As the title says I have experiencing very realistic dreams every since I used the Ouija board. When I used the Ouija board I do believe that I did get through to someone who was aged 18, and said that he loved me. He guessed every question right that only I would know, also I was doing it with my mum and I'm certain she wouldn't move it as she would think it would scare me... But I still have doubts that I actually got threw to someone.
Anyway, ever since then I have been experiencing horrible dreams that seem very real when they happen. Each dream is different but no matter what the dream is always set in my room.
I always get a weird adrenaline rush sensation before I'm about to drift off into sleep, this is how I know that I'm about to dream these dreams but within a few seconds I would enter the dream. Straight away I know that I am dreaming and I am usually in my bed, I open my eyes, unable to move and would hear high noises or someone heavily breathing. Occasionally I have been dragged off my bed, Spun upside down and pinned to the floor and raped, the person who rapes me in this dream is a male and he talks to me saying he likes me and he doesn't want me to leave. Actually being raped had happened a lot and this male would always normally be there until lately. The last dream I had that he was in is when I actually managed to stand up for the first time, open my eyes and actually some how leave the dream.
But ever since I manged to do that, he no longer comes and I no longer get pulled off my bed but instead I would be able to open my eyes and see things around me... What is see is very unusual. My room looks the same, just a bit blurry, I see a massive red picture frame on my room that is filled with colors and it would keep changing pictures very quickly, also sometimes I would just be able to see a person in my room but they would move out the way quickly. They also speak to me and I can hear them breath.
When I wake up from these dreams, I am shocked and thankful that I had woken up because sometimes it feels as if I could never wake up, I get this awful feeling when I dream as if I'm trying so hard to wake up from this dream but I cant. When I do finally wake up though I also feel this heavy need to go back to sleep, as if I can't move or barely open my eyes and this over whelming feeling of needing to go back to sleep. I even try to turn onto my side to try and escape this feeling but I'm too tired to even do that, its as if something is trying to force me back to sleep.
After a while if I have managed to battle against this feeling, I would wake up a bit and contemplate to go back to sleep. Normally I would get up for a few minutes and then go back to sleep as when I do this I normally do not go back into that dream.
But yeah I'm starting to feel crazy and vulnerable when I sleep. What is this?!