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Zone Out Note... Strange And Unexplained, Got Any Ideas?


Ill eventually put up a back story about myself, but for now I feel that I should post about this first, now. I tend to get feels about things, like a zap to my intuition, and so when I felt what I felt today I ran up to my room, grabbed the old paper, and came back down here. Sometimes ill have an odd episode where ill completely zone out, and sort of, freeze?, in a way. I can still feel my body and I know I'm in my body, but its kind of like my spirit is reaching out to else where. Its a really strange feeling, and its hard to explain. But when these sort of things happen, I have been known to do weird things, say strange things, or in this case, write strange things down. About six months ago, I was sitting quietly in my open period room (like a study hall) and one of my zone out things happened. At the time I was writing anyway so when it happened, my hand went straight to work following what I was writing. It was like, I felt myself moving the pen, but my mind was at peace, and my heart, my soul, was spilling out onto the paper. When I read it over afterward I was kind of surprised and wasn't sure to be disturbed or not. So that's why I'm posting it here, to see what you all think. It reads as follows...

I have realized that hiding is pointless, living a lie is useless, and thus both harm mainly one person; Myself. I push through life day by day pretending to be a child born normal, though I have known for years that I am not. Yes, I am a girl, simple at first sight, and I live as any human should. Year after year pushing on. But at heart I am no such thing. I feel no such thing. If one could see inside me, see through this ever lasting facade, I would think you would gasp and be left breathless. Yes, I am a simple girl upon first sight, but inside hides an array of colors, of spirit that shines and sparkles with the inner light I hold so dearly. To most this may come off as bragging, but its none the less the truth. If you could only see. If you could see the broken wings upon my back, invisible to all but few. The wings that no longer fly me through the world, fast and fantastic. The wings that can not fly because the weight of this world's dismay holds them down, wilts me to the ground. If you could only open your eyes, see through your arrogant ignorant fog, you then might understand. A child born human I am, but human I am not. And yet this is my soul purpose. To prove there is life beyond what you see with the eyes you take for granted. It is the human way to live life blind to the magick around you, to miss the point of the life you were given. They abuse it, they misuse it, some even take it away, whether it be from others or themselves. The creatures humans have become, the awful world that is our present. But I feel in my heart of hearts that one day soon things will change. Buildings will fall, cars will fail, modern life will cause its own demise. And when such becomes us, trees will rise from beneath, flowers will bloom in new air, the morning dew of this new age will shine upon the true wonders of the world. And when streets become fields again, it will be our chance to start over and for the life of today to fade away. Then my wings will no longer pin me to the ground, along with the others like myself, we will fly again. Our colors wills shine and power will flow and once again our source of life will be pure. And we will join hand in hand and be all we were meant to be, as the wicked fade away and magick rises once again.

As I read it again it still kind of weird me out. I don't know how I really feel about it. Right now it just confuses me. Mainly because I wrote it, but it says things that are just weird and out there, and some things I do believe, but had not come to terms with, but that's a different story for a different site. Lol. And who is the you it refers to? Is it me, or is it a you in general speaking out. I don't really know. I've spent time thinking it over, and eventually came to the conclusion I would post it here. And now I have =) I would greatly appreciate any feed back or ideas! =) And maybe I'm not the only one that does this zone out thing?

On a side note, I don't have any mental issues, because if I were the average Joe reading this id think a number of mental disorders to check up on, but I'm in perfect mental health soooo, that's not it. Lol.

**Lastly, if you've got anything negative to say, like call me a dumb freak or say I'm crazy and need a cat scan or anything like that, I don't want to hear it. That's not what this site is for, and I don't like seeing people comment things like that on others' posts.**

