I haven't really written or spoken with many people about any of my experiences. They started when I was really young and I learned quickly that talking about them just got you sent to talk to someone about your life, mostly the school consular. However upon finding this site I feel the need to share mostly because what I "see" and "hear" I have not really heard others speak about before and would wish to see what the readers here will think of them. I don't consider myself psychic in any way, but would like to know if it is a true ability or just a small insanity on my part. I believe it to be the former but sometimes I wonder.
I have always seen and heard things. The earliest I remember starts before I entered kindergarten (20 years ago now). The visions could last seconds or minutes. Now they were often very benign. One time when I was 4 or so I remember clearly watching a man walk across my bedroom, from through our second story wall into my closet, dressed in a very stereotypical early 1980's outfit and listing to an incredibly large (by today's standards) walkman. I ran out and told my parents. My dad still remembers this. A few years later my younger brother and I were watching the rain and a bike marathon passed by. They came out of the forest, rode through our driveway and into a hill under which was our septic tank. I described this to my brother which started him crying getting me in trouble. These types of things happened all the time. I believed that what I saw were other dimensions. In a diary I kept from second grade I wrote about "people from the other places". That was how I described them. Now as a child I did have a very active imagination. I had to, as my parents were against television for children and I was limited to 2 hours total of television a week (this included tv, movies and later computer and game systems).
I also started having what I have termed "continuation dreams". These were dreams that would start one night and later continue right where they had left off another night. In these dreams weeks and months could pass. They would not seem anything like normal dreams. Where in normal dreams you have the symbolic images and the jumping around feeling these would be like real life. Time would pass what seemed normally, no jumping or skipping from one scene to the next. I was almost always me in these dreams but a different me, again almost like I was living a portion of my life in another dimension. Upon waking I usually had to fight to remember what the day was or what had happened the previous day because I would literally have at least whole days worth of new memories. These dreams would continue for nights or weeks until whatever segment of events was completed. Some of these have been very normal and some of these have been horrifying.
I have also always had what I call "real dreams". These are dreams that tend to come true. They act just like my continuation dreams where it is like really living life, however these are always really me and usually are only one night and cover only a few hours or a day of time. After these dreams I often think that the events really happened. They however were almost never important events just everyday occurrences. As a child this once meant dreaming of a school day where halfway through the day a new student was introduced to the class. The next day when the teacher started a lecture I had already heard the night before I got out a book to read and waited for the new student to arrive which she did. (Teachers often let me read in class- I had usually already finished reading the textbooks through within the first month of the school year-I was a teachers pet). I have normal dreams that have events in them that come true as well, but usually I assume those are just my subconscious doing a good job of interpretation and projection of current events.
All of these things, the seeing and hearing people, and dreams still happen fairly regularly. I have since I was little believed I was seeing into other dimensions, sometimes our own, and seeing different events. I have also in the back of my mind always believed I was crazy because I have not heard of anyone else seeing into other dimensions (other then spiritual planes or astral projecting) and believing this and therefore what I saw could not be true. I never really thought about posting it until an event that started almost three years ago now. A co worker who ran her own psychic business offered to do a reading on me, though that was not how she had worded it. I had just graduate college and was moving out of state. We were talking about weather my boyfriend and I had talked about getting married and she asked if I wanted to know anything. I said sure and she did a reading. She told me a little about a health situation my mom was in (which was true though I had never mentioned it to any one at work, it was nothing serious just inconvenient for her). She then told me that my boyfriend would propose in August of that year and we would get married the next fall. Now I tried not to think about it encase I got my hopes up and it was false (I also didn't really tell anyone about it because my family is very Christian and would not have approved). I however did ask around at work and read up more about her business and found many people said her predictions were very accurate. They were not for me however. August passed as did the next August before my boyfriend proposed on Christmas eve. We will be getting married in summer. I have begun to wonder if maybe since everyone else said she was accurate that maybe she was seeing another place where I did get engaged that August. I have also begun to think maybe I am not crazy.
Anyway, any comments would be welcome since I would like to know what others think about all this. I know seeing into other dimensions is not one of those listed abilities but again I have seen things since I was little and had dreams that come true word for word so I know it can't all be my imagination. Since I hear, see or dream things at average around twice a month (sometimes a lot more, sometimes less) this is only a summary to show you a little of everything that happens. Thanks for reading this, I know it was long.