From reading what many other people have to say on this website, I know I am not alone.
I have been having this bad feeling that something really tragic might happen. Not just to me or my family, something bigger and way out of our control. I don't know when and I don't know what. I get this horrible feeling in my stomach, I cannot eat and I can not focus on anything else. I have been trying to forget the feeling, but I simply can't. Everything tells me to stay home and to be as safe as possible. When I walk down the halls at my school, or anywhere for that matter, I feel like I am dreaming or in a daze. It scares me. I don't feel like I am connected to what going on around me. Everything looks off, but I can't quite pinpoint the problem. When I am in a group of people, like at the mall, I can't think about anything other than I need to get out and be away from these people. I can't turn my back though, because I feel that if I do something will happen. I don't feel as if this is something I can control, but I feel like I might witness the event.
I am very scared and I really want someone to talk to about this. Every time I try to talk about it with family or friends, they don't believe me, ignore me, or tell me to just forget about it. Like I said before I can not do that. Please, Please comment if you can help me.
And before I forget, I get the feeling the worst around 3:20, 9:15, and when I am alone.