Thanks for everything! Blessed be! <3

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natural_day_dreamer (3 stories) (49 posts)
14 years ago (2010-11-11)
Well, I've been feeling something big about to happen for a while. And though it sounds vague, I trust what I feel. Not to say it necessarily means moving to a new dimension, but people are changing, people here prove that. In the past few decades, the number of people recorded to have different abilities has risen. Though, it could be argued that just more people are open about it all. Which is viable, but I believe there's a reason for more of us now. I guess we just have to wait and see what the outcome is. At the moment its all a matter of personal opinion, and there's nothing wrong with that. =)
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
14 years ago (2010-11-10)
Woops forgot to add he said "Yes everything is connected to a main core, but we aren't moving dimensions any time soon"
bbdeathspark (4 stories) (617 posts)
14 years ago (2010-11-10)
Lol, My spirit guide told me that [and don't take offense to this please] He doesn't believe in it, its too unreal even for him. Oh well.
RiteFate (2 stories) (61 posts)
14 years ago (2010-11-10)
Me too! Anytime I recommend it to someone they start having crazy dreams or experiences. Its like a part of our soul wakens with the material--I know it did with me. Most of the material actually "confirmed" what I already knew so it didn't make me feel crazy, just really in-tuned.

That website I gave you also has a forum that talks about the book & is really helpful.
Sure, hazelflame1 [at]
natural_day_dreamer (3 stories) (49 posts)
14 years ago (2010-11-07)
[at] ritefate. I went to the link you posted and found it extremely intriguing. I completely agree with many of its concepts, especially the ascension parts (moving to a higher density) its a concept I have been running by people for a while now. I intend to try and channel my higher self again, but lately have been too stressed to do much of anything. Though, I would love to chat with you at some point.

RiteFate (2 stories) (61 posts)
14 years ago (2010-10-21)
I really enjoyed your writing from your higher-self (as it sounds to me). I would suggest you read, The Law of one. It explains about what you have talked about, and gives a lot of information concerning our current reality. It was published in 1981 by a channeler (just like you)...and was said that the Earth would be advancing from the 3D to 4D. Which is why if you notice so many people are having multiple spiritual & metaphysical experiences. I myself have channeled (though, I don't know how I've never studied it), and it was said I am here for biological engineering. (Some of us are) As the Law of One explains this process it is far complex to describe here. It is the most accurate I have read so far with spirituality; chakras & auric field, reincarnation, densities, positive vs. Negative energies/entities.
natural_day_dreamer (3 stories) (49 posts)
14 years ago (2010-09-12)
Ah. Now I understand. Well, I try not to label anyone on this site as a woman or man because personally, I don't think it matters much. But I checked your profile first thing so I had already known. But to me it doesn't matter. 😊 But it is in ones nature to wonder =9 Yes, I am a young woman, serious yet open heart-ed, and I like to think I'm very down to earth. And luckily, with the way I write and keep conversation, people have a hard time putting me at an age, which I find nice because not only do people judge by gender, but by age as well. But you're right, people do assume things from styles of writing, just because they like to put their mind set into a stereotypical function, and so they figure those are from girls, those are from guys. This person is young, this one older. Personally I don't find that fair, but hey, what can you do?

The funny thing is, I did used to watch the show charmed. But I'm not one of the people that treated it like a religious icon, after all, it was only a TV show. Not to say parts of it weren't correct in reality, and I think that's why I respected the show and continued to watch it, because they did have some things right, and they used things in the right text or form of words. I hate going to some 'horror' flick and seeing some group of 'scary' people with a big book of 'black magic' summoning the devil, and there just happens to be a one point up pentacle on the cover of said book. I hate that. Because that is where the media crosses a line on something so sacred and close to home for a certain people, and it causes a lot of other people to be mislead about such group of people. (And from experience I've seen people try and act out things found in the media that were wishy washy and get them selves in boat loads of trouble because they took it as hard core evident truth and tried it out.) Its like always giving the African American actor a gun and having him go on a rampage killing people. Its not correct, its not fair, but unfortunately its the media and entertainment world. Again, what can you do? Personally, if I ever hear someone bashing on such things, anything I know that would be wrong in the media and is not actually how it is in reality (mind you I put when I know, not when I have a strong opinion that I believe. I don't like when people preach to me in an unwelcome manor, so I don't preach.) if the person seems like someone that could potentially be OK with being corrected, I'll throw in my two cents. Or three or four if the person strikes up conversation. Though not all people are open to such things, and have already made their final judgment and unfortunately you just have to walk away from them. People will believe what they see fit, whether they're incorrect or politically incorrect or such, they may not care. Which again, is unfortunate.
NaturalScience (229 posts)
14 years ago (2010-09-12)
I'm happy to read what your Dad said. He was right. Even more happy I am for you to see now that the System that has us all in its claws is bound to crumble down.
As to what you did not understand: Yea, I thought you to be male. And I supposed that you perhaps were in same error - don't know why. Probably I was on that being-taken-serious trip, thinking that it is nothing special for females to move on psychic-experiences web sites and type down speeches there about spirits of all kinds and what kinds of "moving clouds in the sky" they suppose themselves to be able to, but your serious and at the same time so open-hearted story about the daddy lion's desire to see his babies made me think you are a father too, and not just some girl thinking to be a witch-to-become and having watched too much "Charmed" or similar stuff. And I of course thought, from the style I write, which hardly fits into this site for being not esoteric but down-to-earth, that one will suppose me to be male if one does not open my profile to read that I am a woman.
natural_day_dreamer (3 stories) (49 posts)
14 years ago (2010-09-12)
NaturalScience- Wow. I thought I was the only one to comment so much. I love this. =) And I agree with what you've said. I never really thought everything would crumble down necessarily. But what it interesting is I did have the thought that many people, unfortunately, will die, but there will be the strong ones, who can survive whatever happens and are meant to, will live on to reshape what hurtful people have terribly tried to ruin. My father has always said that, people like us, strong in more than a physical way, will be the ones to survive. Not to say others wont, but they will learn to be strong.

