Four months before I entered college in Pittsburgh, my very first love had left me. We were going to enter college at the same time so we could be together. Dreams of mine were crushed, but college and new friends had help me get through. I moved into the bigger dorm and became instant friends with my roommates. A month later I meet my now current boyfriend, and he and I hit it off pretty good.
One night, he was down in my room and we were up late at night just getting to know each other more and more. He left to get ready for bed (he was going to come and cuddle with me that night) and after I took him to the door and shut off the kitchen light I turn around and saw what looked like a pair of red eyes next to my bedroom door. I figured it was a car passing by the windows and it just reflected off of something, since I was on the 3rd floor.
I put it behind my back and went into my room, being extra quiet for my roommates. I get this really heavy feeling, just pressing up against my back and shoulders. I figured it was imagination and pushed it aside. As I got to my bed, taking my necklace off I get the feeling again. Pushing it aside again, thinking it was my imagination, I jump into my bed and wait for my boyfriend to come back. I get comfortable and get this unexplained heat at the back of my neck. In my room, it was freezing all the time, year around. The heater hated to work in that room.
All of a sudden, I get this vision that this thing was reaching for me from behind. It was vivid and I've never have anything that vivid going through my head. It was tall and lanky, had big black eyes and this sinister smile upon its face. With the hand it reached out for me, the pinky was longer than the other fingers.
I jumped, looked behind me and there was nothing but that heaviness. Breathing heavy, I stayed up and stared into the darkness next to the door, hoping my boyfriend would come. He came not too long after and I told him what had happened. He held me tight and apologized. He then told me about this nightmare that he, his mother and grandfather had had. It had the same demon (just smaller) crawling up on him telling him that it would "Never allow him to be happy."
Another instance was when I could feel it right on top of me. The heaviness and that awful heat. I told my boyfriend to get it off of me and he did. He told it to leave us alone and that we weren't afraid of it. And after that, I never felt or saw it again. My roommates, however, had bad experiences with it in another form. I'm unsure if this is because I can feel energies... If I'm a sensitive?
That isn't all. This is something way different and I'm curious of what is really going on with me. Late at night, I was overwhelmed with sadness and for some odd reason my grandpa came to mind. I was really upset and worried that something might had happened, so the next day I had called. My grandma had told me that Grandpa was upset of what she had done to the kitchen, he was really really upset about it. My grandma can do the same.
Another time, I was downstairs into my room getting some stuff (because I'm up in my boyfriend's room most of the time now) and I turn to leave when I saw this white mass dash out of the door. It was way too short to be one of my roommates and the one who was the same height wasn't even in the room at the time, she was in class. I later found out that my old roommate that was kicked out of the school due to her medical problem, was upset and needed to talk to me.
I can feel people's emotions before they even tell me anything. I can feel how people are before I get to know them. My boss, for instance, when I started my first job, I can feel how much of a jerk he was before I even got to know him. He was indeed a jerk. He didn't treat people very nicely.
This just happened last night, actually. I came across this article on how to feel and see people's auras. I tried seeing it with my minds eye with a friend who lives in Maine. We've known each other for 12 years now. I got the first one right. I saw and felt everything. He said "Okay, how did you do that?" So I explained. And he replied, "Let's try that again, and if you get it this time...we're never doing this again, okay?" He's very superstitious and thought I was reading his mind. The second round I nailed it just right. He was trying to shut me out of something that happened in his life that he never tells anyone. He was honestly freaked out about it.
We talk over MSN, and when he's upset or when he's angry I can feel it in the words that I read. What exactly does this mean for me? How do I practice this stuff to get better at it? Any help is much appreciated and I also appreciate your patience in reading this super long post. I thank you much <3