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Empath Or Psychic Vampire?

 

Would like to start this by saying something about myself, I have a weak heart and resistance since birth that almost cost me my life. Besides that I was always bullied at school when I was little, that's why I rarely go out of the house and became too shy to even look at people. I'm also afraid of blood especially when I saw it on the wound of someone. I remember that when I was little, about 5-6 years old, one of my Aunt accidentally fell on the stairs and I couldn't stop crying. Although I can't really remember the cause, if it was because of the blood that keeps flowing from my aunts head or because I can feel her pain.

As I grow up my fear of blood was lessen, but now I started feeling sick because of it, either real, while watching or even hearing violent stories, accidents or even pictures. Also during this time I can feel the pain like it was mine, like on a movie when a man's arm was cut off, I felt it like it was my arm that had been cut off. I also cry easily during this time.

During my teenage years until my 20th birthday, I started getting sick at the same time a person near me or on the same room was sick. I can also tell if someone was lying, hiding something, want me to shut-up, if I'm not wanted and even their mood, this include animals as well. I hated when someone was mad at me or when I've done something wrong. I was now liked by many people, even someone that I don't even know, although I'm still too shy to face other people, even relatives, except for someone that I get to hang-out or see often. I rarely get angry and when I was it will only last for an hour or less, although my friends said that my "aura" change and I get scary during this time, even though I just sit there silently and doesn't talk to anyone. A television or radio stations usually cut-off or became static when I pass on them.

Things started to change when I turn 21 until now that I'm 23, this time, someone feeling fine will get sick with the same sickness that I have, my friends doesn't want to be near me when I have a cold because they know that they will get it too. Also during this time I became less emphatic, I think. I can still tell if someone was lying or what's their mood, sometimes and sometimes not. I now tend to have mood swings for no reason and got angry very easily especially if someone near me was angry and this time it lasted for a long period of time. I'm still affected by accident stories and pictures, although I'm only affected by a too violent movies the others don't bother me at all. I also tend to lost all my positive emotions and can't feel the pain from a fresh wound like someone shot me with an anesthesia. But I kind of like it once I felt the pain and wanted to feel more pain. I also feel connected with animals and they usually came to me even my sisters pet or other family pet, seems like I could tell what they want or their emotions, but I can't even feel anything if they died, a pet will also die or get sick if I was injured or when I feel better after being sick with a high fever. I remembered that one of our cat died the day after I lost my balance and slide a few inches on a soiled ground that wounded my whole arm. They say he was healthy before I come home with a bandaged wrapped around my arm, he also hides after our eyes met after I got home and protested when I picked him up.

Hope someone can help me? I've been reading articles about Empath this past few days, I kind of think I'm one before but now I don't think so anymore. I've also read some articles about Psychic Vampires, am I one now?

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JEmmanuel (3 stories) (6 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-04-02)
Sorry for replying late, they doesn't allow to post less than 30 characters.

To Tortilla: Thanks, I've been trying to grounding. Although now I've been easily distracted.

To firsteyeblind: turn the pain into energy? How can I do that?
firsteyeblind (8 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-03-28)
(JEmannuel) Bro if you could turn that pain into energy you could work wonders since I gather you don't mind it! That or the grounding technique that tortilla was talking about, and in some cases I do believe its ok to use other people energies I don't see why you shouldnt. As far as the psychic vampire thing goes if you can give you can take but be responsible with it! The chakra located in your throat is the healing one
Tortilla (42 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-03-01)
This is a decent website for explaining grounding.

Http://www.freely-psychic.com/grounding.html

The main idea is visualize your energy pouring into the earth through your hands or feet. Then draw back in fresh clean positive energy from the earth. Think of the earth as a filter getting rid of all the negative that you may have taken in from other people. Once you get good at grounding you can learn to take energy from other sources like the sun, water, moon, etc. Never take energy from people. But the more you practice like Nagath_Sun said you will build up your own energy.
JEmmanuel (3 stories) (6 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-03-01)
My mother always tends to be negative sometimes, I think that's why my ability turns negative too. How can I do the grounding?
Tortilla (42 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-28)
If you feel weak from healing, a good practice is grounding before and after.
Nagath_Sun (1 stories) (12 posts)
+1
9 years ago (2011-02-28)
Be careful with the healing. Always come into it with a clear and well intentioned state of mind for starters. It will use some energy from you anyway, which how much you can do can increase over time. Think of any energy work like exercise, you can build up more over time. If you feel tired or drained, you need a break.

Additionally, if you are trying to remove pain or other negative energies, try to avoid drawing them into yourself. Crystals are good for this purpose and can be cleansed. If that isn't possible you can diffuse negative energy out and into the air, but you'll need to spend some time after cleaning that area especially if it is inside a building or enclosed area. Negative energy leftover can cause nightmares and staleness of the air. If it were worse, perhaps more, but not in my personal experiences. Good luck to you J.
JEmmanuel (3 stories) (6 posts)
+1
9 years ago (2011-02-28)
Thanks, I'll try to find one...
By the way, so excited about this but got no one to tell. I think I've healed one of our pet, he was sick and weak yesterday and after I put my hands on him and tries to focus his weakness subsided and he was so hyper today. Although I feel weak
Tortilla (42 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-26)
Google hypno-therapists in your area and ask them if they do past life regressions. It will probably be easier to find someone who does Reiki than Pranic healing but its a service that you can get. If you contact a place that teaches Reiki they can point you in the direction of people who do it for a living.
JEmmanuel (3 stories) (6 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-26)
Thanks, how can I do past life regression? Don't know anyone who does Reiki and Pranic healing
Tortilla (42 posts)
 
9 years ago (2011-02-26)
I keep getting that you should try past life regression and that a lot of your issues are linked to that. Also, it wouldn't hurt to have someone who does Reiki or Pranic healing to take a look at you. I don't think you are a psychic vampire, maybe empathic. Sorry I wish I could be of more help.

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