On a side not, I'm not really sure what you mean by the first comment. That I was male? And maybe I thought similar of you? Not sure I get that.
NaturalScience (229 posts)
14 years ago (2010-09-12)
Hi NDD - the banal thing at first. I was sure you were male, from the lion story... Perhaps you were in same error about me, weren't you?
But now about your text from inside.
Rely on that it is true. Every word. Not literally perhaps... Maybe you will not see in this incarnation that the cars and technology fail and that people, not unhappy about this at all but deeply relieved of the modern burden, make apple-trees and nut-bushes grow on the ruins of 20thcentury Hybris. But this is what will happen and I look forward to it.

I've been looking forward to it since 1972 when the first Oil crisis was. I was 10 years old then, and had a horrible time after me. I do not know if those horrors had given me the tendency which I had then, to retreat for some hours, nearly every day, in order to "figure out stories" as I called it, for it was like writing a story at school, no "revelation" but just deep thinking. And the story I tried to figure out was that some disaster, which I thought to be nuclear, would extinguish nearly all inhabitants of Munich where I come from but by some coincidence (in my childly was I thought it was the presence of items made of lead in my proximity) I survived, and made me up next day to find the other few survivors among which, of course, according to my unripe thought patterns at that age, a priest of Catholic Church had to be...

From this time on I know something of that kind will come. It will be something which will not kill us all but leave some alive to start anew afterwards. The "story" that something inside me tried to make up was a glimpse of premonition, not just a tale. However, I do not think anymore of a nuclear disaster, for after the event the non-human life still is there, intact, and buildings too, only most of us humans are gone and the survivors (happily, without mourning!) make use of the remaining items, buildings, and edible plants and fruit they find. Perhaps it will be a supernatural thing, similar to the stories in India that when turmoil and evil on Earth is on its height Lord Krishna comes riding in the sky on his carrier-bird and remakes order and peace on the planet.

I prepared for it by keeping some "archaic" abilities alive in me, as collecting edible fruit, drying herbs, gardening which I now have developed up to a simple permacultural pattern (I also was strictly vegetarian for seven years but owing to my Bavarian blood I can't live that way lifelong, now I eat meat again) and by choosing a profession in which I take only a minimized part in the modern collective hybris and squandering which heaps bad karma over all our souls... Hoping my part of the collective guilt will be limited by this decision. Moreover, I've been telling to many people during last ten years what I "distilled" from long hours of reflection and perhaps even real meditation as a message which anybody can understand and make use of - tell it on to many else, tell others to tell it on, it is 5 before 12 now -:
And I add to-day in writing what I often added in thought only, in order not to make people thinking me too extreme and so not listen to the saying above, for now anyone will see it is no paranoia what I think and many I hope will be able to follow:

