I have had so many experiences, so it is hard to know where to start. Every since I was little I always knew I was different. As I have gotten older my experiences have gotten stronger. I feel people's emotions. I began to realize that I was mirroring their attitude back to them. If that makes any sense. For instance, my mother-in-law has this thing where she thinks I am trying to take her son from her. Like come between their relationship. I found myself becoming angry and bitter out of nowhere. We happened to be at their house for a weekend and the entire time I just had a stank attitude.
I have had experiences where I knew if someone was lying. Basically I was able to tell their character before they even spoke. I also could rarely be scared. I always just knew someone was behind the door trying to scare me. I also always knew when to shut up at the right time. For instance if there was ever a conversation going on, and someone was bad mouthing another person but I also felt that this person was no good. I often times would not respond to what that person was saying and the person that was being talked about would hear them. So I didn't get caught up in the I heard them both saying it. Usually that person that got caught had hell to pay.
Some other instances are a couple years ago I was laying in bed and there was this chill that came over me. Mind you I am in the bed under sheets so I was warm and it just suddenly began freezing. I pulled my sheets over my head and prayed so hard until I fell asleep. I have always felt someone was around me. The dead has said I am gifted.
Lately I have been noticing that a hand has been placed on my shoulder/back. Very gentle. I have been feeling these beautiful like vibes going through my body. They feel like waves. I hear ringing in my ears. I have been told that it is spirit downloading info.
A couple years ago I was around a family member that wasn't being honest with me and my gut said check there phone because it had just went off. Know this a family member. I don't check anyone's phones. I just knew something wasn't right with a story my cousin was telling me. I was being totally honest with her. Well I started to ignore what I felt in my gut. Then out of nowhere this authoritative voice said in a demanding way check the phone. So, I responded back with ok. Ok. When I checked the phone low and behold what I thought my cousin wasn't being truthful about was right. Then just last week I was standing in front of a young woman that I watched grow up from a little girl who now is surrounded by negativity about me were having a conversation and this voice comes in and says " go ahead, give me something that I can use against you". I knew it wasn't my voice. I felt it was a warning.
One time I had a dream that I was in church and I am listening to the choir and I feel a hand on my shoulder. I look at my shoulder and there is this mud and dirt on my shoulder. I start looking like who in the h@! Would touch me with dirt on their hands. Then I turn around it's my brothers deceased father. I was scared out of my mind. He is the same person that said I was gifted. This past Saturday I had an out of body experience in my dreams. As I am told that we leave our body at night. I was talking to spirit and they were asking me if I was ready to do something. It was a good feeling. I just don't remember what it entailed. I remember when I was little I use to fly into outer space.
I have always felt as though I was put on this earth to help people. I am in the medical field. But as of lately I felt that something else is calling me towards it. I just haven't figured it out yet. Please tell me what I am experiencing. HELP!