This summer, a very beautiful tie was built between me and an apprentice of mine. The thing that keeps me wondering, and I'm trying to figure out - maybe I can find an answer here - is that he has the same name of a friend of mine I have bonded with even more a year ago, and have gotten to know him through a really short time, and whom I sometimes write to. I don't know if this friend feels our interaction was special as I see, though, but that doesn't mean I don't wonder about him a lot.
Anyway, this new apprentice of mine has the same name (he's the second person I met with that name), the same looks and body type, the same temperament, and he's even into the same main unique things my friend is into. Is there any coincidence that they look just the same? Is there any meaning behind this?
I'm also a little happy and sad because I won't be seeing my apprentice again, for he's going to be upgraded. He is such a joy to my life! Yet, I can't stop wondering about my other friend who's just like him, and whom I was and am still trying to get over just before I met my apprentice.
What happened between my friend who looks like my apprentice and me is that we met and got to know each other in a very short while, and I've fallen for him, I think, yet I still regard his friendship to be great, even for a short while, or even if it didn't mean as much to him as me. I don't think he's interested, but I'm still trying to understand our friendship, if there's still any.
Thanks for your help