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Gifted Or Insane?


For the longest time, clairvoyant people, and psychics have told me I have a gift. I'm not entirely sure of this myself, but I question it. They say my energy is so strong, but I don't understand it. I ask people, and they say that my lifestyle weakens my sensitivity. I drink sometimes, and I smoke marijuana, and I used to do more, just to escape from everything, and I have chronic insomnia. But, I can see things. I see colors and shadows of things that aren't there, I can sense when things will happen, or when/when not to do something. I have this calming effect on everyone, and when they have problems, it's almost as if I suck away all the negative energy. But it puts such a large amount of stress on me, and I become so drained and weak after I help. I used to self injure to keep me sane. Someone said I'm like the Vasilisa from Vampire Academy, which is weird. With all the things I see, and everything that I've experienced, I don't know if I'm truly gifted, or just insane. I've dealt with depression because of what I can feel. I feel things that aren't there, I can see spirits of people who are deceased, or will doe soon, and I always get these weird feelings before something happens, like a drive-by or something else. I used to chalk it up to paranoia, I wish I could explain more, but the character limit refuses to let me post too much, as you all know. I have had weird things happen to me since I was little, about 3 or 4 years old. If someone in Pre-k made me mad, a rock would fly at them, or they'd fly off of a swingset, and whenever I'm upset now, the weather matches it. I've tried explaining to people I trust before, but they think I'm weird, or try to put me in therapy sessions. I don't get it. I just really NEED to know, am I gifted like everyone says, or am I just crazy?


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Joe631 (2 stories) (89 posts)
11 years ago (2011-01-10)
Dude your class A crazy;) just like myself

Question is are you getting paid for it yet?;)

No its really not funny though because this "gift" has left me completely alone in life rotting away in a room of a second story house in NY... I know your pain bro I did the drinkin and drugs none of it made a difference except for the marijuana which simply dulls me to the point where I can't feel a damn thing and its great since I feel WAY to strongly...

I know I'm going to stick with this site as I finally feel I have found a community of like minded individuals with similar "issues" who arnt afraid to look at it as more then just "oh joe your insane take these pills 2 times a day and youll be fiiiiinnnneee" sure doc. Whatever you say;)

I don't listen to "medical science" I eat my wheaties and drink my OJ and I'm good.
DCinAZ (guest)
11 years ago (2011-01-10)
Are you at it again? Sheeesh!
Go someplace else to recruit for your cult!
You've got predator written all over you and frankly I can't believe you continue to embarrass everyone with this sneaking around the edges.
Do the Managers of this site know that you're trying to steal their members? How do you think they're going feel about it?
Go away, Zishu. You're not trying to help anyone but yourself! 😠
SkyRealm (5 stories) (65 posts)
11 years ago (2011-01-10)
No, I doubt your crazy. Unless IM crazy... Which I doubt. I also went through a period of depression, and started drinking and self mutilating because I was a sponge to everyone elses pain, people did tell me that I was "not normal" and had some sort of "ability", but one day it all stopped, and I met my spirit guide, who had closed these abilities up so I could heal. Apparently I'm a natural healer... I just don't know how to do it!
I used to see wierd flashes and colours (whicch are now comeing back) and luckily now have a constant shield to filter things out.
This may sound strange (comeing from a 16 year old) But you have to put your faith in the big guy, GOD, And start meditation. You have to start letting people's happy feelings effect you too, and learn to filter out any feelings that are not your own.
Find your spirit guide, it'll be good for you.
And stop smoking and drinking, it makes your brain clouded and stops you from being able to hear your spirit guide, and you'll get cancer by age 54! (so far my predictions are 82% accurate!) 😜
Email if you have quaries at - pufferfishscorpio [at] I'll be glad to help!...though I'm not sure how much I can!
(Dont laugh at the mail ID!)
Keep well.
ZiShu (129 posts)
11 years ago (2011-01-09)
Hey, I do not believe you are crazy. I have friends who have some of your abilities. I believe I can help you control them and such. Please send me an email.
Virgo1995 (1 stories) (2 posts)
11 years ago (2011-01-08)
Thanks you so much A5, I am so glad that I feel welcomed here, and I am really interested on looking at that website, I will stick to this website and be sure to tell of all my experiences:)
A5 (2 stories) (144 posts)
11 years ago (2011-01-07)
By the way you aren't crazy. But the drugs and alcohol could change that. You're a good person and an advanced psychic.
A5 (2 stories) (144 posts)
11 years ago (2011-01-07)
Drugs and alcohol are no good. I've never considered trying them and won't.
Cutting yourself won't help. I know your pain, and that if you're able to help be proud of that fact. I am so far helpless. So you're good that way. Truth is, we're the ones supposed to do all the helping. No one but each other will be able to know us truely.
Know that you aren't ever alone, and stick to this site.
I relate and want to help. So does everyone else here.'s a good site.
AnandaHya (guest)
11 years ago (2011-01-07)
Here is the news article, I was baptized that Sunday afternoon and read a prayer asking God to cleanse the church of demons in front of the whole congregation that morning.

It started raining shortly after we finished the picnic lunch following the baptism.


I'm not sure if anyone bothered to look up at the sky and see the cherubim marching. Kind of scary. Read Jeremiah or Ezekial's description of cherubim. Not the normal fat chubby babies with wings people often associate with those angels. Not what I expected but definitely an answer to my prayers. Praise God no one was hurt when the sink holes started appearing or the flooding caused people to travel by canoe. It was only three days and most people have forgotten already.
Virgo1995 (1 stories) (2 posts)
11 years ago (2011-01-07)
Thanks so much for the comment, I'm so glad I'm not alone! It makes me feel better. I will read your story and comment or message you if I am in need of someone to talk to 😊
AnandaHya (guest)
11 years ago (2011-01-07)
you're as crazy as I am, I guess. It is a gift or a curse. I prayed for cleansing of demons in my hometown and it flooded for three days and the county cancelled school due to the unexpected rainfall.

Read my story and my profile and email me if you need more help. I've got to take care of family. Peace, light and love

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