I am 15 years old and I need help. I see strange things out of the corner of my eyes. I sense something always. I have dreams that come true days, months, even years later but I somehow remember them. I need help.
If I see a place I feel like I personal know it and been there. I think of vampires all the time. Believe me am not a vampire crazy teenager after seeing Twilight. I just to try and see if there real. I feel like myths are truer then people believe. I also believe that I should go towards the Wiccan path. But I also believe in God. Is that wrong? I just need help. Also I get angry so easily. I can read people like a book. I can feel there energy coming off of them.
I feel so wrong sometimes. I also want to contact my guardian angel or spirit guide. But what is up with me wanting to know more about the unknown. I just need more help to understand myself. I come from a simple life but I think there is something bigger for me.
I feel like a have a soul mate that I need to find some where. I sense him but then get even more confused when I feel crazy. I feel like I have a destiny. One is to stay in my simple life and marry my heart school sweetheart and get a small farm like the rest of my family. But then secondly I want to be adventurous and explore the unknown. I feel like I have been unable to find what I need. Does this sound weird?