I am 13 years old. I'm not really sure what I am.
A few months ago (December) I began to realize that I could communicate with spirits, more than the average person. I could not only sense them, but hear them and see their energies, almost as if it's a blob of color in the air.
This is where I get confused... Mediums (which I think I am) can really only communicate with spirits, but I can do much more.
I can sense people's emotions. I can sense animals emotions. I can even understand my dogs and my friends cats sometimes. Ever weirder, I had an experience where I saw a vision of this man with brown hair, wearing blue and black. I somehow got his thoughts and knew he was planning something with the other maximum Christians to "do God's work" and force my friend, who practices Wicca, to repent. I immediately told her. That weekend, she sensed someone on her roof and I could feel that it was the same guy. It was like a red warning flag went up "He's here. He's to your left, 20 feet back, in the trees."
Another time, I was at my friend's party with a few close buddies. She saw a demon while she was in the tent getting something. She wound up drawing a picture of it. It had horns, blue skin and wings, and was human in shape. I saw the picture and though "Cawpri" Then, as I was talking to her about it, my legs suddenly couldn't hold me anymore and I fell. And for a few short seconds, I could see the demon through my closed eyes.
I can tell when people are lying, but only if it's a certain type of lie. If it's a white lie, I can't tell, or if it's so detailed it might as well be the truth. I can also get a sort of aura, only I can smell it, not see it. (for example I have a friend who smells like soap and peppermint) no one else ever smells it on them, so it's not perfume. I've also lied in bed and heard talking, like a room of people, only I can't hear what they're saying, except for one person who whispered "Hey" I can also see things from the corner of my eye, like shadows and balls of light.
Everyday, it get's harder to deal with. Everyday I wonder if I'm insane. I do things that can kill me and simply don't care if I live or die. When I look in the mirror, I don't see myself. I see a stranger. They only question remaining is who will help me?