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To begin with, older people reading this would see my age, and think I'm just being a stupid kid convinced I am 'psychic'. Or I'm just posting some fake story that some gullible fish will believe.

Some other young people on this site might be doing this. But if you have the time, please read this, because I want to know if people are having similar experiences.

However, if you are impatient, just skip to the numbered section.

Throughout childhood (beginning at around the age of 8), I was convinced that I was a wizard. I didn't hide this. I would tell people at school, and people were thinking I was a weirdo (which was really embarrassing, thinking back). I lost friends, became a 'loner'. Teachers pretended to believe me, and I knew they were lying.

I wasn't a good student. Always daydreaming, not doing work. My parents and teachers were convinced I had a mild case of autism called 'Asperger Syndrome'. Also, I had many things physically wrong with me, which resulted in me going through several operations over the years.

Look, I could never see or hear ghosts, or had paranormal experiences (as far as I can remember). But I was obsessed with ghosts, magic, anything supernatural or paranormal. I talked to everyone about this.

The school got very worried, so they phoned my parents about what they'd exposed me to. The truth was, they'd exposed me to nothing, I was obsessed for no reason.

Now, I never knew why I thought I was 'special'. But I do remember one thing that convinced me, which could be purely incidental. I picked my 'magic wand' and waved it at the light, and it switched off! No one was in the room at the time, and when I went to go tell my mum. She didn't believe me.

I had plenty of fears when I was that age as well- I was absolutely horrified of being left alone in the dark, I was scared to put my head underwater, I hated hospitals, I freaked out at syringes, and some others. This could caused be from the numerous operations I underwent.

The beginning of high school, Year 8, I was still not very good at school, always daydreaming. But, in year 9, I started to change. I was beginning to have precognitive dreams, but not completely accurate. I can't remember these at all. But I remember that, normally, the day after the dream, it would come partially true. Again, these are gone from my memory.

After the dreams, rose pure coincidences, from talking about someone and seeing them literally a minute later. Or thinking about a friend, and immediately seeing a street sign with their last name on it. A lot of these happened while listening to music, like a song with a lyric saying 'hungry', and then a 'hungry jacks' commercial appearing on T.V.

During this change, I was feeling more aware, and was doing very well at school.

Now, I'm 15 years old, almost in Year 11. And so much has been happening.

My family is horribly dysfunctional, as it has been since I was a child. But is worse. And is not getting better. But have learned to deal with it.

I am suddenly very intelligent, from school to real life situations.

I feel out of place all the time, only with some people I can relate to.

But, at the same time, I feel like I am meant to be here, to help.

And yes, I feel a deep sense of pity for people suffering allover the world.

When I cry, I get angry at myself, because other people have so much better reasons to cry, so why should i?

I got depressed often, and I have gotten help, and I'm much better now. I was very, very depressed. I won't mention what I did to myself and what I tried to do because it is too horrible and makes me feel really bad. But I've worked my way out of it. Counselors can really help sometimes.

On the other hand, there were other times where I was 'on top of the world' and overly happy for no reason.

At the time, I thought I had bipolar disorder. But it wasn't true.

Because I knew I didn't, I was just being attacked by emotions. I feel as if emotions circle around everywhere, like some kind of energy, and I was picking up on them. But I have learned to train myself to help keep them under control.

After the depressed stage. I became in tune with my 'psychic abilities'.

More now than EVER.

1. I can read the emotions of everyone very well. Even if they're not actually physically near me

Example: I was watching T.V, and suddenly I felt like crying. A minute later I got a text from my close friend, who just had a fight with her boyfriend, and was, indeed, crying.

2. I can read people very well. Their personality, their values, beliefs, their opinions.

Example: I went home from a party with a friend, her mum picked us up. Her mum had a friend in the car. I told her I really liked her, and began to tell her what she was like with amazing accuracy.

Example: I was talking to a friend over msn I had only seen once, I never actually her her. I told her exactly what shes likes and what she thinks about school.

3. Peoples thoughts pop into my head sometimes. I can't actually hear their thoughts, but occasionally I think of something, and its what they're thinking.

Example: I was talking to some one, and I could tell, not by his emotions, that I was annoying him. So I apologized for annoying him, and walked away. I laughed out the way he was feeling after that!

Example 2: I went to shake my friends hand, and we gripped really tight, he realized that this looked like a scene from a commercial. I didn't. But as he went to repeat the motto used in it, I said the motto at the same time as him. Even though I had no intention to do so.

4. Sometimes I know that somethings going to happen. Before Michael Jackson's death, I knew something big was going to happen.

