I'm very new to this site. Sadly, I'm only thirteen years young, so I definitely don't know a whole lot about being psychic and what not. I have, however, known that I was different from a VERY long time. I'm a female, so it is natural that my emotions are not always in check. Please do keep that on mind while reading this. And also, please do comment because I really do need information.
It started when I was in fourth or fifth grade. Back then, I barely noticed anything different about myself. Now I am more aware of more things. Back then, it was just a matter of having a habit of guessing what was going to happen, when. Now it is that, plus a whole lot more. I will start my experiences after fifth grade to definitely know I am remembering things clearly.
Just at the end of fifth grade, I got braces. I don't have a whole lot of info to back this up. But here it goes anyhow. I got braces. The day I got them, I had a habit of using the number two. I have this reference by a journal I kept back then. (it was mandatory by our teacher. Here's the rest. I got my braces off TWO years later. Yes, it does sound like a coincidence. I think that too.
More recently, I have become more aware of people's thoughts and emotions. When someone touches me, I get changes. My heart races and, in some cases, I get dizzy. It really, truly, scares me sometimes. About two months ago, I had a random scene of a strange sentence. I had no idea what it meant at the time, but I DID have a feeling it was something involving me being psychic.
"... Santa's bag."
That's all I remember from the vision. Then, just two weeks ago, my cousin was telling me about a stupid chain message that she got.
"It is now near Christmas and if you send this on to five people in the next three minutes, the thing you truly want will most definitely come out of Santa's bag."
We were in a car. In front of a Hess gas station, at night. The same position and time that I saw it those weeks before. I was scared to death and that's when I started realizing that I was really unique.
I don't know how to explain the following. But will list the other things that are happening recently anyway.
-strange dreams, where I can see, smell, think, and feel (usually pain) clearly
-instances where I don't feel at all like myself
-sensing what people are thinking
-how people are feeling at the time
This is the one that is the most frightening to me:
**being able to control peoples emotions. This has become more and more seen in my life. I have only been able to do this recently.
-when o am playing Ouija with my group of friends, it seems like we NEVER have trouble finding a spirit to talk with. This leads me to think that spirits and other "figures" are attracted to me.
Well, that's about it... Please comment and (if you can) tell what my gift is (if I actually have one) or I'm just plainly going bonkers.
Psychic shielding shouldn't exhaust you. I sense you are pushing out your energy to make a shield. Don't force it. Just envision it in your mind. The shape you use to cover yourself and the color of it and the way it projects energy is enough. Of course belief plays a major part in the successful shield also.
There are many sites about empaths on the internet. Choose one that is matter of fact and not overly sensational. Not everything published is truthful.
Love and Light...Always