I'm very scared. I have always known I was different and have told my wife but no one else. I have got bad anxiety because of the things I can sense. I can feel other people's pain and when I go somewhere where someone has died, it's like they haven't left yet. They haven't crossed over. It's as if they are using me to cross over.
Am I going crazy or what? I don't understand any of this. One time I was going past where some kids had died in a car accident. I didn't know it at the time but I could feel their pain. I wanted to say something but didn't. I was afraid my dad would think I was crazy. For a while, every time I would drive by I would feel this and one day it just stopped. It was like there was peace there. I could have gone around but it was like I was needing to go there like they needed my help.
My grandfather past away and I can tell when he is around me watching over me. Sometimes I wish I could just stop it from happing but then I think they need my help. This kind of thing happens every time I'm where someone has died. I should say where they are still there not the body but I guess their spirit.
I'm part Native American and I'm 44. I took the test and tested very high on the psychic ability. I just don't want people to think I'm crazy. Please help me deal with what I'm going through. I feel so different from other people I don't really have any friends because of the anxiety I have from this. Am I alone or are there others that have the same problems?