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To Surpress Or To Control Psychic Abilities?


Since I was a very little I always had this thing about confusing dreams for reality. Like I would dream so vividly and to this day still remember most of my dreams from that time. Currently I'm sixteen years old, and have had a lot of experiences dealing with paranormal. When I was younger I had telepathy with a few of my siblings, had "imaginary" friends. They were all girls. One looked completely normal. The other was a shadow and the other was a girl in the mirror but it wasn't me like another person. Later on a family member committed suicide but at the funeral while me and some other girls were playing I saw him staring at his brother like he was trying to touch him or communicate with him.

A little before that my step grandpa passed away and it was near my birthday, the night he passed I remember going to a carnival and holding a snake. When I looked at it I kept thinking of him and all of a sudden started crying. That whole night I was upset then we got the phone call. After that every time I would come to my grandparent's house I would see him lying in his bed watching me while I walked by.

Years later my brother and I had the same dream of a family member passing away, the next day we found out he was put in to a hospital and a few hours later he passed. There was no signs that he was sick previous to that day so we wouldn't have known anything was wrong.

I always have de javu, I know what other people are about to say or are randomly thinking especially when I first meet them and it eventually lessens or stops as I get to know them. I see shadow people all the time even though our house is brand new. When I wake up I sometimes wake up to someone calling my name when no ones at home. Once the voice didn't stop until I had gone all the way outside to our garden and then it just stopped. This used to happen a lot when I was little too. Both side of my family are psychic and my great uncle was a sufi or mystic Islamic, who was said to have flown once and the village had seen him fly. My mothers side view paranormal things as evil and they all suppress visions and so forth. My sister who is nine has said shes seen a man dressed in full black standing next to me before she also took the test on here the telekinesis one and went almost all the way to the blue bar and then got bored and left and it went down.

I would just like to know if there is some way I could suppress this or if it would be better to control it. Recently I've become very scared and would like some help? Thank you for reading and any help.

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LungGomPa (9 posts)
13 years ago (2010-09-08)
When I was much younger I had a dream. I was flying, and it was nighttime. I was flying over a dark city and I flew into a building. There was a long hallway, with cubicles off to the side divided by short walls. I was walking down the hall, and was distracted by a television screen showing one of the old test patterns, the one with the rooster. It was then I noticed the condition of my surroundings. It appeared as though there had been no human activity for years, and was obviously abandoned. I heard a phone ring, and looked to the wall to see a handset hanging from a hook. It rang again, and I picked up the handset. I put it to my ear, and was surprised to hear my own agitated voice coming through the earpiece. It was rather loud, and being a dream, I wasn't too surprised to feel a breath in my ear as I heard my own voice telling me, (edited) "Yer an ugly mother%^*^%$#".
I turned, took a few steps and flew back into the night. I remember seeing a huge building, like a warehouse, below me, and I chose to land in it, magically flowing through the roof. I landed and it was dark. The dark of a basement root cellar in midwinter, so dark I couldn't see anything. I turned, and saw the outline of a door. It was lit from the other side, so I could see a small line of light all around the perimiter of the opening.
I approached the door and reached for the knob, but I froze. I KNEW there was death, pain, sorrow, fear beyond imagining behind that door. I knew that if I opened it, I would be devoured, flayed alive, my soul stripped from my body and incinerated.
I do not remember how long I stood there.
But I decided that, (and I don't remember using any real logic chain, or actual thought, it was more like a gut decision,)
But I grabbed the handle, turned it and opened the door. I honestly don't remeber what was on the other side, but it was nothing I had feared.
Now I had to ask myself why I had this dream. When I was a very young man and dreamed it, it made no sense, but as the years passed and creator taught me what I demanded to know, I learned this, My perception of myself will color all of my relationships with everything in the mutiverses, people, objects, quantum states.
Further, My feelings and beliefs could be, and probably were, based on things that were not...
I saw the world in my dream as deserted, abandoned, and even the voice on the phone was my own, and harsh. I was in a dark place, alone and only one door out. I overrode my feelings, my beliefs and I stepped through the door.
Ever since that day, I have based my life on a couple things, never lie, never steal, and don't do apathy. The others are to not have to feel, believe, or remember anything.
The key there is have to.
You may think I ramble but the main point I am trying to make is that yer a kid, a child as I was, and you feel as I did, alone and not knowing why you get kicked in the teeth so much. You don't have to believe what they tell youwithout proof. You don't have to feel what they want you to feel. You don't have to remember what they did to you. Peopkle say I choose not to remember so I can assuage my guilt and shame for what I have done. Not true. I choose to forget so I can forgive, and free myself from their quantum states.
As a child you have the unique opportunity to mold yourself into a true human being. I've had to carve myself from stone, whereas you can mold yourself like clay. My advice it to learn to control those systems you can control. The first being feeling and belief. I reject both in my decisions most of the time, as they are tainted by not-is, or is-not. And to learn what love truly is, doing and wanting what is best for a object or entity without any regard for my own feelings or beliefs, simply doing the right thing because it's the right hting to do.
But please remember young ones, you need to apply this to YOU...
funnybunnychowchow (1 stories) (49 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-03)
i do try to supress my talents in school (I control air) but the only way is to lock it up inside me. If it is locked up too long or I know I can let ot out soon it feels as though I broke all my ribs. Suppressing can seriously damage you phisicaly and paranormaly do not atempt it without preparing yourself. (sereously I've been to the hospital 4 times from it whirling in me.)
AveMaria (1 stories) (7 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-26)
Thank you all so, so much your advice is much appreciated! And PsychicAngel I'll try the things you suggested such as the dream journal. And your comment was very helpful. Natural day dreamer thank you and I understand what you mean completely and the crazy family thing my moms side, there well you know. Thank you:) Oh one more question what do you think my ability would be? I had some other experiences, but from this point of view, what would it be? If that makes scence.
niboreel (8 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-25)
My only advice is please don't be afraid. Having these gifts and abilities are just that: Gifts (In my opinion) Embrace these things and take it one day at a time and one activity at a time. This isn't anything to be scared of; I'm gifted as well on different levels. You sound gifted and this is a beautiful thing. Embrace it. Asking for guidance from God or the universe as you know it helps too. Best of luck to you friend.
natural_day_dreamer (3 stories) (49 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-24)
I agree with FeroxFever and psychicAngel. Because it's true. You can't suppress what you are, because though you may think trying to forget about it will fix the problem, it will only make it worse. In my personal experience, I forced myself into a deep denial a few years back and forced everything away, and in doing that I lost any control I ever had. And things went very crazy. It also made my physically ill, all the time, and made me very depressed, and I felt as if someone had punched a hole I my chest, because I was forcing a part of me away. I was only hurting myself, badly. You can not run from yourself, because it is who you are and who you always will be. You just have to come to terms and embrace it, and once you do that, life becomes a lot easier. Take it from those who know. Never deny what's in you, because you're only denying yourself. And this may sound harsh, but it doesn't matter what your mom family thinks. My dad's side of the family is the more psychic side of the family, but they've all gone on believing things that don't exist and that they're bad or are for crazy people. And so my dad grew up like that, and even though things I've told him he's experienced as well, he's very weary of what I do and things I've come across, just from his upbringing. But it's not his decisions to make, and it's not your mom's and her families, it's mine and it's yours, because its who we are and what makes us feel right. It's like they're saying you have to cut off your arm because they don't like it. But it's your arm, so why in the world would YOU cut it off just because THEY don't like it?

