I have had so many experiences, so it is hard to know where to start. Every since I was little I always knew I was different. As I have gotten older my experiences have gotten stronger. I feel people's emotions. I began to realize that I was mirroring their attitude back to them. If that makes any sense. For instance, my mother-in-law has this thing where she thinks I am trying to take her son from her. Like come between their relationship. I found myself becoming angry and bitter out of nowhere. We happened to be at their house for a weekend and the entire time I just had a stank attitude.
I have had experiences where I knew if someone was lying. Basically I was able to tell their character before they even spoke. I also could rarely be scared. I always just knew someone was behind the door trying to scare me. I also always knew when to shut up at the right time. For instance if there was ever a conversation going on, and someone was bad mouthing another person but I also felt that this person was no good. I often times would not respond to what that person was saying and the person that was being talked about would hear them. So I didn't get caught up in the I heard them both saying it. Usually that person that got caught had hell to pay.
Some other instances are a couple years ago I was laying in bed and there was this chill that came over me. Mind you I am in the bed under sheets so I was warm and it just suddenly began freezing. I pulled my sheets over my head and prayed so hard until I fell asleep. I have always felt someone was around me. The dead has said I am gifted.
Lately I have been noticing that a hand has been placed on my shoulder/back. Very gentle. I have been feeling these beautiful like vibes going through my body. They feel like waves. I hear ringing in my ears. I have been told that it is spirit downloading info.
A couple years ago I was around a family member that wasn't being honest with me and my gut said check there phone because it had just went off. Know this a family member. I don't check anyone's phones. I just knew something wasn't right with a story my cousin was telling me. I was being totally honest with her. Well I started to ignore what I felt in my gut. Then out of nowhere this authoritative voice said in a demanding way check the phone. So, I responded back with ok. Ok. When I checked the phone low and behold what I thought my cousin wasn't being truthful about was right. Then just last week I was standing in front of a young woman that I watched grow up from a little girl who now is surrounded by negativity about me were having a conversation and this voice comes in and says " go ahead, give me something that I can use against you". I knew it wasn't my voice. I felt it was a warning.
One time I had a dream that I was in church and I am listening to the choir and I feel a hand on my shoulder. I look at my shoulder and there is this mud and dirt on my shoulder. I start looking like who in the h@! Would touch me with dirt on their hands. Then I turn around it's my brothers deceased father. I was scared out of my mind. He is the same person that said I was gifted. This past Saturday I had an out of body experience in my dreams. As I am told that we leave our body at night. I was talking to spirit and they were asking me if I was ready to do something. It was a good feeling. I just don't remember what it entailed. I remember when I was little I use to fly into outer space.
I have always felt as though I was put on this earth to help people. I am in the medical field. But as of lately I felt that something else is calling me towards it. I just haven't figured it out yet. Please tell me what I am experiencing. HELP!
The founder of this ministry was Linda Smith a
Former Catholic nun, Jan Halbach is still a Nun
And has a very lovely energy.
Their concepts are not esoteric and are geared
Toward a laying hands for healing,
I believe the whole course used to includes math
Distant healing can occure in the Astral realm
While sleeping, during the years I've had a few.
Some of this feels like a concentration on focusing
For a desired result, and manifest within 3-7 days
Quite rapidly. The person spoke of a miracle.
With this I would awaken tired.
If you are focusing on a picture in your hands, you
Can feel your hands get warm, or cold depending on what is occurring, some times just lots of love, at
Other times, images will come to you for directing the healing. It varies depending on the healer.
Other times we can work with others to send healing
To a city or town, you will be aware of what is transpiring, the energy seems to work on a larger
Scale vibration for a city or a home. Usually
Focus is on clear and filling and blessing to balance.