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I Want To Learn How To Get Connected Again

 

I was about 12 or 13 years old when everything began. I don't remember exactly what happened first, the nightmares or the feelings. Either way, before I knew I was gifted with many things, I had nightmares almost every day. All of them ended with or were related to death. They had dead things, unnatural people, or someone ended up dead. I've had many nightmares before that had lots of death, but these were like every night.

I remember waking up feeling either exhausted, scared, still seeing the images, or still hearing the dream. Other than the nightmares I've had two visions while I dreamt. They happened a few months apart. There were also feelings I would get during the day, wherever I went, I would all of a sudden get really scared, nervous, feeling unsafe, and I felt like I was being watched. Everywhere I went!

At night it was the worst, sometimes I had to cry myself to sleep because even though I prayed, I felt overwhelmed with fear. I thought I was going crazy because one night I thought I saw someone. I was going to sleep when, with my side view vision, I saw a teenage boy with spiky like hair. He was all black, like a shadow, so I couldn't see details, only a figure. He just stayed there at my bedside, watching me. I was too scared to do anything but close my eyes. When I finally opened them again, he was gone. I saw him again about a year later, around the same time as the last year. I looked in the mirror and I saw the shadow again. And again, I saw scared so I looked away, then back, and he was gone. After he disappeared got mad at myself for not trying to be brave and ask him what he wanted. I didn't know about my gifts, but I still wanted to help him.

After that the feelings became stronger, but at softball practice a few months later, I was about to swing when I saw someone next to me. I didn't swing, instead I stood still, and then when it was over, the person wasn't there. I think it was an old man, but he glowed so bright I couldn't really tell. I think I remember seeing that his face looked like my neighbor, who was very close to our family and had died a few weeks ago, smiling at me. Sleepless nights followed after that. School was still the same, as well as the feelings, but I didn't have time to realize other things I could do. For example, without them telling me, I could tell how a person was feeling, just by sensing it. Also, sometimes I would see little lights of different colors just floating around in the air. There were so many things out of the ordinary, but I didn't take the time to notice because I had thought the weird feelings were all that was going on.

I remember that after I saw the boy the second time, I began to get pounding headaches at the most random times. I never felt weird before they came, but all of a sudden, they were there. After a few nights, my mom couldn't stand to see me suffer anymore. She called this lady who came to our house a few days later. She explained to us that I could feel spirits, and that they caused my nightmares. She told us about doorways that could open and where we could normally find them. She told us how to close them too. When I got near an open doorway I would get the headache. Then as I did what she said, I felt my hands grow warmer the longer I was there. Then I continued until my headache went away. It worked! After that, I knew how to get rid of those pounding headaches. Sometimes they were so strong they made me stagger around holding my head and saying my prayer, but the stronger it is, the harder it is for me to concentrate, therefore, the longer it lasts. The lady sat us down, (us being my whole family), and told us to close our eyes. She held her index fingers to our temples. Then she asked us what we saw. My mom and step dad didn't see anything. They didn't possess a gift. My brother saw red and black, which she said something about dark spirits. My turn came and what I saw was very odd. There was a black background and flashed of different colors. They were kind of like the lights that I see during the day sometimes. Red, yellow, green, blue. All of them were somewhat transparent, so I could see black in them too. She said I had many things. That didn't really explain anything to me besides, yet again, I stood out. My sister went after me; her gift was simple. She saw green, which the lady said, meant that if something had a spirit attached to it, she could heal. She was a healer. I didn't get a straight answer, so I'm still confused. Why did I get two visions? What are my gifts, what am I?

To make matters worse for me, I feel like my gifts are going away. I haven't felt my headaches anymore really. I'm starting to get my old feelings again, but no nightmares, no headaches.

My brother had an attack to his stomach; spirits try to get his attention by making him sick from his stomach. It's been proved that they cause it. Anyways, the "attacked" him and I felt very frustrated because I couldn't sense where it was coming from. I didn't get a headache anywhere in or out of our house. I couldn't tell where it was, so I couldn't help either, and/ or, my brother and the spirit. I feel disconnected from my spiritual life, as I call it, because I haven't had any of "my" headaches. All I'm getting now is my old feelings.

Besides my spirit issues, I don't know exactly all I can do because I never focused on anything but that. I know there is more, but in the meantime, I want to know what I am. I want to learn how to get connected again. I hope to get some helpful answers.

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Timfaraos (426 posts)
 
7 years ago (2015-05-04)
You've experienced haunting and oppression from seeing these spirits... And you want to get your gift back?!? Other people pray to God to take it away!...because it gets unbearable LOL! What's this gift/curse good for anyway? All I can say is: you asked for it! Be careful what you ask for, you might just get it! And sadly, you might not live to regret it... Well, it's YOUR choice, and YOUR life, whatever tickles your fancy! Stay safe. God bless+ see my profile for more supernatural advice.
wolf-of-the-moon (1 stories) (14 posts)
 
10 years ago (2012-01-02)
Not only am I a medium, I think I'm kind of psychic. My intuition is really good. I called a boy who I haven't talked to for 6 years, and he sounded just like I thought he would! Also, when I'm talking to someone or texting them, most of the time I know what they're going to say. Other stuff has happened that convinces me, but is it possible to be psychic and a medium?
princessintraining25 (guest)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-28)
I can kind of relate to you. I THINK I had telekinesis and psychic powers, but not sure. I am practicing them, though. I do the telekinesis test on here, it leaves me tired but I am improving. Just keep practicing, they will come to you again. 😳
mamanymena (20 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-28)
wolf-of-the-moon:

I just want to hug you! At 15 (16 years ago!), I had the Same burning question--WHAT am i?

