To begin with, older people reading this would see my age, and think I'm just being a stupid kid convinced I am 'psychic'. Or I'm just posting some fake story that some gullible fish will believe.
Some other young people on this site might be doing this. But if you have the time, please read this, because I want to know if people are having similar experiences.
However, if you are impatient, just skip to the numbered section.
Throughout childhood (beginning at around the age of 8), I was convinced that I was a wizard. I didn't hide this. I would tell people at school, and people were thinking I was a weirdo (which was really embarrassing, thinking back). I lost friends, became a 'loner'. Teachers pretended to believe me, and I knew they were lying.
I wasn't a good student. Always daydreaming, not doing work. My parents and teachers were convinced I had a mild case of autism called 'Asperger Syndrome'. Also, I had many things physically wrong with me, which resulted in me going through several operations over the years.
Look, I could never see or hear ghosts, or had paranormal experiences (as far as I can remember). But I was obsessed with ghosts, magic, anything supernatural or paranormal. I talked to everyone about this.
The school got very worried, so they phoned my parents about what they'd exposed me to. The truth was, they'd exposed me to nothing, I was obsessed for no reason.
Now, I never knew why I thought I was 'special'. But I do remember one thing that convinced me, which could be purely incidental. I picked my 'magic wand' and waved it at the light, and it switched off! No one was in the room at the time, and when I went to go tell my mum. She didn't believe me.
I had plenty of fears when I was that age as well- I was absolutely horrified of being left alone in the dark, I was scared to put my head underwater, I hated hospitals, I freaked out at syringes, and some others. This could caused be from the numerous operations I underwent.
The beginning of high school, Year 8, I was still not very good at school, always daydreaming. But, in year 9, I started to change. I was beginning to have precognitive dreams, but not completely accurate. I can't remember these at all. But I remember that, normally, the day after the dream, it would come partially true. Again, these are gone from my memory.
After the dreams, rose pure coincidences, from talking about someone and seeing them literally a minute later. Or thinking about a friend, and immediately seeing a street sign with their last name on it. A lot of these happened while listening to music, like a song with a lyric saying 'hungry', and then a 'hungry jacks' commercial appearing on T.V.
During this change, I was feeling more aware, and was doing very well at school.
Now, I'm 15 years old, almost in Year 11. And so much has been happening.
My family is horribly dysfunctional, as it has been since I was a child. But is worse. And is not getting better. But have learned to deal with it.
I am suddenly very intelligent, from school to real life situations.
I feel out of place all the time, only with some people I can relate to.
But, at the same time, I feel like I am meant to be here, to help.
And yes, I feel a deep sense of pity for people suffering allover the world.
When I cry, I get angry at myself, because other people have so much better reasons to cry, so why should i?
I got depressed often, and I have gotten help, and I'm much better now. I was very, very depressed. I won't mention what I did to myself and what I tried to do because it is too horrible and makes me feel really bad. But I've worked my way out of it. Counselors can really help sometimes.
On the other hand, there were other times where I was 'on top of the world' and overly happy for no reason.
At the time, I thought I had bipolar disorder. But it wasn't true.
Because I knew I didn't, I was just being attacked by emotions. I feel as if emotions circle around everywhere, like some kind of energy, and I was picking up on them. But I have learned to train myself to help keep them under control.
After the depressed stage. I became in tune with my 'psychic abilities'.
More now than EVER.
1. I can read the emotions of everyone very well. Even if they're not actually physically near me
Example: I was watching T.V, and suddenly I felt like crying. A minute later I got a text from my close friend, who just had a fight with her boyfriend, and was, indeed, crying.
2. I can read people very well. Their personality, their values, beliefs, their opinions.
Example: I went home from a party with a friend, her mum picked us up. Her mum had a friend in the car. I told her I really liked her, and began to tell her what she was like with amazing accuracy.
Example: I was talking to a friend over msn I had only seen once, I never actually her her. I told her exactly what shes likes and what she thinks about school.
3. Peoples thoughts pop into my head sometimes. I can't actually hear their thoughts, but occasionally I think of something, and its what they're thinking.
Example: I was talking to some one, and I could tell, not by his emotions, that I was annoying him. So I apologized for annoying him, and walked away. I laughed out the way he was feeling after that!
Example 2: I went to shake my friends hand, and we gripped really tight, he realized that this looked like a scene from a commercial. I didn't. But as he went to repeat the motto used in it, I said the motto at the same time as him. Even though I had no intention to do so.
4. Sometimes I know that somethings going to happen. Before Michael Jackson's death, I knew something big was going to happen.
Example: At school, a door was locked, my friend came over and I told him that that door was going to open automatically. So he went over, and as soon as he got there, a teacher opened the door. His face was priceless!
5. Lastly, I've never had much to do with 'spirits' or 'ghosts'. But sometimes I can feel a presence, and I can tell if the presence is and old man, a little girl etc.
Normally I get chills when a 'spirit' is near me.
Sometimes I get tapped on the back, or something tugs at my heard.
Also, when I'm in a room by myself, I sometimes hear someone call my name. Each voice is unique, and it happens occasionally.
Example: I slept over at my friends house, in my friends room, and woke up in the middle of the night, to feel like someone was 'watching me', I could tell it was an old man, and he felt confused.
In the morning I told my friend, and she told me that her grandpa that loved her very much had died a while ago. I felt he normally watched her while she slept, and felt confused as to why I was the person sleeping in her bed!
And one question I am very curious about!
Does anyone see dots everywhere? Like the static on a camera. The dots are extremely small and are see-through, and seem to be 'jumping around'. Sometimes the dots make the shape of a human body, but is strangely small, and doesn't move. And surround people like an aura, but are colourless. I have had this since a child.
CAN ANYONE RELATE TO THIS STORY OR HAS SHARED THE SIMILAR EXPERIENCES PLEASE COMMENT!
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING!