This is something I've always stored in the back of my mind, away from everything else. However, do to recent events, I've been forced to rethink the situation, and the possibilities scare me.
I sleep all the time. I get home from school, I take a 2-4 hour nap. I come back from an event, I sleep. When I'm at a friend's house, I sleep. I get 7-10 hours of sleep a night, and I always wake up tired. I am sound asleep for over 12 hours a day. I don't ever wake up when I am in the middle of sleeping, and I've never been someone with any sort of sleep disorder or any disorder period. Yet I am 15 years old and I can't bear being awake.
It...calls to me. I feel like I'm supposed to be asleep. You may take me as some sort of recluse, but I love being around people and doing activities whilist I am awake. I've always been like this, but it's getting worse. I'm afraid that one day I won't wake up.
It feels as if I literally belong inside the dream world, which is strange because I very rarely remember any of my dreams. I've considered astral projection, but I have never had an experience with astral projection that I have remembered.
I had a very odd dream the other night; I've never experienced anything like it. It was basically that I worked at a diner, and was very fast at serving (so was everyone else, I'm guessing this has to be just an abbreviated process). Every night, when I got home, I would sit on my bed and meditate.
But here's where the strange part comes in: The beginning of the meditation was like astral projection. I saw myself. Except that I wasn't me. I dreamt I was a good friend of mine, a friend I simply enjoy being around (I'm not jealous of her, or anyone for that matter, in any way- I really like being me). She's not spiritual and doesn't really have any psychic "gifts." I mean, we love each other like sisters, but this dream was just plain strange.
Continuing on with the dream- when I saw my body (which was her body...), I (we?) had our eyes wide open. The who pupil/iris area was black. In the right eye, there was a thin white outline of an isosceles triangle that was large and facing inwards to the nose, but a pupil. In the other eye, it was an hourglass shape tipped on it's side. It wasn't something evil, just something that meant some sort of spiritual awareness. I travelled to another plane that was full of demons, but I wasn't scared because I guess I was more powerful than them. At the very end of my dream, I was talking to a group of demons and communicated through a level of planes to ask a completely separate, but close friend a question regarding an issue and was waiting for a reply when my alarm went off.
I've got no idea what any of this means; it could easily be something that's quite natural, yet somehow I am drawn to post this story here. I would like to know whether some people do belong in some sort of dream plane rather than this one, what the dream I has means, what the symbols in the eyes mean, whether I'm astral projecting or something, and if it's natural to be getting as much sleep as I have been getting.