Only YOU can answer that question, and it's not an easy answer. The only easy answer is this: YOU ARE a spirit, living within and connected to a human vessel. Earthling.

BEWARE of anyone who tries to tell you Who or What you are; while some people may be gifted in different ways, no one knows you better than you do yourself, and you have a lot of Knowing of yourself yet to come. I'm a little bothered by the lady who deciphered you and your siblings' gifts the way she did. Now, she may have her own gift to do such things, but I promise you that the world, especially the psychic world, is quite a bit more complicated than what you related she said. For example, seeing auras--which can be done by almost anyone with a little teaching and practice--is not a simple sight of one or two colors per person... Each of us exhibit a Rainbow of colors, with each new thought, we swirl new colors that reflect our motives, feelings and desires.
As for meditation... They say it just takes practice. Start with three or five minutes and work your way to longer periods. Moving meditation, like yoga or tai chi, or even just quiet dancing, can produce the same effect. It's an elusive art--meaning, it can slip away from you the harder you Try, or even the More you Want it. I find that I do better to simply sit in prayer or looking at something beautiful.

Studying and practice are not the Fun answer for how to hone your gifts, but they are the safest and most reliable ways. Study, Practice. Being around other people who are exploring their gifts can usually help to keep it "close", but that is not a substitute for your own psychic education. (trust me because I TRIED!)

"Always remember that you are absolutely unique. Just like everyone else."
Margaret Mead
wolf-of-the-moon (1 stories) (14 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-27)
Thanks Becky... And don't worry I'm the same way! Anyways thanks to all of you!😁
Becky666 (124 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-25)
whoops the w was supposed to be lower cased... I'm such a clutz
Becky666 (124 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-25)
Glad to help email me anytime at
Warrierprincess13 [at] gmail.com
wolf-of-the-moon (1 stories) (14 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-25)
Maybe, but who knows right? Anything is possible, thanks Beckt666.
Becky666 (124 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-25)
wolf of the moon perhaps it's not auras but the traces of auras? 😕
wolf-of-the-moon (1 stories) (14 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-25)
Dont auras normally show up around people though? Whe I see the lights, they're just in the air, but not around people, usually.WillowTree,Cyopathic, thanks, you've made me feel so much better. I always knew that I wasn't the only person this different, but actually talking to others makes me feel a little normal. You know? I might e-mail you sometime WillowTree. 😁
WillowTree (2 stories) (12 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-22)
Oh my goodness, you're not weird whatsoever. And you have no idea what a relief it is to find other teenagers my age who are going through the same thing. Honestly for the longest time I thought I was all alone and a complete freak. Oh, and I don't think I could've explained it any better, cyopathic. Ohhhh you have no idea how relieved and happy I am right now to know I'm not the only one (: If either of you want to talk, email me: willowcp [at] yahoo.com
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-21)
Well those questions I think I can answer. From what I understand spirits do have a influence into seeing the future. Being able to know what someone is about to say and seeing into the future would make you clairvoyant; you can read about that on here.

Aura might have been what you saw. Mostly the color of what people see around someone. You can also read up on that on here. 😁

And don't worry, you're not weird. We've all had an experience that we couldn't explain very well.

If you have anymore questions just let us know.
wolf-of-the-moon (1 stories) (14 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-21)
OOOh yea... Does anyone know what the colors that I saw when my eyes were closed, what do they mean?
wolf-of-the-moon (1 stories) (14 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-21)
Im going to be 15 in Feb. I try to meditate, but every little thing distracts me, plus I can't sit still for very long. Well I'm glad to know what exactly I am. Ill try to meditate more. I still have a few questions though. One that I remember at the moment is if the spirits have anything to do with me having those visions, plus why can I predict things. For example, when I read I know what theyre going to say. The same thing happens when people talk. Thank you guys for your help, but I'm really glad I'm not too weird here like I am everywhere else!
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-21)
I'm 15 also. And everything is starting to come back. I'm noticing energies again and seeing the dark figures. Only problem is being a bit scared of attracting the wrong spirits.

But I'll be sure to follow your advise. 😁
WillowTree (2 stories) (12 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-21)
Yeah, it sounds to me like you're an empathic medium. How old are you? I'm 15 and was going through a psychic block for the longest time, too. Everything is just now starting to come back to me. I would just say focus on letting everything back in, don't be afraid, take control, and meditate.
cyopathic (5 stories) (513 posts)
 
10 years ago (2011-11-21)
That's odd I was expecting answers by now also. Well Wolf, I'm going to try and help with some answers. I can't really explain about the lady, I'm starting to lose my touch also. I tried to get away from this kind of stuff and I've became detached from spirits.

Its starting to come back. I've been seeing spirits and visions. It's been getting to me. You sound like a Empathic medium. But, I might be wrong.
Good luck, Wolf.
wolf-of-the-moon (1 stories) (14 posts)
 
11 years ago (2011-11-18)
I would really like some answers. All my life I've known that I was different... I felt it everday, even within my own family. I would really like to find out, at least, what I am. And if what I'm going through isn't unheard of with this place too.

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