Since I was a very little I always had this thing about confusing dreams for reality. Like I would dream so vividly and to this day still remember most of my dreams from that time. Currently I'm sixteen years old, and have had a lot of experiences dealing with paranormal. When I was younger I had telepathy with a few of my siblings, had "imaginary" friends. They were all girls. One looked completely normal. The other was a shadow and the other was a girl in the mirror but it wasn't me like another person. Later on a family member committed suicide but at the funeral while me and some other girls were playing I saw him staring at his brother like he was trying to touch him or communicate with him.
A little before that my step grandpa passed away and it was near my birthday, the night he passed I remember going to a carnival and holding a snake. When I looked at it I kept thinking of him and all of a sudden started crying. That whole night I was upset then we got the phone call. After that every time I would come to my grandparent's house I would see him lying in his bed watching me while I walked by.
Years later my brother and I had the same dream of a family member passing away, the next day we found out he was put in to a hospital and a few hours later he passed. There was no signs that he was sick previous to that day so we wouldn't have known anything was wrong.
I always have de javu, I know what other people are about to say or are randomly thinking especially when I first meet them and it eventually lessens or stops as I get to know them. I see shadow people all the time even though our house is brand new. When I wake up I sometimes wake up to someone calling my name when no ones at home. Once the voice didn't stop until I had gone all the way outside to our garden and then it just stopped. This used to happen a lot when I was little too. Both side of my family are psychic and my great uncle was a sufi or mystic Islamic, who was said to have flown once and the village had seen him fly. My mothers side view paranormal things as evil and they all suppress visions and so forth. My sister who is nine has said shes seen a man dressed in full black standing next to me before she also took the test on here the telekinesis one and went almost all the way to the blue bar and then got bored and left and it went down.
I would just like to know if there is some way I could suppress this or if it would be better to control it. Recently I've become very scared and would like some help? Thank you for reading and any help.