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A Psychic Medium Who Is Scared


I'm very scared. I have always known I was different and have told my wife but no one else. I have got bad anxiety because of the things I can sense. I can feel other people's pain and when I go somewhere where someone has died, it's like they haven't left yet. They haven't crossed over. It's as if they are using me to cross over.

Am I going crazy or what? I don't understand any of this. One time I was going past where some kids had died in a car accident. I didn't know it at the time but I could feel their pain. I wanted to say something but didn't. I was afraid my dad would think I was crazy. For a while, every time I would drive by I would feel this and one day it just stopped. It was like there was peace there. I could have gone around but it was like I was needing to go there like they needed my help.

My grandfather past away and I can tell when he is around me watching over me. Sometimes I wish I could just stop it from happing but then I think they need my help. This kind of thing happens every time I'm where someone has died. I should say where they are still there not the body but I guess their spirit.

I'm part Native American and I'm 44. I took the test and tested very high on the psychic ability. I just don't want people to think I'm crazy. Please help me deal with what I'm going through. I feel so different from other people I don't really have any friends because of the anxiety I have from this. Am I alone or are there others that have the same problems?

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
6 years ago (2015-03-09)
Sometimes, to be psychic is a gift from God, and we should treat it as just that... A GIFT. And thank our God Jesus for it! But if we can't handle it, just pray to Him to take it away. I've personally met a few greek orthodox christian monks, who are now saints, that had supernatural gifts! They would see visions of people in need, and children, and they would pray and fast for them. But they kept it secret, and didn't go around saying: 'Look at me! I'm psychic! I see visions! I can teleport! I know about peoples' secret sins!'. NO! They kept it quiet, and just gave Jesus all the glory and the credit! That way, they didn't go crazy, and they didn't get a superiority complex, like satan did, or hitler, or nitchke (spelling?), or some gurus, who think they are God incarnate... Give me a break! (Did they create the universe, the sun, the earth... Can they even create an ant? LOL!). If you want to read more about these modern day saints, search them on the internet. There are MANY books about them, in MANY languages. 1). Father Paisios. 2) Father Porphyrios. 3) Father Simon of Pentéli. 4) Father George Karslidis. All of whom lived in Greece. Also the russian archbishop Saint John Maximovitch of San Fransisco. All of them miracle workers, in life, and after death... Who lived in OUR time, not some time long ago! Saints of God, pray for us!
joshua (guest)
12 years ago (2009-07-18)

Hey fella, there is no way you are alone on this. I am 58 and it started 20 years ago. I see things, I hear things and I now can invoke spirit and ask them questions, and get answers, hey how cool is that.

When I first started I thought I was nuts, drinking too much, need a doctor. Hey, I went through the whole damd works like you. I live on my own which I think made it harder as I had no one to turn to or ask. I found help in a little old lady who was amazing and knew answers to every question.

You my man have been given a gift. You along with the rest of us are lucky I would say. It is the most amazing thing that has ever happened to me. Now that I understand it, and that my spirit guides and the Angels and Arch Angels and so on are not out to get me or drag me under the bed, ha ha ha ha. It is nothing like the Freddy Krugger films my friend I can assure you.

When my wife died, she came back and stood at thje end of my bed for 30 seconds just there looking at me. WOWEEEeeeeeeee it was amazing. It takes a lot to get your head around it mate believe me. BUT, I would never ever want to stop it happening to me. I have helped so many people come to terms with death and things in their lives. I have passed spirits on to the other side, I see visions of things to come, and they do happen. There will be a reason behind all that is going on. I can not answer what it is, but it will become clear that you / we have been picked out to help the earth and the people who live here.

You can stop it simply by asking your spirit guides to close your spiritual window, but why would you. Beleive me, KEEP GOING, you will learn to love it I PROMISE.
I will not make you any better than anyone else here, or superhuman or more special than others. But you will get an amazing satisfaction knowing that you can help people with the gift you have been given.
ostara8 (124 posts)
12 years ago (2009-06-08)
i agree with ruth... Telling non paranormal type people this stuff is what WILL make you feel crazy. You know that what you are going through is real, and so do we. Just smile that you have embarked upon your path, and have joy in the JOURNEY because that is what it is meant to be. This site is a GREAT start. Authors of interest for you

