I can't really say it bothers me, but it surprises me and does scare me a little bit.
It started when I was a kid, in the night I would see...well...not figures but more like light distortions, like areas that seemed almost out of place, or like the light seemed to be almost... (not sure how to explain it) out of place. I used to get very scared at first, but my sisters and mother AND father would tell me it was purely my imagination and I believed them. It seemed to die out then, or maybe I just stopped noticing but recently things have become weirder then even way back then.
It's almost like I can see strange things all around... But not actually see it. Like the light is distorted...always, even when there is bright sun light, and especially when I'm sitting on my computer at night. If I stare close enough, for some reason it almost seems like a figure sometimes, or a ball... But I can't see it exactly, so I put it out of my mind.
Then, it was no longer just distortions in the light. Like, whether small or big shadows, proper black shadows seem to be around. It sees so solid, that I almost don't look thinking my sister s walking around, or think there is a small animal or insect, until I realize that neither an animal or insect can crawl so fast, that they disappear instantaneously.
I was sitting at my dining table, early in the morning studying, when something like a birds shadow swooped just before my book. It wasn't from the corner of my eye, but right there, in front of me. For a second I almost thought there was actually a bird above me, but knew that it is virtually impossible for a bird to be flying in my apartment, since there are mosquito nets and grills on every window, and since...well...I think I would have noticed a bird!
Then, when I was walking to my bedroom, right in front of me, a little figure shrouded in white. I was scared but, for some reason, I was angrier, and started running towards it... Almost to punch it, or scare it away. It disappeared.
Again, a few nights ago, I saw a fully formed adult black figure walking past my front door. I wasn't scared until I realized it had disappeared behind the thin pillar in my house, and couldn't have been my sister, since she was asleep in our bedroom.
It got stranger when I saw a figure walk past my front door, and though the figure disappeared when it passed the pillar, it seemed to caste a proper shadow over the light coming out from the room next to the pillar.
It's gotten so common; I barely get startled any more. I even sometimes feel something, like an animal brushing up against my leg, or like, when I was trying to sleep, someone tugged on my shirt. I immediately whirled around and asked my sister if it was her, but she was fast asleep, on the other side of the room. There was one day when she wasn't even in the room, but had gone out somewhere, and I felt someone tap me on the head, properly tap me. Or, a couple of days ago, when I felt my bed sink, like someone was sitting next to me. There was no one there, my eyes were wide open. There are unexplained noises, like soft tapping or creaking, (mostly creaking... Like wood) but I've gotten so used to it, I don't even register it as paranormal.
I am afraid of the dark now... Whenever I can, I leave the curtains open to let in the light, but even then, there seems to be movement in my room. I even went to a friend's place to see if that was a natural things, these distortions, but her place was completely clear and normal. In the night, especially in the dark, there are these... Light like things sometimes. Almost like someone has dropped sparkle glitter on the night. They don't emit their own light. It's sometimes little and sometimes cloud up my entire sight in these large spirals all over.
Well, another thing I'll cut short, things I blurt out without thinking tend to come true. I don't even realize I predict it until it happens, and I'm completely shocked cause I didn't really think it would.
For example, my mother wanted to ask what time I would be leaving with my friend to an outing and lunch. My friend hadn't even confirmed with her parents that I we would be going anywhere, and it wasn't a definite plan, I still blurted out "10'o' clock" and sure enough she phones that night and says that her mother agreed, and at that very moment, on the phone, while speaking to me, her mother decided that 10 'o' clock would be good.
So tell me, is there something wrong with me or my eyes, am I going mad? Should I do something to make the shadows stop, because I haven't been hurt yet, or is it something that won't harm me? What are the black figures and distortions all over the place? Can anyone tell me what's going on?
Ok, as I wrote this, something just passed into the room near the pillar in my apartment. This was stranger than most, cause it was black, but had a lingering... White haze to it. I'm going mad! Help, please!