Example: At school, a door was locked, my friend came over and I told him that that door was going to open automatically. So he went over, and as soon as he got there, a teacher opened the door. His face was priceless!

5. Lastly, I've never had much to do with 'spirits' or 'ghosts'. But sometimes I can feel a presence, and I can tell if the presence is and old man, a little girl etc.

Normally I get chills when a 'spirit' is near me.

Sometimes I get tapped on the back, or something tugs at my heard.

Also, when I'm in a room by myself, I sometimes hear someone call my name. Each voice is unique, and it happens occasionally.

Example: I slept over at my friends house, in my friends room, and woke up in the middle of the night, to feel like someone was 'watching me', I could tell it was an old man, and he felt confused.

In the morning I told my friend, and she told me that her grandpa that loved her very much had died a while ago. I felt he normally watched her while she slept, and felt confused as to why I was the person sleeping in her bed!

And one question I am very curious about!

Does anyone see dots everywhere? Like the static on a camera. The dots are extremely small and are see-through, and seem to be 'jumping around'. Sometimes the dots make the shape of a human body, but is strangely small, and doesn't move. And surround people like an aura, but are colourless. I have had this since a child.



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BangExistence (1 stories) (6 posts)
10 years ago (2012-01-29)
It is as bird stated prior the "dots" you are seeing is in fact blood flow. I learnt that in 2004 plus the only time you can see it is against a blue, grey or white background.
Panhil (4 stories) (79 posts)
11 years ago (2010-06-14)
Send me an e-mail so we can talk about this more your story intrigues me but I don't like to go to indepth in comments.
Anikora (1 stories) (2 posts)
11 years ago (2010-05-18)
Wow I have they dot thing too! I know that ots not 'in' my eye because I don't see it all the time but I mainly only see them in the nightime, if I can't sleep and look out into my room, I can see them sort of 'driving' around the room in a formation. I don't really see them anymore because as I've gotten older I've become more weary of the dark. I also get the thing where you can sense peoples emotions with out really any body language feelings I just get a kind of jolt of the emotion they're feeling. I also get that thing where I pick up peoples thoughts, like I carry on a song they were singing in their heads or they do the same to me because I think I tend to project my thoughts, I think once or twice I've gotton people to look at me by shouting at them in my head! I'd love to know what anyone thinks about this and If you could help me or I could help you! 😆 ❤
selfaware (4 posts)
11 years ago (2010-04-29)
In response to your interest in the dots, I will share some of my stories and opinions.

I have seen the dots since I was a baby. The dots are primarily red or blue while sometimes being a white or translucent. I have done research and found this is a common description among individuals. Most of the people who mention these dots are psychic or have had psychic experiences. I agree with other posts, that you may be an "indigo". People psychic abilities notice what other dismiss. We seem to focus on the strange. Back to dots. The dots appear more vividly at night. Scientific studies say that this is due to the cones and rods in your eyes that absorb and diffuse light so that me may see. I don't totally disagree with this theory as I have sat in a room completely vacant of light and could not see the dots. However, from my own psychic experience I believe that they are more that just a trick of the eye. When I see the dots, especially when I was a child they seemingly floated around the room and I felt an overwhelming sense of clarity and unity with the evironment around me and the universe. Also, I am clairvoyant among many other things and sometimes while letting the dots envolope the room, I am in and truly accepting them is when I am clairvoyant and the things I see are projected in front of me rather than within my mind. I have not heard any other psychic reporting this but I doubt I am unique in that way as others report the dots making shapes. When I get the images they in motion, sometimes black and white, sometimes in color and rarely I can hear the sound from the location I am viewing. I frequently practice trying to view and accept the dots when trying to improve my psychic abilities. That's my two cents.

I would like to urge others to read my posts that I will be posting in the near future. I found this site in the hope that I will find another mature psychic so that I can better focus my ability. Anyone can feel free to e-mail me at justinscottward (at)

My email address is my given name. I hope to share other truthful experiences with other psychics.

I also see many younger psychics struggling with their ability and am willing to listen and try to bring clarity to your situation.
I have never seen spirits (luckily), I can only their presence. Therefore, I can't give any guidance to issues relating to Mediums.

