My name is Kevin...
I've seen things before they happen for years...since as far back as I can remember. Its become much more acute since I almost died after neck surgery. I've seen / know things that I just shouldn't have known. I've known things were going to happen...without any reason for knowing. How do you explain this?
To make a long story short...for example. I knew my father was about to die 5 minutes before he did...knowing that...really sucked.
After I almost died after neck surgery...I've seen many more things before they happen.
Sometimes its as simple as...knowing a deer is about to run out into the street in front of my car, or sometimes...I know EXACTLY what someone is about to say. Sometimes, its just knowing what's going to happen...regardless of the time frame.
Its gotten to the point that sometimes...I wish I didn't know what was about to happen.
I've been asked by the couple of people that know about what I can do..."Why don't I see the Lottery Numbers.". Unfortunately, it doesn't work like that.
I can't control what I see in my head. It just shows up...without any effort by me.
Sometimes...I wish...that I was just a normal person.
Normal would feel good about now.