Although this happened when I was only four years old, it is something that I can't forget. I woke up in the middle of the night, turned over and beside my bed was a short furry creature with cat like ears and sharp yellow decaying teeth, it smelled like rotten eggs.
It stared at me, grinned, giggled the most evil giggle I've ever heard and exclaimed "Starve, starve!, STARVE!". I put my head under the covers, then looked back up and it was standing at the end of my bed grinning, then disappeared. I ran to my mothers room and told her someone was in my room, and it wasn't a boy or a girl. She assumed it was just a nightmare and said a prayer. I went back to my room and somehow found peace and fell asleep.
That night I had a dream about a snake in my bed, then light shined through the window and the snake turned into a colorful stuffed animal snake.
I woke up that morning and turned over, I saw a 7 foot tall glowing man in a white gown with short light brown hair smiling at me peacefully, it frightened me, and I buried my face in the covers, turned and he was gone.
This memory has stuck with me crystal clear through my entire life. I've always wanted to know what "starve" meant, I've told different people about it throughout my life and they have all asked if I've ever struggled with an eating disorder, I haven't and I feel the meaning behind the word is something deeper. Can anyone help me make sense of any of this?