Ever since I was young, I have seen things that others didn't. I was adopted, and I have no idea who my real parents are, but I have a feeling my mother was the same way as I. I remember when I was younger, I would see a figure that would look like it was coming out of my parents room to hug me, but then when it stepped into the hall, it would turn into this horrible thing... I can't describe it, but safe to say, I now shut my door, and turned my bed so I couldn't see out of the door when it was open.
A few years ago, my friend from work brought me to her friend's house for lunch, and we all talked. Later I found out that her friend told her to not hang out with me any longer, because she said I had "demons in my eyes." A few weeks later, she showed up at my work, with her friend.
They pulled me out of work, grabbed each of my hands, and the one lady told me to look into her eyes. They started speaking in tongues, and I began to cry, even though I'm not really certain why... But I can't describe what I saw, it was like seeing through her to another place. Like a blue sky, and it was peaceful... For once. It's hard to explain.
I'm always experiencing deja vu... Which isn't necessarily a bad thing... But I've always been scared of that thing that I saw when I was a child, because I feel like it follows me. I'm constantly in a state of agitation and nervousness and I really don't know why. I feel like I can never really rest until I find out what all of this means. My struggle finding my mother is part of it but I feel like if I ever found her, she might be able to tell me what's happening, because I think that it might have happened with her too.
I always see things, and hear things that people shouldn't. I just want to know why, and I want to know if I should be afraid of what has been over my shoulder for my entire life.