I am really new to this kind of thing, so please forgive me if a waffle on.
All my life I have felt presences around me, but I only ever experienced these presences in my own bedroom at night. Therefore I have always thought am I imagining it? I haven't ever really seen anything/anyone I just get this feeling around me like something/someone is asking me to connect with them. And if I lay in my bed and I let this something/someone feel close to me I get the feeling they are going inside my body and I can not feel anything for a few seconds until I get scared and I have to stop the connection by jumping out my bed and getting a drink. My room has also been the most coldest room in the houses we have lived at even in summer times. When I was a baby at the first house my mum used to have to dress me in winter clothes for bed. Also in my second and third house my room has always been the same.
Over the past four years of living in this house I have started to develop a strong presence around me but not just one presence I feel lots of presence and they don't feel like nice presences. I don't know what they are or what they want all I know is they want me to connect with them, but I am to scared to because they do not feel like a nice presence.
I have also developed a ability to see things before they happen. I have only experienced this a few times.
One time I went to bed and I felt like I was asleep but I knew I was awake. I was seeing signs and symbols of death such as grim reaper and his coin, I also saw colours of danger such as red and orange and then I saw my dog. Straight after this dream my dad told me my dog had died.
A few months later I was asleep and I had another dream about my dogs going onto the road and causing a near crash, and the next day it happened.
A few more months later I had a dream we took the dogs on a walk and a train came and I though we all got across but when I looked I realized my dog was missing and I couldn't find her. And the next day she got ran over by a train.
Just a week ago I was sat in my bathroom and these very vivid numbers appeared before my eyes 132 I wasn't sure what they meant so ignored it. I also got this urge and low feeling that something terrible was going to happen. 1 hour later my dog had a huge fit.
The next day I went out and I was waiting for a bus, I looked across the road and I saw a set of eyes staring back at me it sent me into a trance for a whole 15mins where I just stared and couldn't break the trance, the eyes was just burning into me and connecting with me. I got a flash of my dog that had had the fit the day before and the trance broke. I looked at my phone to see what time it was and it was 10:15 I had missed the bus and not realized as I was in a trance since 10:00. I got home and I instantly got a rush of cold air and numbness. I asked my mum if my dog was ok and she told me at 10:00 my dog had passed away.
I really don't know what is happening to me, I have started to wonder am I paranoid.