So I've been doing a little research and I don't think I am just an empath or a good telepathic. I think I am a psychic vampire. I don't know what it is but just people seem a little weaker around me and sometimes I feel drained until I'm surrounded by a crowd of people. I don't know what is happening, sometimes I can feel someones energy and feel a little bubbly or hyper, Strange right? Anyway, people always seem to be drawn to me I don't know what that is I mean I rarely talk to people and I really choose a lot to just be alone. Its not like I think I'm craving for energy, at least I don't think I am. Anyway I am a really good telepathic sometimes if I just look at someone I will get a glance into their mind.
When I'm around my family somehow the energy between us turns a little tense? Sometimes when I'm fiddling around and twisting my hands there's this energy right there like in the form of a ball and I can just feel it radiating with power? What is that? I hate sounding so inexperienced but I really don't get it. Could I be a psychic vampire? How would I control it? Please anyone with any answers can help me a great deal. I really don't understand and I think that not being able to control this is pulling my friends away from me and creating tension in the family. I am a good person I think everyone always says I'm so polite and all that but I think somehow its changing, I'm changing, like I'm becoming a loner, emotional, darker,...even possibly powerful.