Confused Psychic

My name Is Carlos I am 14 years old, and I am very confused. I can't tell if I am crazy or if this stuff is real. I don't know if I am psychic, but it's possible because my mom can dream the future. My whole family knows about her gift and some of her close friends, it does not happen every night but she still is pretty accurate. I mean my dad when she first married him did not believe in psychics and stuff but when she started predicting things he became a believer.

I have been experiencing weird things since a year in a half ago. At first it was kind of cool. I knew things about people and I always predicted things and my one friend Kiara loved it. Like I would be watching TV and I would get the weird sensation of wanting to get burger king and then almost immediately a burger king commercial would come on. I remember once me and Kiara were at the mall and out of random I said, "It would be weird if we saw Ashley here today huh?" and before Kiara could answer we heard our names called and turned around and guess what it was Ashley. I use to know when someone was about to call, I would think about them and the phone would ring.

But then I started seeing other things at night like the outline of people or blobs of shadows that moved (no voices though, thank God). After a while I began to lose my other gifts and I was just stuck with seeing these weird things at night. I tried to meditate but nothing worked and the things at night got even more scary. I began to get touched by things like I could feel hands all over me. I can no longer leave my room after midnight because as soon as I exit my room I feel like I am being watched and I end up running back to my room and diving under my blankets. I mean I can't even go to the bathroom!

There are so many outlines like I will see 20 figures of people standing at the foot of my bed staring at me!. The figures aren't solid I just see their outline and their facial parts like nose, eyes, mouth, ect. The black blobs just kind of sit there but sometimes they like get in my face and even though my eyes are opened it is like I am blind. Also I noticed that my hands tingle a lot now. Every time I open my hands they tingle and in the dark it's like it seems like light comes from them.

Although I do not see shapes in the light (thank God) I still see this static stuff everywhere at first it was only in the dark but now even during the day I see the static stuff and it creeps me out. I feel so crazy sometimes I can't help it but to curl up in a ball and just cry because I feel insane. Sometimes I am so scared I end up staying up all night until the sun comes up. Just to make it worse I see pictures not only when my eyes are closed but when they are open also, especially in the dark. And they are all random (My theory is that if these are spirits and I am not crazy they are all trying to show me something at the same time and it just comes random because they don't know how to take turns, I have tried to ask but nope same confusion, I mean I live in Savannah its one of the most haunted city's in the US). Sometimes its just people, or a road but then I start to see the worst things like people dieing or tragic events and I have never seen this stuff before.

Sorry if I seem to fly everywhere with this stuff I just think of all the stuff that pops up that has happened so they might be in a weird order but someone please tell me what is going on!

Thanks,

Carlos