My friend Adam died on my 18th birthday last month (july 23rd, 2007). I was on vacation in my home town at the time. He was killed in Afghanistan by a roadside bomb. He had made SPC that morning. I felt it when he died. Like a blow to the stomach, while I was reading a book. I thought it was strange. But I was thinking about him all day that day. I found out two days later he really was dead.
Nothing spiritual happened until I got home to sun valley. Then all of the sudden I could feel him everywhere. Some of my things like coffee cups, they'll get knocked over without me touching them. Or things will get yanked out of my hand. I know it's him because we're both coffee junkies. And I saw him walking around my house. I can hear him... I heard him whistle today. And I have dreams about him... Nightmares about how he died. He's here so much I want to talk to him but I don't know how or if he can hear me or if he's talking to me. Any suggestions? His presence is so strong that I can tell what he's feeling.
This isn't my first experience... Just the only one that has me this anxious.