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I Sometimes See Things In My Head


I've had many experiences in my life that I don't understand, my first one was 3 or 4 years old before my mother died. I saw this ugly looking thing that looked like a mud monster thing not sure but what I can remember is that he tried to come after me, didn't know what he wanted... Remembering myself running and running. He never got me though but after this happened my mother died.

A few years later another thing happened, I saw this doll walking and running when I was about 7yrs old, this doll scared me, didn't know what she wanted but after this happened my grandfather passed away. My older brother died in 1990, all I remember seeing was a dark shadow walking pass my bedroom door. To this day things have gotten scarier for me and I don't know how to control it.

This is not all, I've seen things unusual and scary, for my late twin brother I seen him in a coven, I seen this in my head before he pass but I didn't understand it, before he died, I also saw death, a dark shadow standing by my door, I looked away but he was still there. I covered my face with the blanket for a while and than uncovered and their he was right in front of me, I didn't see a face at all, just remember being so scared and told him to leave me a lone... The next day after this my twin passed away which was very hard for me to handle even to this day, it's been almost 10yrs now.

When I hear things at night right before I fell asleep I would start to hear things coming my way I can since them, like an evil thing, like it wants me or something. This doesn't happen to me all the time only when something goes wrong in my home community, I always wanted to know why? I still don't understand this happening to me, when I hear or see things they happen, happen such as death. Never a good thing it's always been a bad thing, why?

I know my story isn't very well organized but I'm trying. I sometimes see things in my head what's coming or who's coming and than they happen a few minutes or hours later. I need to know how to use it more. I need to know more of this cause I still don't understand. Do I need to help the spirits or something before they die? I really don't know. I do pray before I sleep so I won't be scared if those things happen... Sometimes I think they will hurt me.

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palmck (1 stories) (5 posts)
11 years ago (2010-04-11)
thanks Samantha56, I didn't know about that... An Onlooker, just don't know who's going though but last night I had a dream that my only grandparent passed away, not sure if he died in his sleep or a heart attack. He's my only grandparent around. 😢 don't know though if this dream is true or not... Just hope not now, I know he's being feeling sick a lot, not doing so good... Just not long ago his wife (my grandmother) pass away a few months ago. 😢 my dad's parents, I don't want to tell him about the dream I had, I only told my husband and my brother. Nobody else but here as well. You think that dream is telling me something or is it just a dream? 😐
Samantha56 (2 stories) (10 posts)
11 years ago (2010-04-07)
Hello, I'm Samantha age: 10. Your an Onlooker, it's a type of Ghost Watcher. Onlookers can see the future, but your different. Your an Onlooker that can see people dieing in the future. If you don't want to have these dreams do this: every night before you go to bed, think of you having a force field around you. Me? I'm a Bright Watcher, its a person who can: see people/ ghosts aurors, see and sense ghosts, see flashes of lights and sometimes see the future. Becareful, and don't worry. Onlookers are connected to the sun and moon. I know your not the only Onlooker out there. Take care!
PathR (4 stories) (1266 posts)
11 years ago (2010-03-30)
palmck a few things to look in is what Wanderwayne suggested, Reiki books can be in your local library. This is an energy that is all around us. Once you understand it you can use it with your prayer.
I'm practice Reiki at Master level. But I've always used energy before. You will feel it leave you.

More importantly look at writting by Oracle101 as he has many suggestions on protection/sheilding. This should be used day an night.

For not having concentration sit in your back yard and just study plants and sending them with intent love and peace.

If this is not enough just click on my user name. Willing to help.
palmck (1 stories) (5 posts)
11 years ago (2010-03-30)
do you know if they will hurt me? One time when I was about to turn the other way from sleeping I saw this thing going under my blanket and had his/her hand on my left side and started biting me, slowly and than harder and that's when I had to try to move my right hand to get it out of the way, I started freaking out cause when I get scared I can't really move cause it's scary... Than it was gone, I was a little sore but I see nothing on my left side, like a tooth mark or something just sore... This happened like 3 or 4 months ago... After it happened, a few days later someone passed away. 😢 you see, I don't understand this... I wish I could, what can I say? What else can I do? 😢
palmck (1 stories) (5 posts)
11 years ago (2010-03-30)
thanks guys for your comments... It does help that I'm not a lone. Sometimes I think other people think that I'm just going crazing so I just talk to other people about this that I can trust. Most times I don't even know who's going to go. 😢
I do need to get used to this cause I've had it too long and I do pray a lot for help and support. I also take some Indian medicine for myself, it helps... I take it when I feel scared. The only problem I have is I'm not at all very good in concentration. I get easily distracted by little things, noises and others. 😕 so I need help in able to help others such as those that are leaving us and myself.
brooke_wortham (guest)
11 years ago (2010-03-29)
my my...

That is soooo close to my experiences it's not even funny. I hate that you lost your twin and my sister lost her twin. I saw her twin when I was around eight and I didn't find out until I was ten that the vision what real.

I understand that you get premontions about certain things as do I. I get images in my head right before something happens. Like I had an image of my ankle getting hurt in a rugby game and that happened.

I hear things when I go to sleep too. I see shadows and I hear voices. They are just talking and having conversations but it still scares the crap out of me. I know what it is like to be scared and I want you to know that you are not alone.
PathR (4 stories) (1266 posts)
11 years ago (2010-03-29)
palmck to get images in ones mind before death transpires can be symbolic of pending death of people we know and love about to cross over.
To see a shadow before death is not unusuall or hear a voice, or strong preminition, a scent are a few of the many ways we are forwarned.
I believe we can help people before they cross over. We can pray or do a ritual, or channel energy to the forth coming event, and even during the event.
This helps the person raise their vibration.
Just know your not alone in these experiences. I get them and the tricky part is many times they do not come in the same way, we can doubt ourself.
I've had people die right in front of me and its not a pretty seight. But when you understand that a loved one gave a warning to you to let you know they are there for their loved one whom will leave this life. You will understand the circle. You will know we are all interconnected and we do get help from the otherside.
Some of these forewarnings come so close it feels like its on your door step.
Hard to explain.
I encourage you to find your place by setting time in contemplation/meditation/or prayer how you fit with this all. I know its a lot and if your young it burns on ones own mortality.
I wish you blessings and peace, you will and can adjust and see it as a blessing. I do but it has taken lots of time.
WanderingWayne (4 stories) (107 posts)
11 years ago (2010-03-29)
This may be of help, or not. I took a couple classes in Reiki about a month ago. Reiki is called the Universal Energy, god energy and I'm sure other things. I usually doubt everything, but I believe Reiki is a real connection to a higher energy of some kind. You should read a little about it and see if it strikes a cord in you. Among other things Reiki has strong protection. It is thought of more as a hands on healing technique but there is much more to it. I'm not sure if being attuned to Reiki for the reasons you may want is really an answer in itself though. If you read about it and decide you have an interest a good Reiki Teacher could shed more light on the subject.
vanillabean (9 stories) (168 posts)
11 years ago (2010-03-28)
I'm so sorry you are scared and sorry to hear of the loss of your twin. I dont' have experiences like you do, so I can't give you proper advice. Have you really tried to close your eyes and focus and tell these things to go away? Or tell them you do not want to talk to them. I don't know if you believe in God, but if I were you I would really focus and pray for guidance or help with this. I can't say for sure, but I get the sense that when these things indicate death etc, it is past the point where you can do anything about it, but you just have the ability to sense it. These days I don't know who believes in what, but I will say a prayer for help to come to you either way. Take care, ok? ❤

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