Maybe some of you know about sleep paralysis. I did some search in the internet, and that's what it called. A condition when we realize we're awake, yet our body is still sleeping.
It happen several times when I'm between 9-12 years old. At night I was sleeping and having a nightmare then woke up, I heard some ringing in my ears and I tried to move, but I can't. I felt something above my head which is black and evil, and I scared. It's hard to breath so I tried to call my parents which in the same room, but no voice came out. So I struggle in fear until tired and go to sleep. It was happening in about 5 or 10 minutes, I'm not sure.
After some times, I was getting used to it. I still fear every time it happens, but not as intense as the first. Luckily After I moved house, it never happen again.
I also have some repeating nightmares, about a calm line in black and white color moving and clashing each other, forming nozzle streak and It looks terrible. Following with a black face with evil laugh. Usually afterward I awoke sweating and feeling uneasy. This dream never come anymore.
I also have dream about chased by spirit who live in my scary part of the old house, and I have to pass him so I can meet with other people. He always wear red t-shirt and blue jeans. Sometimes I aware it was a dream, and I anticipate it with taking another way, or running really fast or jumping high. But I still end up being caught in a dead end, then I awake.
Later and still happening now, I became more aware in dream. In condition I'm not really tired when I go to sleep. Mostly the dream is about running away and I can get away by flying or breathing underwater. Few I had a nice dream which I'm aware of, I can do anything I want, and I don't want to wake up:)
Sometimes when I think about God or when I pray, or when I was in dark places, I got a goosebumps.
Well... That's all. I hope someone can give me their opinion about my experience, so I can understand a little. Thanks beforehand.