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Columbine, Twin Flame Connection


On April 20, 2010, my English teacher took a day out of her schedule to talk to us about something that "hit close to home." The Columbine Massacre. I was only about six years old when this took place, so I had heard about it, but wasn't an expert on the subject. She showed us several Youtube videos donning the shooters, victims, ect. It wasn't until I saw a photograph of one of the shooters that something in my brain subconsciously clicked. As the rest of my classmates stared in disgust and horror, I stared with immediate infatuation. There was something about this guy that I couldn't get over. I didn't think he was particularly handsome, I just felt like I knew him from somewhere.

I went home and studied his past life; read his journals, watched documentaries, and even read several books on the shooting over the next four months. I've always been a depressed individual and lacked the social skills that most teenagers acquire, so I was struggling with a battle of depression of my own at the time. A week after learning about the shooting, I had an extremely descriptive dream. It frightened to the point of tears. In the dream, I had been almost "floating" above a coffin containing the particular shooter and he appeared to be lifeless. Although his lips weren't moving, he spoke to me. He said, "Don't make the same mistake I did. I regret everything. Everything. I'm miserable." I didn't know what to think of it except maybe it was just my subconscious mind playing tricks on me. Then in June, my friend and I tampered with a Ouija board. We were naive and unknowing in this field, but we gave it a shot anyway. I was still curious about what had happened in the dream, so I asked to speak with the shooter. After a few moments, the spirit answered our request and the pointer began moving. Just to be sure it was him, I asked a series of questions that only he would know; ie:) birthday, mother's name, favorite sports team, ect. He answered them all correctly without hesitation. I asked if he had come to me in the dream for a reason, he answered yes. I asked why, he replied "TL." I then asked a series of other questions, and he ended up saying that he has known of me long before I knew of him and that he loved me. He also said that he is always with me, but he is saddened by something, also stating that there was something he wanted to tell me, but it "wasn't important." The session then ended with him telling my friend and I to never use the Ouija board again, because it wasn't safe. The pointer abruptly moved to "Goodbye." My friend demanded that we talk with some other spirits, but I wasn't too interested. After a few more tries, we put the board away and went to sleep. It was after that night that odd things kept happening. She stayed the night at my house for the following two nights, and we could hear bumps, creaks, and even saw shadows. My friend was "pushed" down my stairs by something, yet nothing ever happened to me. It was the second night that she claimed to have seen a large figure standing by my side of the bed as I slept. I brushed this off.

I later ended up getting rid of the Ouija board because of the noises and shadows that came with it. Long after the board was gone, I continued thinking about what he had said. TL? Could it have meant True Love? I was confused beyond belief. One thing I know about this shooter was he was obsessed with love, claiming that he would find her one day, saying "Whether it is in this lifetime or not, I feel as though I will find her. Nothing will stop us..." The instant de ja vu feeling, the dream, Ouija board, the shadow like guardian hovering over my bedside making sure the scary things that happened to my friend didn't happen to me... I was lost.

Since then I have researched a lot on Twin Flame experiences, hauntings, Ouija boards, and spiritual telepathy. He's come to me in my dreams several times; I can always hear his voice, but his lips do not move. He only smiles. What does this mean? Is this some sort of spiritual connection? I feel it is, but I would like some other thoughts and opinions so I can sort out my own feelings. As if all that was previously mentioned didn't startle me enough, I occasionally "feel" a presence watching over me as I doze off. It isn't a threatening feeling at all, more so a comforting one. At first I thought it was just a coincidence, but we almost mirror each other emotionally, mentally, but mostly spiritually. It's a feeling unlike any other I've ever felt, and I feel overjoyed yet confused at the same time. What is this?

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Katarina (3 posts)
7 years ago (2017-10-04)
Dear Wrathx,

It's been seven years since you wrote this, so may not be relevant to you anymore, but I would like to respond.

1. It's very possible that you do have a connection with the soul in question. But it's unlikely that you are twin souls. Having lived many, many lifetimes, we have formed connections with many other souls. You can have a soul connection with your mother, your landlord, your best friend, a celebrity, or a child dying of AIDs in Africa, for example... Which makes them soul "mates", but not twin souls.

The fact that you were so emotionally drawn to him for no apparent reason, suggests that there is likely a connection. Maybe you were sister and brother in a former lifetime. And yes, there is the possibility that you were romantically involved, but we are romantically involved with thousands of souls over the course of our trajectory on Earth. On the Other Side, we don't pair up or become romantically involved with others. We feel such a universal love, and can meld our spirits with anyone, that we don't need to date, marry, or have sex as we know it in the physical plane.

2. All of your interactions with this being, whether in dreams or via Ouija, seem to have been of a positive nature. He is telling you that what he (if it is that soul) or the real shooter did (if it's not), is not something to emulate, and that it was an extremely regrettable act. He is also telling you to steer clear of contacting discarnates when you don't have the training to do so safely. The Ouija Board is well known to attract negative entities; it's an invitation (much like the myth that a vampire can't come in your house unless you invite him in). Unless he identified himself by name, the entity you contacted could have been one of your spirit guides or angels. A negative entity would not have advised you to close the door; a negative entity wants that ouija door open so that it can come in and wreak havoc, including stick to you like glue and make your life miserable. Continuing to use the board was a big mistake! But Geena (above) is correct: The Archangel Michael is the one to call on to remove negative entities from your space. (Pass that along to your friend).

