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Deathly Afraid Of Myself

 

Recently ok maybe not I mean I've always known I was different but I soon discovered what I am, I am a clairsentient. So I can feel energy from spirits and from people, I know when there angry and such and sometimes it can be quite painful. Anyways so I also see things sometimes not clearly at all but shapes or lights out of the corner of my eyes and I can see auroras. I sometimes hear things, but never make them out. I also can predict things from dreams and by feelings, like if something bad is going to happen I'll feel it and sometimes it becomes painful.

So I'm terrified although I appreciate this gift it scares me. I feel like a freak and I have no one to talk to about it without them saying I'm crazy and need help. Although I do talk to one of my friends, Kristen, she can only predict things though and I'm the one helping her most of the time. I feel so alone sometimes and seeing these things really scares me. How can I calm myself when I'm confronted? I just saw one sitting outside my back door and it scared me completely.

You see I do love my gifts because I can read good and bad people and things, but I would like to improve my skills and myself. I need to know what I can do to improve these skills so I can not only understand them and use them properly, but so I can help those who come to me for help. So any advice is helpful thanks.

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Doll612 (2 stories) (3 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-27)
thanks to all of you. I really appreciate it a lot, and I'll be sure to post again if I need more help (:
hunnybunny (3 stories) (21 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-26)
hey sweetie I know exactly
How you feel I can also feel and see shadows and when there's bad energy around. Its pretty scary but you have to believe that gods watching over you (: I could say a lot more but its better if it was one to one so feel free to email me at brokenheartbleeds [at] yahoo.com
Withmuchlove-mayra (:
darkdreamer101 (1 stories) (6 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-26)
hello I can help with some of your problems I have the ablites to see the future at my will my dreams you have to mould this as it can be very helpful train yourself if you work try to take a small say 10 minute nap in that time you could find lots of thing the problem with most dream seers like myself is they don't really know what to look for and they try way to hard let your mind wander at first your head will feel like its shaking rapidly back and forth side to side and after that you will feel great relef and find what you want and please read my story if it get published
micaela (2 stories) (13 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-26)
i can also see aruas, you just have to practise with a mirror every day and you will get better
micaela (2 stories) (13 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-26)
hey
I can feel the spirits as well but I'm scared because when I told my twin sister about this I sensed that they got angry with me. They made my arm lose a lot of energy so I could not use it and it hurt and the hole room went ice cold. But my sister can give me messages from my gaurdian angel through cards and it said that I must not contact then to much because I could contact a bad spirit... I have and its not fun... And the more I'm with the dead the closer I will get to it.
dafg (5 stories) (52 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-26)
To bloodredrose,

Write on the category "am I psychic?"

Thats the category he/she must be wandering around I think.
bloodredrose (11 stories) (162 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-26)
to dagf,

It was only after that last comment that I had written the wrong comment for someone else. Which was ment for weirdo101. I terribly worried.

Weirdo101 needs some guidence,
BloodRedRose
dafg (5 stories) (52 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-26)
To bloodredrose,

Weirdo101's last post was yesterday, I looked at his/her profile but I didn't find any email 😢

I'm really worried 😭
bloodredrose (11 stories) (162 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-26)
to dafg,

Thanks, I need all the help I can get. He/she was practically crying for help. I hope he/she is ok. Weirdo101 needs someone, and I want to be that someone.

Wishes for a response,
BloodRedRose
dafg (5 stories) (52 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-26)
To bloodredrose, I will try to help you to find weirdo101 I'll tell him or her to email you I'm sure he or she needs a lot of help now 😐
bloodredrose (11 stories) (162 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-26)
to Everyone,

Can anyone help me find weirdo101. Weirdo101 is very scared and alone, I really want to help, but I can't do that if weirdo101 doesn't email me. I will not stop until I have found him/her.

I feel like I need to help,
BloodRedRose
The_Guardian_Angel (4 stories) (53 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-25)
Hey friend you are not the only one as well. What you went there I went there as well, shot I'm still trying to go through it, but I'm asking Archangel Michael to help me every day to get through and he always has since I was birth and protected me (there is also another reason, but that's if only everyone is interested) But yeah my only suggestion is to go online and do some research a good way in controlling your abilities is to meditate (there is many ways and you can do it the way you feel best) Also I notice you live in CA, if you live near Riverside, there is a psychic-healing Shop called "Enlightenment" That is where I met the psychic that answer all the questions I had, most I didn't even have to ask, they just came to her. After the read I felt so much better and knew who I was. Have any questions just let me know =]
cara1234 (1 stories) (5 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-25)
you can do a lot of the same things I can do but I don't hear or see them
Ironsight (17 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-25)
Whats to be afraid of, at least you don't have to live with the thought of all the people you've hurt
bloodredrose (11 stories) (162 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-25)
To Weirdo101,

From the comments I read from you, you are psychic. If you need help, email me at ravengirl_90 [at] hotmail.com. I am willing to help you. If you trust me.

Sorry and helpful,
BloodRedRose
Doublemint (3 stories) (261 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-24)
[To-Doll612]

Under the five Clair abilities, the envelope of clairvoyance has sprung open this is why you are experiencing clairsentience and clairaudience feeling and hearing spirits around you. Your posting mentions seeing shapes and lights out of the corner of your eyes. This is seeing within peripheral eyesight, which is normal for a clairvoyant to be experiencing in the early stages. You stated you are 'terrified although I appreciate this gift it scares me.' When you allow fear factor to set in ability will take a little longer for you to grasp.
Start by learning to shield properly takes only a few moments. The other issue as an empath your feelings go way down deep which embrace all things surrounding you the living and dead. This requires you to put forth the effort on your part to learn how to decipher these feelings. Example are the feelings yours or someone else's. Your main objective is to find a place where you can be alone undisturbed to find your sense of balance. This would be a good time for you to practice meditation to clam mind thoughts down start out 10 minutes each day working your way up to 20 this is all that is needed in doing so this will allow you to remove thoughts that are not your own. Spirits come to us in many ways negative and positive you already know the difference. Once you become comfortable with your abilities you can work with them on your own time not theirs you need your rest. Have fun working with abilities and rely on your own gut feelings. Keep a journal to log down your experiences if you need help come here everyone has same common goal and all wish to help.

