too much it would stop, so I finally started to just stare at the shape with a totally blank mind. What happened next was I had a vision of myself down stairs in the living room and my dad had just told me something but for some reason I was really disappointed. The last thing that happened in the vision was that I looked at the clock and it read 6:43. I snapped out of it very slowly as my vision became normal again and I kind of shook my head feeling a bit strange. Well about three days later my dad had promised to take me and a friend go-carting but he let me down saying he was too busy. I was really bummed when he told me this so I turned to look at the digital clock, on our cable box, and the clock read 6:43. I told my mom about this at a later date but she didn't believe me.
My other vision I can recall from my younger years was one that came to me in a dream. I was with my mom and brother in my mom's car driving through the country side to some place. I remembered the trip very well and I believe at one point I was above the car looking down as we traveled. I then remember us turning back because the sky was getting dark and my mom said something along the lines of "yup its getting dark let's turn back." The car then did a u-turn and we went back the way we came. I had this dream about a week before this happened on a visit to my mom's house, I did tell her about my dream but I think she just brushed it off as an active imagination.
From that point I really made a vow to myself that I did not want to see bad things before they happened, and I think that made my precognition begin to decrease. Though I seemed to have developed another ability since then, though I think the two seem to intermingle still I think my precognition seems to have almost disappeared. My other ability, I seem to be more aware of now, is soul-reading or as I have called it, until the name came along, "Knowing," and I called it this because I just seemed to know random things for no reason. I also have discovered that it is a lot more difficult for me to recreate the ways I used to have visions when I was much younger since I would always start thinking or moving my eyes too much (this includes blinking if I think about myself blinking and it won't work if I don't stare at something not moving).
I still have some doubts about weather or not I am just very perceptive, since I seem to pick up little things that seem to be important about people and I am very analytical/psychological in my analysis of things. I seem to become more aware of my energy, flowing through my body, when I hear music and really feel it. I can also focus energy into my hand, the steps by which I have acquired through chatting with, listening to, and asking questions on the chat, though whenever I do it, it feels as if there is a ball of wind in my hand.
I thank all those who have read this for their time, and I'd be glad if someone could help me develop my abilities a bit more or if you notice anything that you would like to share with me. I have been trying to meditate lately but I can't really get it all the time and I can't make it feel the way I used to when I was a younger.
Again thanks for your time,