All my life I've been told that I could be whatever I wanted to be. My parents and family would tell me that I would be something extraordinary and great some day. I never thought that maybe it would be a possibility. That I might be "special". I sit here now writing a story that I would never have dreamed to write before. I used to hear about these stories and web sites like this and think of how much bullsh*t they were. I'm not so sure anymore. This is my story.
Let me start at the beginning of all this. When I turned 15 1/2 and got my permit to drive I was with my mother and was driving to get some food. My mom was giving me the third degree and telling me how much she worried about me. She told me that all her life she had these dreams and that they would come true shortly after. She knew that my cousin would be born a twin and that his sister would die during child birth. She said she knew that my other cousin would die in a car crash. She then told me about a dream she had when I was very young. My family was at a church and for some reason they left me behind and realized I was missing on the ride home. I have had this dream as well around the same time she did when I was young. I had a dream that my family left me in a church because I was looking for something. I tried to leave but when I opened the door there was a void and I couldn't leave. What was I looking for? I might never know.
But that's when things got weird. I started to have strange dreams that would come true, just as my mother had before me. My sister would have these dreams as well and other paranormal activities that led my father to put her into the psychiatric ward. I have never told my parents about this because I do not wish for the same fate.
Besides these dreams I have seen a black figure. He has came to me before when I was resting once on my bed. I heard the door open and I thought it was my mom so I pretended to be asleep so that she might not talk to me. Suddenly, I felt my legs become numb and it slowly creep up my body. I felt like the life was being sucked out of me. I tried to scream as loud as I could, but nothing came out. I managed to ward this feeling off, and as I turned my head I saw him. The Black man, his hand reached out over me. I have seen the hand since on occasion, most recently at my apartment. This leads to me believe that it can't be a ghost because it has been following me.
Finally, I have had telepathic and telekinetic experiences. I can tell what people are like, and be able to tell things were going to happen before they do. And, the most weird of all, I have moved things with my mind before. None were voluntary and I can't control it. The whole thing is scaring me and I don't know what to do. I'm totally serious in telling this story and I'm only doing so because I've run out of options. I can't face my mother because I'm afraid of the consequences. No one else I know has had this happen to them, and I'm afraid to confide in them when they might think that I'm a demon, or insane.
I don't know how serious everyone else on this site is, but I just want answers. I've felt my entire life that I was meant for something, that I had some purpose on this planet that I needed to fulfill. Why have these gifts, or curses, chosen me? What am I supposed to do with them? If anyone has any comments, answers, or information for me please let me know. It's so tough not knowing who to trust, and who to believe. I can not avoid this any longer. I must know what is happening to me.