D'Mint
weirdo101 (3 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-24)
can someone tell me if I'm psychic or not 😭 I'm just so scared right now so I don't know if I'm psychic or just bipolar or something else
bloodredrose (11 stories) (162 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-24)
i was never afraid, I knew how different I was. I live in alaska where my culture has a vast knowledge on shamans, myths, and stories about magic... Thats all I got
MidnightBlueSwan (8 stories) (134 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-23)
You are never alone in this world. There will always be people who can relate with what you have. Please never fret that you are the only here that has that ability. Your abilities are a little bit more uncommon, but you're not alone. You will find people who have the same gifts as you... And you will be able to help eachother out.

~Believe in the power of Destiny
Tre (8 stories) (42 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-23)
The same thing happened to me! Soon you might go through Astral Entity Crisis, which is when your body is usually rendered useless and you begin a will battle with a dark astral entity. I think an Astral Entity Crisis is a test to see how strong of a will you have as a psychic.

Not to be scaring you, but after the symptoms I had, which are almost 95% the same. The same might happen for you. You will start to see things, have OBEs, and all sorts of ominous events will occur.
airwindme17 (1 stories) (34 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-23)
Putting yourself in an energy bubble is good, but not any color- sorry Xyna17. The best color for you to do would probably be a color close to a goldish-white. White energy is really good energy. I'm kind of new so I don't know if there is a better color but I know white is great. 😁

You don't have to feel alone or scared. There are many people on this site who are willing to help you and I am one of them. Even thought I need a little help myself, I can tell what I know.

You try your hardest to find out more about about yourself so that you won't be as confused. When you are for sure of your abilities, you are for sure of you self so there is no reason to be confused. 😊

Just know that you have these gift for a good reason. They are a blessing and not evil. As you go, you know what is evil and its not you so be proud. 😁

God bless,
Airwindme17
Crazy_banana_pirates17 (2 stories) (13 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-23)
I'd like to start off by letting you know that most of the things you mentioned (except for seeing auras) are things that I have also experienced. You are far from alone, and knowing that can give you strength. Stay calm. I get scared often when I sense things or see things. It's important to stay calm. If you freak out, it just makes things seem so much worse than they really are. Like Xyna said, imagine yourself in a bubble when these things happen. Not only will it lessen the effects, it will make you feel protected. It takes a long time to get used to, and I can definately empathise. Best of luck, and e-mail me if you're having any trouble. I'll do whatever I can to help. Xxbekahlynnxx [at] gmail.com
Doll612 (2 stories) (3 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-23)
Thanks you guys. I do meditate whenever I get the chance too. How can I practice aura seeing and my spirit sightings. I don't want to be afraid anymore. Oh also I want to improve my skill of feeling how people really feel, like their real emotion. I get headaches often with people who are angry or just overall bad and I feel drained a lot. So should I just keep meditating or is there other practices I can do?
natural_day_dreamer (3 stories) (49 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-22)
The first thing you need to know is that your not alone, because we've all been there at one point or another. And the first thing you need to do is trust yourself. There's no reason to fear yourself or what you can and do, because, as I'm sure you've heard, there's nothing to fear but fear its self. Yes, the world is a scary place, especially when there are doors open to you that you don't understand or have control of, but there's no reason to fear it. Not to say you shouldn't be cautious, but, if you go on being afraid and living in that fear, there will always be something holding you back. So trust yourself.

I definitely agree with Xyna that you should be mediating, especially if your younger and have little control. You should practice working with your own energy and learning to center yourself. Color visualization is perfect for such things. Like Xyna said, creating a shield around yourself should help, it'll help with learning to control your energy and keeping it to yourself and others from 'knocking into you.'

You'll come across numbers of people who will call you crazy and stupid, and probably say that if you don't change your ways you'll be damned to hell. But the fact is, this is your life, and your life and their lives greatly differ. You just have to let their words roll of your shoulders, because for now, people aren't going to change. Its something we've all grown to live with, and unfortunately it's what pushes a good number of us into hiding. But unfortunately the world is filled with close mind ignorant people that just don't understand. Every person that has found an open door to a part of the world closed to close-minded people has been given that gift for a reason, and you shouldn't let people bring you down because you have been given a gift. The gift of open eyes, open mind, and an open heart is a wonderful thing, and its where life really does begin, and once that life begins, it never ends. It will always be part of you. No matter what anyone says, you are not wrong, because for you this is right, you are not crazy, because this is your reality, you are not a monster, you are not a freak. You're just a little different, and different isn't bad at all. 😊

If you ever need anything or ever want to talk, my email is on my profile page. Just click my name.

Until Again ❤
Nahlire (1 stories) (38 posts)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-22)
Meditation as Xyna suggested.
Also, you will have a hard time growing if you do not overcome your fear.
Xyna12 (guest)
 
9 years ago (2010-07-22)
First of all you need to meditate. Meditation will help you focus on your abilities and it will calm you down. It makes it easier to not freak out when you see something that scares you.
I don't remember all of the names but you can see and hear spirits. Of course you can feel their energy as well, you said so yourself.
You say it can get painfull? If it gets to that point you should start working on blocks when or if you meditate. To do that just visualize like a sheild around you. It can be any color you want. That should lessen the effects of your abilities. At least until you can control them.

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