3. I would suggest discontinuing contact with the shooter spirit (if you haven't already), and focus on your relationships with the Living. Life on earth is very short. Before you know it you will be on the Other Side, where the spirits there are no more or less special than we are... But you don't want to regret having missed the opportunity to live a fulfilling life with the people sharing your life in your current incarnation.

4. You can still enjoy communications with spirit beings without calling on the spirits or ghosts of those who carry the energy of pain, violence, and regret. Call upon the Divine Source to protect you with Its bright white light and love. Then call upon your angels and spirit guides. They like to have intentional contact with the people they help and guide. Anytime you need help, healing, or comfort - just ask them! There are many books and articles on how to connect with spirit guides, and/or how to meditate. Just be sure to always protect yourself with Light Beings or Energies of a higher vibration.

5. I wish I knew what the T.L. Stands for. Did you know someone with those initials who may have transitioned, or that there is some underlying message pertaining to an experience with them, or about their character? Or... "Teaching/Learning"?... Ask your Guardian Angel to find a way to get a clear message to you about the meaning of the "T.L." message. For example, that you would see the TL words spelled out in your mind's eye upon waking from sleep.

In closing, I hope that you are living a reasonably happy, healthy life these days, and that you have found love with a wonderful person:)
PrettyInPain (1 posts)
13 years ago (2011-09-05)

Judging by your username (the shirt he was found dead in) and the information you have provided, I'm assuming you're talking about Dylan Klebold. You're probably not going to like my take on this, but I feel like this needs to be addressed. First of all, you are not the only person that has been able to relate to the hopelessness felt by Dylan Klebold and Eric Harris. Plenty of people relate to being bullied, but do not act upon it in such an extreme manner. But that's not the point of this situation...

In a quest for understanding, I have researched almost every aspect of Columbine and Eric Harris/Dylan Klebold imagineable. For years, I've read tons of books, been on even more tons of websites, and been involved in message boards- all Columbine related. I have seen documentaries, news broadcasts, and the movies made by Eric and Dylan (and their friends). I have learned quite a lot, but one thing you need to know is that you are not the only one that thinks Dylan is your lover or 'guardian.' So, my opinion is that he is either malignantly tricking you and others, OR another spirit is pretending to be him because that is what it knows you like. Don't you find it a little fishy that he showed up after you confessed such a great compassion/understanding/love for him- someone you never met in life and that died when you were 6? IF he was a spirit guide for you, what about the first 6 years of your life?

I'm sure it is comforting to feel like someone you felt a connection to is looking out for you and is always with you. Even if I gave you the benefit of the doubt and did believe this spirit was Dylan, I don't think it would be fair to keep him earthbound for your comfort. If you really did love him, you would want him to be at peace and move on to the next journey.

Please do not take this as an insult. I hope you can understand that I only have your best interest in mind, and I would hate to see you tricked by an energy-draining spirit. I hope you can find true love and happiness in life. You have your whole life ahead of you- please don't get so involved with this spirit that you end up not really living.

I wish you all the very best.
ipromisedthesky (1 stories) (8 posts)
14 years ago (2010-11-16)
the whole twin flame does interest me since I kind of am experiencing it, but not fully. He could be your soul mate, usually this whole other half thing comes from the very beginning he probably knows and your still stuck and confused. It's a good thing he's protecting you, but staying there too long may not be good. Ouija boards are a no like others have stated. Deja vu is usually when something from our past life come into this present life we have. You might have to study your past life to know who he really is, and it looks like he was giving you a message not to follow in the same lane and to live on.
Geena_PsychicStudent (7 posts)
14 years ago (2010-11-15)
Hi There,

If you didn't know each other in this life, its probably not the best idea for him to be hanging around keeping you company. Even if you had known him, spirits are usually better off sending messages of guidance from the other side. If the spirit is opening doors and making noises they're still stuck on earth, which sets him back and keeps him from moving on.

I'd recommend telling the spirit to move on, and then asking your own personal spirit guide for protection before going to sleep. I sometimes get spirits passing through at night but I call in the archangel Michael to take them away. He's a spiritual bodyguard and will chase them away, you don't need to worry about where they go.

Hope this helps

InjuredAngelHeero (4 stories) (87 posts)
14 years ago (2010-11-12)
It is beleived that a spirit can/will take the form of someone of become obssessed with. Theoreticly a spirit guide would take the form of someone deceased that you connect with to give you that safe feeling. On the other hand it could be a spirit playing you for emotional energy, the ouija board could have given it the portal to interact with living beings.
taffyinky (4 stories) (108 posts)
14 years ago (2010-11-12)
Why don't you try searching through your past lives to see if he was in any of them? It might help to look through them. Also you could always look inside of yourself and try to feel the connection. Also you could try communicating with your spirit guide and ask for guidance from him/her.

Never use Ouija Boards. They open up portals to the spiritual realm that can allow demons to come onto the earth plane. The spirit was right when he said it wasn't safe. He might be protecting you. By using the board the other times you could have possibly let in an unwanted spirit that could be pushing your friend around or it might be the spirit that claims that he is your twin flame. (Sorry if that offened you but sometimes some things need to be said.) If you want to get rid of an unwanted spirit then just command it to go away without fear. The fear that we feel gives them power. Remember that humans are only as strong as we think we are.

I can also feel a comforting sense from antoher realm but I do not know if it is from my twin flame or something else. I don't want to mention how I started feeling it on this website but if anyone wants to ask you can e-mail me at decker.tm13 [at]

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