It is exactly this, sticking lovingly to each one's acre of land, which future people will do, and will be happy to do. Modern technology will not fail totally. It will find its true purpose in this future - nowadays it is more an expensive toy than all else, used by childish creatures and designed to make us even more childish, but then it will be used by grown-ups in a mature way. Mainly, computer and automation technology will be reassessed as to its uses. One of main uses will be logistics to bring the surplus products from the many, many permacultural micro-farms onto market and into industrial processing. Imagine an Europe, or Canada, consisting of millions of such farms which are run by families by means of patient, loving hand-work... But visited daily by some full-automatic cargo thing to fetch the surplus, no matter if it is as much as 200 kilos of apples or as little as three handfuls of parsley, and bring it to next town, to be processed, or marketed, as needed.
THIS is what you shall work for. This is the aim. To reach it, Nature will make our hybrid technology-adoring society break down and disturb technicalities itself. God give that this happen as SOON as possible. Every year more will raise risks for people as you surely know most city people can't even sew a button upon their jeans anymore and people with so little natural skill and self-reliance are nearly sure to die in the coming turmoil.
And as to the "bound wings", your wise heart meant with them that to-day we all are taught not to believe in spiritual things, in the power of wish, the power of prayer, the power of the soul to really travel during lucid dreams, and even the immortality of the soul is attacked and called a superstition. Can a feeling human stand living with such an image of the world, stripped of all wonder, of all what is holy or awesome, reduced to a factory hall? Nope. That is one of the reasons why human specimens with low aims and dirty motivations, rat-like specimens, prevail so much to-day. Rats, you know, feel best in a bare, dingy, dirty, badly-lighted world.
natural_day_dreamer (3 stories) (49 posts)
14 years ago (2010-07-18)
[at] Blood_red_rosie: I don't at all think your crazy, especially because I go through life knowing people think I'm crazy. And I'm perfectly OK with that as long as I can still believe in myself and those like me at the end of the day. Because to the rest of the world we are crazy, and to us, they're crazy. I mean, how could one turn its back on all we know is in the world? Question answered- They can't seem to open their minds enough to see it. In my opinion, not having an open mind makes you entitled to being called crazy. Blessed Be ❤

[at] SilverCat10: Here's the thing. I know what its like to have something break into you and take over, aka being possessed. And no matter what it is, even if it was an angel trying to send a message, its not exactly pleasant. Its like someone puts you on strings and moves you the way they want you to move, like your throat is frozen and you can't speak unless they want to speak. You have no control over what happens unless you fight back. With this, it wasn't like that. I didn't feel like something foreign had taken over, I didn't feel the need to fight back. I felt as if an inner door had momentarily been swung wide open, and I was at peace, my mind was at peace, my heart cried, and my soul poured onto that piece of paper, but it was my soul and my heart. Sounds dramatic, but in a way it sort of was. It was an unforgettable experience to say the least. You could be saying 'well if an angel were to possess someone, they would make it pleasant and not at all scary or painful in anyway, which is true, I'm sure they would. Everyone is entitled to interpreting it in their own way, but I have no thoughts that it was a possession, even by an angel. Plus, it's not often an angel will possess, but just confront. I'm not saying its not possible to be possessed by an angel, but I am saying this wasn't that. I was myself, moving my own arms, speaking my own mind onto paper, and knowing it myself. I wrote it, whether I was told to write it I can't quite remember. Maybe ill ask 😉 😉
SilvesterCat10 (1 stories) (14 posts)
14 years ago (2010-07-15)
I don't think that it was your higher self. I think it was an angel. What you wrote down sounded like Revalations in the bible. I could be wrong but I zone out too. I see things I don't want to see. I agree with blood_red_rosie that I first pictured a fallen angel. It could have possessed yu and you could feel its emotions.
blood_red_rosie (2 stories) (8 posts)
14 years ago (2010-07-14)
I have zone out things too, I tend to do it very often. I zone out in class, at home with family, when I'm alone, and when I'm at other people's houses. Many of my friends get a little creeped out when I do, only a few of them know. Those who do know ask if I'm okay, and what happened. Those who don't know say things like "What is wrong with you?" mostly, sometimes its in a joking voice but others are just freaked out about it. When I'm alone it's even a little scary, because sometimes I won't remember what happened, I just zone out for like an hour and then I snap back to reality. So don't worry, your not alone in the zoning out thing.

