I'll start from the beginning I guess, this is just a collection of many things that I've encountered. It all started when I was around the age of four. I would start to hear "things", walking around and whispering, but I could never hear what they said. And sometimes they would even brush past me or touch me. And as I got older, I actually began to communicate with them. But then I began to change. The atmosphere (as many of the people around me call it) around me has become very distant and cold. Although I talked to my friends and was over all a happy go lucky person, the second I got home, my entire mood changes. For some reason, I also feel as though I have a fire inside me ready to ignite any moment, and I become very uncomfortable in my own body, as if it isn't mine. It makes me scratch at an always failed attempt to break loose of this uncomfortable feeling under my skin.
And am I going insane? Because I actually get insanely happy at other people's misery and pain all the time. And that's not it; I can see those "things" that I talk to now. But I also see random lights in places that aren't natural, and sometimes I even see what you call sparks flying everywhere. Also, I've begun to touch bases with feeling what others feel, somewhat seeing into their consciousness. Although those are just beginning, my ability to see into the future is crazy dead on, and it used to scare me whenever it came true. And as time passed I'm so used to it now, and it seems to be the only normal part in all of this whole life.
But now it's beginning to alienate itself to me. My dreams, they don't feel the same as though I am seeing the future... They have the same feel like a nightmare, but the chilling feeling of the future too. And if it doesn't get weirder, I'm not scared. The "daemons" I'm seeing, in and out of these "nightmares", I have begun to feel their presence out of the "nightmares" and they feel so familiar to me, like almost family, but better in a sense. Also, they're talking to me about an unbinding? Pains and such and killer headaches have plagued me since around May 2nd. But at the same time as the pain, comes the scare too.
I'm getting glimpses of things, but they aren't the future, they have a different feel to them. And they feel nothing like the normal things humans are submerged in when they immerse in sleep. Please comment and help me if you know what's going on with me. That would be a great help. Thank you.