Recently I've been reading a lot of the stories posted on this site. Some old, some new, but they all are related or are about feeling something bad. I know some of you think it is because some of these people are just starting out, but I and a few others think it may be more.
I was curious about any experiences I had when I was very young, since I cannot remember much before I was 5 years old. I wrote my mom a letter asking if she ever noticed anything strange about me, or things I would say that didn't seem normal. She had a lot to tell.
When I got the reply to the letter, it was about 9 or 10 pages long, each page front and back of the paper. She told me she always knew there was something different about me, but could never put her finger on it. She said I was very very smart for a baby, almost too smart. She said I could hold a pretty intelligent conversation for a 1 year old. My mom was also always interested in the paranormal, but she didn't know what to think of this. She said it couldn't have just been the place we lived, because we'd moved many times when I was younger.
She said it started around the time when she left my father, I was about two and a half. This was when we started to live with my younger sister's father (which was before she was ever even made). She said I had a little rocking chair I would sit in and face towards the wall and talk to someone who wasn't there, she asked who I was talking to and she said I looked at her like she was crazy and said " no one mommy, I'm pretending" and when she walked away she heard me say "don't worry, she thinks I'm pretending". She said I also used to talk to someone in my Papa's (my grandpa) back yard, mostly while I was on the swing set.
My Papa said I told him once that an old woman would visit me while I was out in the back yard, and that we would talk. My mom told me another story, and she said that she wished her best friend was there to back it up because he would witness this too. She said I would be dead asleep, but I would be talking to someone, and it looked like I was playing with someone, she said sometimes I would get up and dance with someone, like ballroom dancing, but no one was there dancing with me. She also told me that I would tell her to stop, and she would say "stop what?" and I would say stop playing with my hair, but she never touched me. She also said I would randomly say "what?" and that someone had called my name but it wasn't my mom or anyone in the house (which would lead to the voices I hear calling my name now). She said I would also ask her if I felt a very cold feeling, or a warm feeling and she wouldn't feel anything.
When I was a little older (not by much), my Grandpa Phil died of Cancer. I only have a few memories of him, and have no memory of the funeral. My mom told me that when we walked into the funeral parlor, music was playing, and my mom said I squeezed her hand really tight and said "Mommy, listen. Those are the angels singing" but I do not remember this, as I said I have no memories of the funeral.
My mom also mentioned that I've ALWAYS slept with the light on, because I've always had a strong fear of the dark.
Back to the beginning of this story, I've read a lot of stories on here talking about dreams of aliens and things, and actual encounters. This was all about a week or so before I had a dream about aliens, which was a really odd, random dream, because I hadn't thought about aliens that day, night, or even the day before.
In the dream, I was in a car with a friend, and we were driving, but we both saw a UFO hovering not far from us, over a wooded area, and then it flew away really fast. Later in the dream, I was at this building, not sure what the building was, but outside I was visited by the aliens. I didn't see them, but they sent me a scroll like thing with their language on it, and for some reason, I could read it. It was a warning of some sort, saying the building I was in or a building near it was going to blow up, I'm not sure if it was because of them or not, but I remember hurrying to tell everyone, and then I woke up.
Has anyone else had any dreams like this?
Also, I keep hearing sounds in my house, and the voices are coming about even more now, and I got another headache last night, a bad one.