I was in a catatonic state (sleep paralysis thing), I wasn't afraid but I remember reading about how you can leave your body at that time. So I tried. I felt, well like a was lifting out of my body. But then I started thinking, "Wait, what's the point of doing this?" So I realized there was no real motive behind it other then "hmm I wonder..." and it was right after I had a dream that involved a big orb thing in my back yard that I was drawn to, looked like a sun. I really don't know what it was (ANY IDEA'S?).
I was in my backyard and everything was beautifully lit. Glowing. Pretty much looked like a perfectly peaceful place. And there was this bright sun like orb at the other side of the yard by the pool. I was drawn to it. I wondered what it was, but it seemed I already knew (God? But I don't know). There was this mist falling before it. I remember sticking my fingers then hand (s) through it and parting the mist (like how you would if you had a hose, using your finger to make it come out like a fountain and then stick something in it and the water parts) and then that's all I remember.
Which brings us back to me in the catatonic state. So where I left off... So around the time when I realized I had no clue what I was even going to do once I was out of my body (and then wondering things like, if my spirit leaves the body then I don't have a soul for that time period? Because body+spirit= soul. Tell me if I'm wrong. Haha.
So I was wondering, would that mean I would be dead? Hmmm. That wouldn't be good if someone walked in the room and I looked like I was dead. Around this time I felt this slightly sick feeling, suddenly I was being "pulled" out of my body. Then I was like " o crap, "hah. I felt someone viciously putting forth a disgusting amount of effort to pull my spirit out of my body. It was my left leg I felt being pulled on. Just throwing that out there. Anyway. So then I thought, "not good." but I still wasn't afraid. Knowing that dark spirit type things (by the way, what's the difference between spirits, ghosts, entities, and demons?) Feed off fear. Plus it's not like being afraid would of made the situation any better. I was telling it " no" over and over, fighting with it. I felt as if I was becoming over powered so for the first time in a VERY very long time, I asked for help. I told the force in the name of heavenly father Jesus and the holy ghost I command you to leave. And I'm sure after the 1st (maybe 2nd) it booked it. Then I slowly fell back into my body. I could feel my spirit was a bit shaken up. Like when you take a snow globe and shake the crap out of it, but then it all slowly settles. Anyway. Tell me what you think of all that. I don't know if I know exactly what I think.
Ironical, the closer it's getting to the end of the month the more things like this our happening. I have been feeling weak a lot. Sleeping more. So I boosted up my calorie intake (don't worry its healthy stuff. I'm a health freak) and I have been getting random pains through out the day or suddenly get sick to my stomach. I have also been getting random minor headaches ALL THE TIME. Or ill be sitting in class and WHAM. My head is pulsing in pain. Strangely today, it was my jaw though.
This month it seems like, well, I'll put it this way: if there was a graph that told me how much paranormal/psychic/random things/ (and me learning about things of that sort,) have been happening to me this month compared to others. The little line thing would be shooting up off the chart. So MANY things happened.
I'm very open about these things. I don't care what people may think of me. All of this psychic paranormal stuff is there. Most of the time they don't flip out about it. But I only bring it up if that's where the conversation is going at. I'm 16.