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About 7 months ago, my father died. I will not say how he died, because it is very personal, but it wasn't a pleasant death. He ended his life. The thing that bothers me is that I have the ability to dream things before they happen, but I never saw this coming. My father and I did not live together, due to more personal reasons. But I had a strong connection with him and loved/love him more than anything. I always thought he was going to die early, and that I'd kick myself in the butt for the rest of my life if I didn't visit him more or call him more, but I never did. I was right about that. But now, after 7 months of his departure, I am having dreams about him. Some of these dreams are frightening, and some are just dreams. In most of the dreams, I see him and he is telling me things which I hear and understand in my dreams, but as soon as I awake, I cannot remember what he said. All I remember him saying is that he has to go at the end of the dream, and he walks away and vanishes.

The day my father died I'd been crying all day for no reason I thought, because I didn't know he'd died. That night I talked to my grandpa who told me then that my father passed away. The following week, I went to my grandpa's house to collect my dad's belongings and to visit family. When I was there I knew everything at once, since no one had given me details in order to "protect" me. I knew how he'd ended his life, and I knew he was there with us, and I knew he'd left me something. I saw a random notebook on a mantle in my grandpa's house and I just knew there was something in that notebook that was for me. Now no one told me ANYTHING. I basically told them all I knew everything and my uncle, my father's brother, believed everything I said. I later found the letter my father left me in the notebook I was somehow drawn to.

Why am I just now having these dreams, and why can't I remember what he says?

I've been told that I shield my mind, but I can't figure out if this is why.

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
8 years ago (2015-03-02)
If a loved one dies, even if he lived in sin, we can still help him... Not by crying and sobbing, (he doesn't need that, LOL!), but by praying and fasting for him, whenever we can. And most importantly, by giving our time and money to charities, in his name/memory. And by helping the poor, the sick and disabled, and orphans, in his name/memory. This will help him ALOT! God bless!
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
14 years ago (2009-08-03)
Very good and deep thought revsilverson makes me happy to hear a answer in a storie. 😁
revsilverson (guest)
14 years ago (2009-08-03)
P.S. Please feel free to contact me if you wish at the gmail account listed in my profile.

Love and light
revsilverson (guest)
14 years ago (2009-08-03)
there is a lot going on with the energy surrounding your family even now. Your father's spirit realizes now that the way his life ended was not the example he wants to set for anyone else- especially you. He is a very tormented soul and is still earthbound because of his fear of judgement. In your dreams he is trying to atone for what he did and tell you that suicide is not the answer to ones problems.

Your guilt about not visiting him etc. Is causing you to forget what he is saying- you are afraid to really KNOW what he is saying to you. Knowing what you know now, you could have done things differently but that is hindsight. You must accept, learn and move forward with your life. The suicide of a loved one is a devastating event- I know because my brother died that way. It crushed me and I blamed myself. But years later I know that I did not kill him- depression killed him and had I known what he was going through I would have done my best to help him. But he said nothing to anyone.

The good news is, the Divine Spirit loves us and forgives us all. Help your father's spirit crossover by telling him that and directing him into the sacred light. He has done nothing that will not be forgiven by the Divine Spirit.

Take care of yourself too. There is only so much any one of us can do to help others.

Love and light
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
14 years ago (2009-07-28)
you don't sheild it sounds more like you hear it but you forget about it or mix it up with something else if you sheilded it it would be more like a blocking it sounds like you really loved your father take some time to breath it out and figure it out 😁

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