Doreen virtue, but perhaps a little later:)
Sylvia browne, definitely
John edward
ostara8 (124 posts)
12 years ago (2009-06-08)
you ARE NOT CRAZY. Ok? You sound like an empath. I am one too. I sense living people more than dead ones, but I do sense them too at times. And my gosh, I am hearing more and more validation for myslf on here... I have generalized anxiety disorder... And I am becomming more and more aware of why... I really do sense other peoples emotions, thoughts, especially about me... Its like nothing is hidden from me sometimes, and I have bad anxiety from so many thoughts and emotions and pain in me that is not mine. I often do not know how I feel... And I can never express my true feelings... I am so bogged with other peoples! Its hard, I know!
Taurusgirl10 (8 stories) (113 posts)
12 years ago (2009-05-03)
I mad ea mistake on my comment. I meant to say to talk to a parapsychologist. Sorry. 😁
sleepman (1 stories) (3 posts)
12 years ago (2009-05-03)
Thanks Ruth. Ill try to find momone that deals with psychics or in that field in some way.
73clickonthis (4 posts)
12 years ago (2009-05-03)
If they don't see you it's
Not a big deal. You just cross
Paths with some wandering spirits.
Now if they see you then try to
Calm down just say "hi". Don't
Treat them any different from anyone
Else. If they bother you tell me
To go away. If they are pleasant well
You make the call. Remember they feel
Ruth (4 stories) (156 posts)
12 years ago (2009-05-03)
Hello - have you heard of energy inprints? This a particular location where someone was murdered or killed or felt incredible fear. This area contains that person's energy (dead or alive). Clearly, you are sensitive.

PLEASE DO NOT seek assistance from a psychologist - unless they are an expert of the paranormal.

Please look up meditation with the white light and PLEASE open and cleanse your chakras. There is a lot of literature on the subject on the net. Your chakras are probably inundated with negative energy, which is why you are suffering from anxiety.

If you are in serious trouble and need help NOW, please do some research and try to find a "group" in your community that meditates. I live in Australia, so I would not be able to help you find one in your location.

Please feel free to email me for more assistance.

God Bless
Ruth - medium 3 years ❤
epoy1984 (14 stories) (644 posts)
12 years ago (2009-05-02)
Sometimes I am also feeling a bit of fear but I tried to think my happy moments in my life that happened in the past to be able to over come my fears but before I do that I always pray to god jesus christ. ❤
PathR (4 stories) (1254 posts)
12 years ago (2009-05-02)
XtjrX is wise:looking at your ancestry is good for it will give you much understanding of how the people see. When I found after years from my dad that we have Am Indian in Tx & Kansas. I could understand way I saw spirit a certain way. If you have trouble getting ahold of the tribe many have the:NAC churchs in US. You can also check out books which tell of the people. This will also reflect insight. But the songs will tell you alot! Practicing the old ways will bring a completion. Also always laugh as it is a gift of the people. Home is where the heart is! You will understand as you open and look, the path will unfold. I too asked why and my dad speaking spoke late in my life for I am older than you... Blessings 😊
sleepman (1 stories) (3 posts)
12 years ago (2009-05-02)
you all have been a lot of help. At least I know I'm not alone. I'm trying to come to grips of why I was chosen with this gift. I'm going to call around ask for help to understand more. And yes I'm looking as this as a gift to help others. Right now I have chills of approval. What this means for me in the future I don't no. What I do no is I have friends hear that understand and I can talk to. Thank you all for that.
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
12 years ago (2009-05-01)
Sleepman: It sounds like your describing empathic ability. It's not always fun, but it is a gift. Emotions are hard to get control over, becuase they aren't in the thinking "rational" mind. When I was really scared and experiencing a lot, educating myself helped me do something about it, instead of just being afraid, confused, and sick. Perhaps you would do well to learn more about yuor ancestry? Perhaps seek out a native american shaman to help you make sense of your experiences if that's how you could best relate to them. Don't live in fear! I hope this helps.
PathR (4 stories) (1254 posts)
12 years ago (2009-05-01)
Some people would say your ability to fill others situations is empathy. You mentioned an accident and people whom passed needing help. They did! You sensed their situation.
It is important to protect your self with visualization/prayer before starting. We can help stuck souls by prayer/rituals/visualize light/love surrounding them in a circle, is one way: It is acutally considered spirit release.

You mentioned your grandfather.
I and my husband experience our family in times of trouble. It is sort of the saying: there is life and death and love is the bridge that crosses over.

If one is empathetic, a good practice is grounding/opening/closing in meditation. This practice not only opens us up but also serves as a protection when we need to shut down which is something one should practice, so we are not overloaded with activity all the time.

Blessings hoping this is helpful! 😊
sleepman (1 stories) (3 posts)
12 years ago (2009-05-01)
Thank you Ill call somone. Its hard to talk to anyone in the family but ill try.
Taurusgirl10 (8 stories) (113 posts)
12 years ago (2009-04-30)
I've gone through similar things. It was hard for me to make friends too. But I've gotten over it and you should try to gain control. Talk to a psycholigist or one of your relatives. Someone you can trust.

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