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Why Is This Happening To Me?


Something odd's been going on aside from the usual crazy events in my life. I feel or believe that I'm empathic, that I can sense emotions from others but it's been a little weird with some people as of late. If I have a strong connection to them, the feeling I get is sometimes accompanied by an associated memory.

Sometimes in dreams and sometimes in bits and pieces. Each time is different as well. Sometimes I feel as if I'm in someone's memory watching the events repeat themselves and sometimes it's like I'm them reliving what they go through.

Is this telepathy? Precognition?

This hasn't been happening except in the last two or three years.

Something else that's also weird is that I wrote a chapter to a book I'm writing, and it talks about someone dying. The character talking is in that perspective. I.e., all the written lines I wrote for them are from the eyes of a dying person. Anyway, the same day after I wrote it I went to a doctor who told me I was borderline positive for lupus and thrombocytopenia. It was a little too ironic for my taste. It's treatable but there is no cure.

Quite honestly I thought "Damn, predicted my own death."

Actually I do feel as if I'm going to die. Not soon, perhaps some freak accident that would injure me but I don't feel like I'm going to die for awhile. I'll most likely be in my thirties with 3 boys by then.

And I'll be with one of my close friends and the boys will arrive but not be able to do much. In fact I've felt like this for awhile, it's a feeling I just can't shake off. I've had dreams about this but each one is different. One time I drown, one time I'm dying from what looks like pneumonia, and another time I'm shot. And each dream ends the same; I end up in the arms of one of my close friends, the same one every time. That's where I'll die or more to the point who I'll be with when I die. I die in their arms.

It's been a recurring dream for five months so I don't know if this is an omen or precognition?

I just don't know what to do about any of this can anyone give me advice or guidance on this matter please? Please and thank you

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flowergirl220 (4 stories) (14 posts)
15 years ago (2009-05-02)
Well this has all been very helpful. I thank all who submitted comments and offered their advice to me.
grady (5 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-30)
Of course your psychic, everyone is. I started with telekinesis and worked my way into astral projection, and then pyrokinesis, and then chronokinesis, and the hydrokinesis, and then I started to see auras, and then I started to see spirits when we pass the grave yard, and the I started to get psychic feelings, and now just by focusing on somone I can tell what they are thinking. It is really an amazing journey when your learning about your gifts. Everyone is born with the abilities I had posted above, but because we're always told "NO" and "YOU CANT DO THAT" we then start to lose those gifts. I am actually just a 13 year old boy in the hills of west virginia who was curious, and look where I am today. When I started I thought it was all fake, but then one night as I was laying in my bed I looked up at the ceiling fan and started moving it. I was amazed by this and continued with practicing. I believe in you and know you can do it! (Lucid dreaming is also a nice way to start.)

-"The best prize that life can offer is working hard at work worth doing..."
Taurusgirl10 (8 stories) (113 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-30)
I've predicted the two diseases diagnosed to one of my old classmates and the extremely scary hospitalization of one of them. Yes, it did scare me. But you should just try to gain control of it by talking to someone you trust about it.
It'll get stronger over the years, but you'll get through it if you have someone to talk to.
epoy1984 (14 stories) (644 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-30)
I had predicted my grandmother's death and it showed me the actual scenery of her pain before she had taken her one last breathe. It feels sad and I cried once but today I accept that she is gone and I always thought that she is now happy from where she is now. She had came back to the holy and powerful creator of heaven and earth. 😁
maliceinwonderland123 (1 stories) (9 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-30)
Hey, I am a new member of the site. Thats very fascinating about your dream. I had a similar dream when I was about 7 years old, and it was the only black and white dream I can recall (I usually dream in color). But I was shot and killed and I actually remember the feeling of dying in my dream. It can definitely be scary. Sometimes though, dreams arent always as they seem. The mind uses symbolism for everything. This could just mean that your about to go through a major transition in your life, where part of you or a situation will die, and another new part will be born. Only you can accurately interpret your dreams though. Because after all, we as individuals have our unique perspective and as a result, our minds have its own individual meanings behind the symbols.
PaganQueen (1 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-30)
hello. I am new to this forum so bear with me. I just read your story and I know what you are going through... I predicted my mother's death. It's a scary gift. That's what I call it. I know when people that are close to me are going to get hurt or be in an accident or even die. I have this GIFT since I was 6 years old. Stay focus... Learn how to meditate. Take breathing exercises. Learn your surrounding. Get in touch with your inner self (find a quiet place to do all these things) Little by little you will learn how to interpret these actions. Let me know if some of this helped... Blessed Be
Kay102 (12 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-30)
I got help with a similer problem from the vendettasiblings by emailing them at, vendettasiblings [at]
Hope I helped,
SpiritCouncil (23 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-29)
You wrote that story for a reason. Someone or something wanted to tell you ahead of time but for the reason I do not know at the moment. And maybe this person is trying to tell you the outcome of how your life is going to be.

-Rin Amu (leader of the spiritcouncil)
XtjrX (7 stories) (300 posts)
15 years ago (2009-04-29)
I really wish I had something prophetic to say, but my words fail me now. The mind is a powerfull thing. Whether you think of this perfect irony as self preservation or divine's really just a matter of perspective. What stuck out for me in yuor story is that it is TREATABLE". This is good news. I'm sure it's hard to see any up-side in your situation right now, but NOW is the time to start living. You are not a medical condition. You are not a diagnosis. You are alive! Live your life, there is no time like the present. It is just that, a "present"-gift. I hope this did some good. I tried my best to fold goodness and compassion into my words. ❤
AnneV (4 stories) (1064 posts) mod
15 years ago (2009-04-29)
Sorry about your illness. I'm not clear on how a disease can be borderline, but let's hope the borders are in your favor.

What to do? Everyone has to face death at some point. It could be tomorrow or in a hundred years. Our time here is very short and as you get older, it seems to quicken. One of the biggest thrusts of religion is to "live a good life so you'll end up in a better place on the other side." You can name it what you want (the astral, heaven, etc.) but it's still a different frequency than this physical dimension. So if you want to end up in the higher planes, then you spend your life raising your spiritual vibration so that you naturally migrate to that plane upon death. Or do nothing, be the person you are, and you'll go where you're at, based on how developed you are at the point of death. But this belief of course varies, but stick around long enough on a ghost, astral or even this psychic site and you'll hear from plenty of people who have talked to others "on the other side" and it's pretty much this scenario.

Hopefully for those looking at a long life, they will reflect on those who have a shorter tenure here and will realize how fragile life is, to embrace it, and try and be a better person, regardless of spiritual beliefs.

As for why it's happening to you, well, it's happening to us all. This is life. We can either live it gracefully or fight it every step of the way.


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