Have you ever thought the shadow man was standing near you in your mind, but he wasn't physically outside? In my head it is like he is real and he looks scary. My abilities are totally open, but there are new sightings that I am trying to get adjusted to. Imagine someone standing beside your bedroom window dressed in all black, built, but you can't see anything. No face, no body features or anything. I am totally afraid of the dark and I sleep with the lamp light on. I have gotten use to living with the feeling of being followed, especially in large areas such as the kitchen area. I don't leave out of the room until the sun rises, and the hallways are bright again. I am still afraid of my own shadow, and when I walk outside I still check my surroundings. As I researched, I discovered that I am not the only one who have experienced this. I am use to seeing apparitions, but not figures that seem scary but really aren't scary. I watch cartoons, or something funny that take away the image that seems like a nightmare to me. I remember the hallways being dark, and one night I had just left the restroom. As soon as I left out the door, I felt someone on the tip of my heel just following me. I was in the kitchen cooking breakfast and I repeatedly kept turning around that morning. Every-time that I turned around, it felt as though something was so close as if they were on my heel following my every move. When I wash my hair, I repeatedly have to raise my head out the water to turn around. Standing behind the kitchen table chair, that space always catch my attention. I always feel stared down completely from behind the kitchen chair, and I hate going into the kitchen.
There are two cats in the house, and one of the cats acts as if he has an invisible playmate that I can't see most of the time. He runs all over the place as if you are chasing him across the house, and he runs under the couch. At times, when he sees me he takes off running and go into hiding. He will run all across the living room, as if something is chasing him. He then turns around and stares at me. One night I was washing my hair, and turned around to see the cat sitting in the exact same spot on the kitchen table, where I always felt that someone was staring me down at. I feel so uncomfortable washing my hair, that I visit the beauty salon. The cat use to play with his toys all the time, now he don't. He don't even want to me to pick him up anymore, or kiss him. He doesn't act the same anymore, as if he isn't interested in me. Each time I am about to exit my bedroom, both cats will already be at the door when I am about to exit. This cat use to play with me all the time, and use to stay in my room with me most days. When he go outside to play, he will only listen to my mother call him into the house. He won't come into the house unless my mother is home. I normally call him into the house, but he won't answer.