Hey guys, I'm a newbie to this site and this is my first story.
Last year, I was in a dark place - very depressed and lonely. At night-time when I was (trying) to sleep, I could feel something jump onto my bed, walk up the bed and then settle down on my duvet. The only thing I can describe it as, was it felt like a cat had jumped up onto my bed, snuggled itself up and was licking itself. I could even "hear" it purring, but it wasn't like hearing someone talk, a different hearing. I know I probably don't make sense but its hard to describe.
So this "cat" continued to jump on my bed nearly every night. In the end I decided I wasn't scared anymore, so I had a quick peep over the covers and saw a grey or tabby cat licking itself. It wasn't solid though, almost transparent. The strange thing was, seeing it didn't scare me, just confuse me.
Also around the same time, I have noticed, cats seem to go out of their way to greet me... I mean I can be walking down a street and a cat would jump out of a bush and meow crazily, rubbing itself up against my legs and follow me down the road. I've had this happen more and more recently.
I didn't have the ghostly cat visit me when I was happy, only when I was sad or stressed. I have been quite ill recently with a inner ear disorder, and been feeling a bit down. And low and behold I had a visit last week, where it lay almost in my face.
I have a feeling the cats are drawn to me, but I don't know why. I'm not even a "cat person" really, I own a dog. (however owned cats in past)
I feel like people think I'm going crazy when I tell them about "the cat". The oddest thing happened the other week as well. I was on my way into town on a bus, when I kept hearing a loud Meow on the bus, I looked around and assumed it was somebody's mobile phone. Even stranger was the fact that I heard it on the way home as well! I thought "I'm definitely cracking up now!" and have been no doubt reluctant to tell people what happened. The next day I was incredibly ill with this inner ear problem, and honestly felt like death, maybe it was to say that someone was there for me?
I have thought that it might be an animal guide, but how do I know for sure? I need expert help on the matter, would be very much appreciated
Thanks guys, love to the world...:)