where to start well I'm 33 years old and have children. It started when I was very little I felt alone a lot but not that I was well first of all I have a very good memory of my childhood I can even remember things from when I was a baby. I not to sure how old I was when I my feet and legs were getting grabbed or touched as a child I was scared. And for some odd reason I used to go to our side door of the house and I would just look until I couldn't moved I would be caught in a trance of some sort I would feel really scared but yet I couldn't see anything out there I just knew something was there like.
In the same house I was visited by a lady in a white dress but no face I was scared again not at her but just seeing a ghost. I also found a rose in a field where there was only dead grass and weeds if that makes any sense I had showed my mom and aunties but no one believed me where I found it. And as I was growing up every few years my feet get bothered. I see things out of the corner of my eye or shadows. I used to see odd lights but never thought nothing of it. Can hear things like someone saying psst psst like trying to get my attention, or when I'm outside I can hear like a drum or like the earth has a heart beat and only I can hear my mom and brothers couldn't hear nothing they just said I was going crazy. I smell things awful things or something that doesn't smell right I hunt for where the smell comes from thinking its some kind of food my kids stash but no. My things go missing and I've been told by a medium that the spirit took them he's trying to get my attention.
I get very emotional and very angry for no reason. It's frustrating I feel like I'm going on a roller coaster ride. I'm told I have a gift but what is I don't know yet that's why I'm here. Please help kind of confused.