First off I would like to start out by saying thank you to every one that responded' to my last story I had shared. I don't feel crazy or alone when I'm on this site talking about the experience's I go Thur. I'm so happy I finally found some where I can get support and I can give mine back. I love reading other people's stories I can relate to most of them and to know that I'm not the only one going Thur this feels great. I'M learning to just embrace what I have been given and not to be afraid of this thing I used to call something scary that took over me that I had no control over.
I have been reading a book called A STILL, SMALL VOICE by Echo Bodine. ITS about psychics and intuition it has helped me understand more about having this gift and not just being scared and trying to pretend its not there or having people close to me saying I'm crazy. Some people can be so nasty ugh... I guess they fear what they don't know about or think that just because they don't go Thur what we do is not normal or crazy to them. So once again thank you for the support I don't feel alone any more. Also I have been meditating that has helped me tremendously.
I woke up and started meditating I felt fine. Watched some TV then went to the mall and started to feel overwhelmed. I guess I was sponging in peoples emotions. IT was hard for me to deal with. But I said to my self it's something I have that won't just go away and I'm going to have to learn to deal with it. Being empathic can be so much to deal with at times but it is also a great gift to have it makes you be aware of people and there intentions. Its like having in site that you only know lol so it has its perks.