Empathic? Telepathic? Psychic Vampire?

I am a psi vamp that used to feel the same way you do now. The most important things you can do is one look as this as a gift. It is my belief that all of us with these powers... If you will. We were given these powers for a reason.

The second thing is control. Being a psivamp can be dangerous if you can't control your powers. The way that helped me was I meditated in a quiet place where you will not be disturbed. This is very important. Then close your eyes and vision yourself in your favorite calm place and your there and you see pillars of energy. Reach out to the energy and imagine that your hand is like a vacuum pulling the energy into you. Then tell yourself that's enough (it will help you by help you override the instinct to consume energy) then visualizing a switch flipping off that is the off switch to the "vacuum"

I know exactly what your doing. No you are not evil. No you don't have special x-men powers. But yes, in a sence you are sucking the energy of people around you. Your constant negative thought and focusing on yourself creates a black hole that sucks in your life. It will consume you and you will probably kill yourself if you keep doing it. The reason I know so much about this is because I used to do it. You are not alone even though you feel as if you are. I carved the word alone into my arm as a reminder that I always am. The only thing is that now I know that was very wrong. I got a tatoo over it that says never to remind myself I'm never alone. I can't simply tell you to feel better or tell you to stop thinking so hard, because you wont. However, I relate to you and I hope that you can begin to build confidence in the knowledge that you are not alone. I'm a Christian, I'm also an empath. I feel the emotion and energy of those around me. Take that psychic vampire idea and cast it from you. Imagine that that thought is a little ugly demon that laughs at your pain, then, in your mind, step on him and crush him them kick him off into the distance. You may have to do this alot. Also, think of something you know you are very good at and find someone that is good at it to, then do it together. This will generate positive experience, which something you really need right now. One last thing. Those negative thoughts you have are not yours, they are evil and are ment to destroy you. My email is Rountree11b (at) Gmail.com if you ever want to talk, never think to yourself you shouldn't try talking to someone. If someone thinks bad of you and won't talk to you its because they have a problem, not you.

i don't think you are a vampire considering vampire is a phrase used to describle blood sucking demons, and if you prefer blood there is a disease on which you may have. I think youl are just looking at it wrong with what you have explained you seem empath and possibly a strong telepath. 😊

i do the same thing with my hands and focus it I think it is a new generation of Psi vampires

Empathic? Telepathic? Psychic Vampire?

These are choices, each denoting a certain aspect of the overall gift of not being powerless. Not really choices someone can just make and stick to either. Each day brings new challenges no matter what you choose. ❤

A couple books were recommended to me by people on this web-site that have to do with energy, auras and chakras. Maybe you could get a better understanding of this energy from reading Barbara Brennan's book called Hands of Light, and the other that was recommended to me was Judith Collins book How to See and Read the Human Aura (order used off the internet). What you might be feeling in your hands is the energy of your aura. After a friend from this site told me about trying to feel my energy field between the palms of my hands I practiced a little bit and can feel a resistence between my hands. You can learn to extend and pull back your aura/energy field and that may be a step to understanding what you are affecting. I haven't read anything yet about how psychic vampireism works, but energy is energy and these books tell quite a bit about the subject of energy. This may be a good starting place for understanding what you do with your energy and how to use it. There is tons of information on chakras (too much really) which may interest you. Some cool videos on You Tube. Also look up auras. I didn't have much luck with looking up just "energy".

I feel like "vampire" is a negative way to look at this state.

Considering that we can both give and take life with our ability, I view the state as a way to help others. And I'm not first, as I'm pretty sure that the first priests and monks across cultures were "psychic vampires" that healed their followers by combining their skill with magic.

Another plus is that if you manage to train into a higher state, a few even manage to be able to go without needing food - though you have to open your crown point, don't try this if you haven't.

Psychic vampirism is one of the most dangerous and negative psychic/magical phenomenon. Messing with others goes against every moral code of which I have come into contact (aside from egoism, which is decidedly more negative in and of itself). If you can, learning to hold back on taking the energies of others is the best bet. If you become ill or weak without draining others, never take energy from unwilling or inattentive people, only from donors who understand the process, and never to harmful degrees.

I am a psychic vampire too.
Its getting worse each day for as I'm awakening.
I feel the same way. Some times I randomly smile and that's when I know I'm taking in energy.
Its tense by famly becuase odds are your a famly of psychic vampires.
Whatever you do don't take anti depresants

I think that if you believe you are a vampire then that's what you are. That's not to say you always will be, just to remind you of an ancient bit of wisdom "Be the change you wish to see."
So do you want to be a vampire?

A Vampire purposely and selfishly victimizes a person by draining them of their blood. Therefore a Psychic Vampire purposely and selfishly drains a person of their energy, knowing they are doing it and not caring. So unless you are doing it in that manner I doubt very much that you are a Psychic Vampire. Simply because you have an effect on someone it does not mean you are doing it on purpose. Now that you are aware of it you can learn to control it, and to warn the other person that they might feel a loss of energy after being around you, or vice versa.

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The way to control psychic power is to take control of your unconscious.

In monk temples, monk trainees are put through a series of mental puzzles to help convince themselves into have control over their mind.

For most in North America the first step of this path is to let go of materialism, then to realize that race is a social construct and is something imaginary, and then to go on realizing that a lot of what people believe in is a construct that doesn't apply - like the saying "there is no spoon."

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It sounds to me that it is a possibility, that you are indeed a psi-vamp. I only say this because a few friends of mine are, or at least display the same traits. As to the energy that forms in your hand, what are you thinking or feeling emotionally? It might be that you are able to create a charge of energy, (positive or negative energy, hence why I asked about the thoughts and emotions). In theory, this charge can be used for many things such as healing and such. Some people can do this early on, and have a "knack" at it, and for others it takes a while to establish this charge and sustain it.