First of all can I just say that things like this happen to me all the time, but as this is the most recent, I decided to start with that... I dreamed last night that I was in a swimming pool, in a small room, it was very hot and there was about 30 people, mostly women there, I didn't know anyone except for a friend I was with, but I don't know who they were. This man comes in, tall dark and handsome kind of guy and everyone seems to notice him.
He gets into the water and everyone goes quiet and he looks around very slowly, then he randomly grabs this girl and bites her, blood goes everywhere, and the water turns red. Everyone is screaming except for me, even though I am absolutely petrified, I just stand there in the water staring. I look over and where the door used to be is now just a bricked over wall, so I know we are all going to die and there's no escape, so I decide to try to make out that I am on his side and I like him. When he looks round the room and spots me, I try my hardest to do a little smile even though I'm so scared I'm having heart palpitations.
Just as I start to smile, my nose begins to bleed quite bad, the man looks at me like he's pleased and says "ah kirsty, there you are, I knew you would be here somewhere"... I'm shocked he knows my name and I don't know what to say or what he means, just then his nose begins to bleed too, so I say "why are we bleeding?" and he says it's the power and force of us connecting, because inside I am just like him! The feeling when he said that was amazing, I felt like I was weightless and so happy, excited and it was just unreal! He put out his hand and as I started to move towards him my daughter woke me up!
So I have no idea what would have happened next... but I get up and make breakfast, then about 30 minutes ago, I went onto my myspace profile and there he was... 29 years old from manchester, added me as a friend on his list, when I saw him I felt sick and extremely shocked, lucky for me I'd told my partner about the dream and what the man looked like shortly after we got up, so he was shocked too when he saw the friend request!
I asked this guy how he came across my profile and he says he can't remember! How odd? It was only an hour or so ago! That was the most recent, I have this sort of thing at least once a week, I need to start writing things down I guess. But what I want to know is if I have something, some kind of gift or whatever, how do I identify it? Use it? Or develop it?
I have random names pop into my head that I've never heard of, then a couple of days later someone will talk about the name, or it'll be on the news or something, so I feel like I'm kind of touching on the edge of something all the time, I know I'm rambling, sorry, its just that its the 1st time I've tried to put it all down in writing like this.
Any help/advice would be greatly appreciated