I am hoping someone can help me answer my question. I have recently in the last few weeks experienced these weird events in my sleep. I would fall asleep, but feel as though I'm still in a conscious state of mind. I know I would be lying in bed. Yet, I would find myself in places actively moving about.
One night, I went to get up to get a drink of water and found myself in the living room walking around. It freaked me out seeing myself. Then I knew I was awake and not dreaming. My self that was walking around in the living room disappeared after a few seconds.
Sometimes, I will be having these frightening dreams of fighting the evil super natural. I will start to panic and find myself back in my apt and go back to sleep. The next morning when I wake up, I find scratch marks on my arm and my back. I know for a fact were not there when I went to sleep. I even find holes in the back of my shirt. When I wake up and get ready for work in the morning, I question: "Were those dreams? Or did those things really happen?" It is happening quite frequently now it feels as if I never slept at all the entire night. I am even afraid to go to sleep at this point. Afraid something will be happening and cannot help myself. It feels like I am in parallel worlds when I go to sleep at night and feel so real. I was talking to someone about this and they said I am having astral projection experiences.
Not only those weird incidents occur, one night I was having dinner and was angry about something, I was looking at my fork and it started to bend. I thought I was seeing things. So I tried to do it again to convince myself it did not happen. The fork bent again in half.
A flash back to the past. When I was a kid, I had an "invisible" friend name Simone. She was a ghost. A child who was 9. It was kind of funny when bad things would happen in the house such as: things falling and breaking mysteriously. My parents would punish me while I responded: "Simone did it. It was not me I promise..." I could see her laughing in the background. I don't see her anymore now that I have moved. Thank goodness. I mean who comes up with a name Simone on their own at three years old? I know my parents did not believe me since they could not see her. I know that was real.
From talking to my mom about this, she is saying I have gifts that are trying to come out. I'm am fighting it and should not. I know she has premonitions. Something not talked about in the family as we'll be looked down upon by everyone else. In fact, she warned me one night not to go out. It was Halloween of last year. She said if I go out, I would get into a car accident and be arrested for reckless driving. That my boyfriend would cause the accident. Sure enough on my way home that night, I get into an accident as my boyfriend caused it due to a fight I got into with him. He took my gear and put it in neutral and then reverse back into drive causing me to total the car in front. He took off and ran. I could not prove to the police he caused it because he ran off. The outcome in the case was positive. Now when Mom warns me about things she sees, I listen.
What I am trying to figure out is if it is possible I am astral projecting in my sleep? As well as the bending of the forks? What is that all about? I'm really confused. Why now is this happening? Or is this something I may have had all along and just rejected it?