I have always felt things a certain way, I guess. But the way I was brought up, and through my own personal opinions, I never took much notice of how some things occurred in my life. I can't say that I've predicted big world events, but on a smaller scale, I've "seen" a lot I guess. To whoever may be reading this, please understand that up to a certain point in my life, I have not really ever believed in psychic abilities (except on one or two occasions). I was raised to believe that these things were hoaxes and lies, and this was of my own independent belief as well. I am also very religious, and as a result I am very confused and I am very skittish to believe these sorts of things. But I can't deny what happened recently.
I'm not trying to build suspense, I just really have to explain things in detail. Around the time I started 6th grade, I started to get STRONG senses of deja vu (which I felt like I'd experienced things in my dreams). So basically, I dreamed something and it happened. This startled me, since I never expected something like it, and never asked for something like that. The only time that I've had an out of dream "vision" was during my 6th grade English class. I blanked out for a second, and saw something. At this time I don't remember exactly what I saw, but it was nothing to cause alarm. Since then I have been very prone to having dreams that come true.
Up until recently, I stopped having these pre-whatever dreams, and I have been living pretty normally. However, leave it to whatever or whoever to plague me again. My mom told me that my Uncle's girlfriend was having a baby, and I so excited to have a cousin to share life with. However, I had a dream soon after that (I'd estimate it to be at about 4-11-09), that the baby was twins (my mom had told me that they thought it might be twins), and they died. Today I found out that the baby died.
I am completely new to all these things, because they go against my nature so much. I am a logical thinker who need undeniable proof. I just need someone who can maybe explain this to me. Someone who could give me their take on my experiences, and also tell me if they've had similar experiences. I am SO afraid to sleep tonight, because I DON'T want to dream of death, I don't want Precognitive dreams, and I want to figure this out.
Just something to add, lately I have been sensing "auras" I guess you could say. I sense the environment around people, mostly using temperature, but sometimes I just feel a person. I don't know what to call it. Like their outer body or something, I don't know. I also can sense a presence behind me, because no one has been able to sneak up on me since I was a kid. However I'm not too worried about the last one...
Am I crazy, is this a coincidence, or do I have an ability?