Thanks for reading. Look foward to hearing from you soon.
BrutilyHonest (5 posts)
12 years ago (2010-01-27)
I have to say I thought I was a wizard when I was little to, which I can now laugh at. I just kept it inside, making myself an outcast. I do see the fuzz around everything I just try to focus and let the figure form before my eyes.
Do you ever get like an emotional block, somehow like too many emotions course through your body and you overload? 😕
Lady_V_ (4 posts)
12 years ago (2010-01-21)
I didn't know that other people saw the designs in the air. Bubbaoh10 and midnightgold describe what I see. The air acts like water in these transparent designs. They showed up at my bedside and I was always rubbing my eyes to make sure that I was really seeing them. I have been trying to get info on it for months. The info I got was that seeing designs in the air could be related to a shift or change in brain activity. 😜
mizu (1 posts)
12 years ago (2010-01-21)
I agree with the other comment that you should start looking up how to protect yourself energetically. And if you're talking about what I think you are, I agree with bird that it's probably just something to do with blood vessels in the eyes.
I can kind of feel people's emotions and personalities too, but not as intensely as you seem to be able to. I can also sometimes feel how much energy is surrounding some events in the near future. Like if I think of something, sometimes I can feel if it's likely to happen and can feel the energy surrounding it. The best example I can think of is I knew a while before that I would meet the guitarist from my favorite band. I think you should pay close attention to your feelings, and maybe you can develop this more. When I was 11 there were a few times I actually heard people's thoughts about me, and another time I could feel a persons energy in a building and walk straight to them. But that was a long time ago and the only year it ever happened. 😢 I think I blocked these abilities out because I'm so afraid of ghosts (unfortunately I've seemed to see some anyway). From where you're at, you could decide to keep going this way and see what happens, or decide you don't want to live like this and try to block it out... (of course it might always follow you. It follows me. Here I am at a site like this now! 😜)
Dinaer (1 stories) (20 posts)
12 years ago (2010-01-21)
You shouldn't worry about all the things you experience. I know where you come from, I was a social pariah myself in high school, and started figuring out these things too around your age.
I am now nearly 25, and 10 years later, I still have tons of questions:) trust me, you'll have questions all your life ^^ but you'll also grow more and more in control. Don't shy away from it, you will invariably run into some really bad, even evil, things. Protect yourself. If you haven't already, look up all you can about how you can protect yourself. And use it.
Other than that, these gifts are exactly that. Gifts. Presents not everyone is meant to get. Enjoy them, and revel in the feeling you get from others when you help them out:)
Oh, and don't try to convince people that what you can do is real. Most people will laugh at you. If you do find yourself, however, talking about such a thing, and someone shows exceptional interest or their emotions or thoughts become rigid and alert, feel free to ask them privately about it;) they'll be glad to have something to hold onto in what they think of as unknown.

You are indeed an Indigo child, loolum:) and as a fellow Indigo child, I say we lead difficult lives, but come out stronger in the end.
ashley1325 (7 posts)
12 years ago (2010-01-21)
Hmm I would def say it sounds like your an Indigo Child to me. =)
bird (5 stories) (23 posts)
12 years ago (2010-01-21)
I always see the "TV fuzz", ever since I was little. Kind of like translucent static in my field of vision. Long, long ago in college somewhere I learned that it is a reflection of the blood flow through the vessels of the eye or something like that. I always thought everyone saw this. Maybe they do, or maybe they just kind of look past it. I don't know but I am pretty sure that's what it is.
Triniti (1 stories) (69 posts)
12 years ago (2010-01-21)
i have the same thing going on
Suddenly figuring wierd stuff out
Being alone all the time
I think the reason for your sudden abilities might be because of your obsession with wizardry
Some say if you are obsessed with the occult you may adapt to some of it
Maybe because you loved it the universe rewarded you
paranormalsenser82 (2 stories) (7 posts)
12 years ago (2010-01-21)
I sometimes know what someones going to say, I will get the idea, object, or quote in my head and say it out loud just in time as the person I'm with or I'll say it and they will always say "thats what I was just thinking!" I think you can read minds. Do you ever get an urge to something that a person will talk about or say right after? Thats also what happens to me. =)
midnightgold (30 posts)
12 years ago (2010-01-21)
Oh I love the dots, they usually seem happy to me (dancing around the room). I don't know what they are exactly but I've seen them as "bends of light" kind of the way water distorts things but clear and in the air... Is that what you see? It sounds like you are enjoying these events. 😆
bubbaoh10 (5 stories) (19 posts)
12 years ago (2010-01-20)
i can totally relate to the dots thing... I don't see DOTS, but I get transparent shapes or squiggles, and they just drift across my field of vision... Its odd... I don't what it is though...
Tessalovesmusic (3 stories) (72 posts)
12 years ago (2010-01-20)
You sound like an Ingigo Adult or child. If you haven't read about them you can look them up on the internet. But for a simple explanation its like a more evolved person. The dots thing only happens to me when I have been doing gymnastics, which I always thought was too much blood to the brain. I strongly suggest you look up Indigo Adult on google, you'll find lots of helpful information and an explanation for what they are.

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