What you wrote, I automatically pictured a (I'm just going to be honest) a fallen angel. Saying your wings were pinned to the ground, keeping you here until magic and all of nature returns. I pictured all of our technology failing and then nature over rules, and it kind of turned into a old-time kind of thing. Like horse back carriages, snail mail, torches and candles for light. All things of that sort. Then you (or if it was someone else, whoever it was) and the others you mentioned will get there wings back and the magick will return.

I understand if you think I sound crazy, but I'm just stating what first came to my mind.

❤ - blood_red_rosie; Blessed be!
natural_day_dreamer (3 stories) (49 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-29)
I read it again and again and again. And the more I read it, the better it feels, the more it makes sense, the more scared I get. I have always had feelings, its one of my gifts I guess you could say, and what I feel from this is just, I don't know. Its convincing I guess. And the fact that I wrote it makes me believe it more. I like to be able to understand things correctly, and I keep reading this, and I understand more each time, but the reality of it all coming together is a lot to think about. But I know I'm supposed to think about it, because it's what I'm supposed to do. 'Be prepared' the voice in my head whispers. But for what?...

ghostgirl3512 (6 stories) (298 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-29)
Yes, it is your higher self. I think that the writing is both good and bad, but everything is, isn't it? We need balance in the world. Good, because the Old Ways will be restored, and the New Age ones will fall. But I fear that this means humans go with it. No one needs to destroy humans, but to change them. Put out the message that the world needs to change. Only then can humans decide their path. True, the path they choose may lead them to death, but all humans will not suffer. The higher beings will simply not let it happen. They are fair, and killing purely inisant people is not fair.
The Indigo Children (me being one of them) must take down the New Ways. Then the Crystal Children rebuild it. The Earth does not have to end, and neither do human. They simply must become one with each other.

-Love and Light-

Blessed be
Lolli ❤
natural_day_dreamer (3 stories) (49 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-29)
Eric: I never said the situations were the same, I said they were similar. Which they are. But I definitely think you should email me.

I kind of agree with what Adaryn and Indigo suggested, abotu the inner and true self, not so much what Insanity said about being possessed. It did feel like me, just in a different way. I wasn't possessed, I was more, well, I'm not sure how to explain it. But it did feel like me, just like I'd tapped into something a bit deeper than my conscious self. And I wasn't empty after writing it down. I actually felt accomplished and proud, even before I read it. I felt like I'd achieved something good, though I didn't know what. If that makes sense.

Thanks all, blessed be =)
Insanity (5 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-29)
Eventually, in my opinion I understand your last comment on the bottom. I was told like that many times and was told to be "crazy", but apparently I am not. I am just different and so forth people will treat you differently or badly just because, they are not in your world, or place.

Now, here we go. I got to say you shouldn't wander so much about the things you have wrote. Sometimes, they say that the more you wander you will tend to meet something bad or good. In my opinion I have done this before too, well it's like zone out too and not. I say that you were apparently possessed while you were in the library if you did feel a spirit trying to reach you. For me, I felted that many times and they actually used me and write down their feelings and comments on life or even tell me things about the future. But, I got to say it is a message and it dosen't seem to be a bad one nor evil one. It seems to tell something about the person itself in that summary along with the world. It is a message that's all I got to say a special and unique one. I like it, and yet when you write it... It felted empty like you were just writing it. It's okay, though I found this one to be an angel.
IndigoGIRL (guest)
14 years ago (2010-06-29)
Wow,I absolutely agree with Adaeyn7, this sounds like your higher self. You are not alone, I too have done the same zone out thing, it is very interesting and you seem to find out more about your true self, so try to decode your higher self's words and listen up.

Eric-Baal (1 stories) (255 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-29)
I think we are not that same at all. I think we have the same purpose. I just know what needs to be done. I think I will email you, like you wanted.
Adaryn7 (6 stories) (460 posts)
14 years ago (2010-06-29)

Wow... Very powerful. Very beautiful.

The first feeling I had was that your higher self was speaking to you. You might be confused, but your higher self is not. Your higher self knows the answers.

Blessed be

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