In the end, just be true to yourself and follow your heart, as corny as that sound =)
psychicAngel (guest)
14 years ago (2010-05-22)
I agree with Ferox Fever: suppressing it will give you physical ailments - I would get an array each time I fought it, though it can be hard, especially if members of your family know you are gifted, are afraid and or don't 'approve'. You are your own person, made according to God's will for you and to my mind suppressing it is like telling yourself not to be you! That's like being a prisoner inside your own head with abilities that are a gift not a set of chains to curb your spiritual freedom and make you unhappy! Sorry I a chirping on but management strategies are probably the best way forward and your family history of gifted family members is remarkable...! How wonderful and maybe you could turn to some of them for support, who you feel comfortable with who understand and don't mind discussing it... I never had that opportunity in my family.

The other thing to remember with spirit voices is not to be at their beck and call... Fear is often a precursor to this. Try to be certain in your own mind by making conscious decisions about how you respond to what you feel, see and hear all the time. Keep practising this and you will get clarity. This I hope will help you structure and categorise your experiences in your head, so you look at them increasingly more objectively and feel more in charge of what is happening to you.
You could also keep a dream journal. This helped me tremendously and meant that rather than feeling bombarded, I could see the purpose behind the dream visitations and messages, that in my case were mostly occured and were designed to assist me in my life and be more spiritually aware of the significance of events in my life, my direction in life, helped me make better decisions and understand myself and my purpose more.
Bit heavy sorry... Phew! But hopefully helpful nonetheless!
AJBENN123 (guest)
14 years ago (2010-05-20)
well ave maria I am chaothlic if you would call that christian lol. But if mediating doesn't work then I would try and focus on your aura and try and just let out all the energy and try to ust for get about every thing that could help. Try it and if that doesn't work try a psychic or a psychic preist and get there help they can help you a lot more than I can lol.
AveMaria (1 stories) (7 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-20)
Thank you both your advice is helpful, but I have tried meditaing before it increases it but dosen't help control it. Do you have any methods? I'm also christian and I was wondering if anyone else is?
FeroxFever (6 stories) (101 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-19)
The more you suppress it and push it away the worse you will feel... I did the same thing, tried to suppress it, and I got sick and had headaches twenty four seven. Just learn to control it, meditate ad youll get the hang of it!
sugarandspice (2 posts)
14 years ago (2010-05-19)
I have also had similar experiences. But I truly believe after trying to surpress my own god given gifts, that the more you try to run from them, the harder it will be to control. Understand that sometimes life gives us things we don't always fully understand but we are meant to have them anyway. If you can focus on your gifts, and try your best to control them, you may find peace in knowing what you can do and in some situations, if need be, avoid them. Hope this helps!

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