Something odd's been going on aside from the usual crazy events in my life. I feel or believe that I'm empathic, that I can sense emotions from others but it's been a little weird with some people as of late. If I have a strong connection to them, the feeling I get is sometimes accompanied by an associated memory.
Sometimes in dreams and sometimes in bits and pieces. Each time is different as well. Sometimes I feel as if I'm in someone's memory watching the events repeat themselves and sometimes it's like I'm them reliving what they go through.
Is this telepathy? Precognition?
This hasn't been happening except in the last two or three years.
Something else that's also weird is that I wrote a chapter to a book I'm writing, and it talks about someone dying. The character talking is in that perspective. I.e., all the written lines I wrote for them are from the eyes of a dying person. Anyway, the same day after I wrote it I went to a doctor who told me I was borderline positive for lupus and thrombocytopenia. It was a little too ironic for my taste. It's treatable but there is no cure.
Quite honestly I thought "Damn, predicted my own death."
Actually I do feel as if I'm going to die. Not soon, perhaps some freak accident that would injure me but I don't feel like I'm going to die for awhile. I'll most likely be in my thirties with 3 boys by then.
And I'll be with one of my close friends and the boys will arrive but not be able to do much. In fact I've felt like this for awhile, it's a feeling I just can't shake off. I've had dreams about this but each one is different. One time I drown, one time I'm dying from what looks like pneumonia, and another time I'm shot. And each dream ends the same; I end up in the arms of one of my close friends, the same one every time. That's where I'll die or more to the point who I'll be with when I die. I die in their arms.
It's been a recurring dream for five months so I don't know if this is an omen or precognition?
I just don't know what to do about any of this can anyone give me advice or guidance on this matter please? Please and thank you