To start off, I never actually thought if these were psychic powers, or empathy or whatever. But to go back to my younger days my mother would tell me about when I was little. If I ever tried to ask her about what type of baby was i? She would say you were a quiet and shy baby. But I overhear my mother one day talking with her friend. She says, I was a quiet baby and what not but one day we were walking together and she turned her back for one second- next thing she knew I'm in the middle of the street when cars both coming from directions. She runs to get me and a miracle how I didn't have a scratch on me. Now I'm hearing this and started to get curious. I beg my mother for other things that happened during my diaper days. She wouldn't go into details.
Moving along. As I grew older I was about 9 or 10 when I would look at myself in the mirror and say" I wish for a older sibling". I repeat the statement over and over. Most of my family relatives would say "Be careful what you wish for".Next thing I knew a couple of months later my mother is expecting. Shocker!
Jumping ahead to now. I'm 16 and most of my friends have boyfriends and my friend, she thinks I'm being left out. Because they all go to the movies or hang out and how would I look being the three wheel. But I told her when the right guy comes along, then I would give it a shot. But my friend can be very insisting. So I finally agree to meet these future boyfriends. I meet one and off the bat my mind is telling me no don't continue to meet him. Like I got a weird vibe from him. But my friend she says "just give it a shot". Big mistake! I should have stuck with what I was telling myself. The guy turns out to be a player and messed around with my feelings.
So basically, what I'm saying is that I know stuff or have this feeling when something bad might happen. But I never listen to myself and get hurt in the process.
A weird experience that happen to me one night I was sleeping and all of a sudden I can't move my body only thing I'm able to move are my eyes. I tried to move my arm or leg but it was hard and I'm fighting it? Maybe it felt like someone was holding me down. I'm not to sure I try to block out it out because my mind keeps replaying it. Now I try to move my head to see what happens. All of a sudden I see this weird light with maybe yellow or gold sparkles. I was so scared that I'm shouting out "MOM!". But no answer. But I do remembering see like a body of someone standing in front of my bed I'm not sure if it was a man or woman?. Questions about what happen to me is still unanswered.
So what I'm asking is from these experiences do anyone knows what's wrong with me? Are these some kind of psychic abilities to look into or am I just crazy in the head?