Hey guys, I'm a newbie to this site and this is my first story.
Last year, I was in a dark place - very depressed and lonely. At night-time when I was (trying) to sleep, I could feel something jump onto my bed, walk up the bed and then settle down on my duvet. The only thing I can describe it as, was it felt like a cat had jumped up onto my bed, snuggled itself up and was licking itself. I could even "hear" it purring, but it wasn't like hearing someone talk, a different hearing. I know I probably don't make sense but its hard to describe.
So this "cat" continued to jump on my bed nearly every night. In the end I decided I wasn't scared anymore, so I had a quick peep over the covers and saw a grey or tabby cat licking itself. It wasn't solid though, almost transparent. The strange thing was, seeing it didn't scare me, just confuse me.
Also around the same time, I have noticed, cats seem to go out of their way to greet me... I mean I can be walking down a street and a cat would jump out of a bush and meow crazily, rubbing itself up against my legs and follow me down the road. I've had this happen more and more recently.
I didn't have the ghostly cat visit me when I was happy, only when I was sad or stressed. I have been quite ill recently with a inner ear disorder, and been feeling a bit down. And low and behold I had a visit last week, where it lay almost in my face.
I have a feeling the cats are drawn to me, but I don't know why. I'm not even a "cat person" really, I own a dog. (however owned cats in past)
I feel like people think I'm going crazy when I tell them about "the cat". The oddest thing happened the other week as well. I was on my way into town on a bus, when I kept hearing a loud Meow on the bus, I looked around and assumed it was somebody's mobile phone. Even stranger was the fact that I heard it on the way home as well! I thought "I'm definitely cracking up now!" and have been no doubt reluctant to tell people what happened. The next day I was incredibly ill with this inner ear problem, and honestly felt like death, maybe it was to say that someone was there for me?
I have thought that it might be an animal guide, but how do I know for sure? I need expert help on the matter, would be very much appreciated
Thanks guys, love to the world...:)
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Form the given in your story, I could assume this one fuzzy little been possibly connected to you on a very personal level. We should be aware that connections, especially the spiritual ones, never are random.
I wouldn't go in the Animal guide discourse, enough said it dosnt provide guidance, as much, as pure support and emotional comfort. Animal guides make contacts by engaging us in full consciousness, they command attention as we go through an extensive exchange of informations with them.
You described the kitty of a very humble and carring presence that approaches you in a more or less passive way. While having had cat pets before, you didn't make an attemp to relocate this ghost within any of those priori owned... Would you like to give it a thought? If that not the case, I would go for the companion from some of your prior incarnations with whom you had an obviously special relationship, enough special that he or she will pass through veil and offer support in times of need 😊
I think it's a very beautiful expirience, and a message of hope, and a way shown how to not let things going over you. The message derived is to RELY on others when weakest, becouse YOU CAN. Dont close in hun. I believe it is beyond hard, but we DO can overcome our phisical vulnerabilities, in one way or another ❤
There is one (for me beyond beautiful) book about hearing and of what significance it is in the life of us conscious, heartfull beings. May it be inspiring and healing to you as it was for me.
Alfred Tomatis
"The Conscious Ear",
It's an autobiography by the way 😊
About the karmic possibility, you may want mabe go in regresotherapy and search for this kitty? I believe it's puzzling enough for you to want to give it a try...
Blessed be