I posted a comment here a LONG time ago now, asking about my connection with wind and water, but since then I have felt stronger connections with nature in general.
Okay my question to you all is, am I just crazy or is this a real feeling? Because I've always believed in evidence more than feelings so I have no real understanding of these sorts of things, I wouldn't say that I'm a skeptic but I tend to stick to facts but lately I've come to doubt my thoughts a lot.
My friends have often told me that I spaced out or have just stopped doing whatever it is I was doing and I just start staring at trees or the stars and moon at night, but I have no recollection of this at all! Also I have found myself "hearing" the wind a lot. I don't know if any of that makes sense but I can sort of just understand it, I can't control it or anything but rather have a subconscious conversation with it, like I can tell the winds "emotions" (again I don't know if that makes any sense) and sometimes these emotions will make me emotional as well and I would feel the same things. Sometimes I even hear "thoughts" I suppose you could call it, but I don't really know where they come from.
Also in regards to the water, it often feels like it is a comforter, because if I feel like crying or am really angry, a thunder storm often (but not always) comes and I feel heaps better but that is all I really have to say about water.
Recently I have become EXTREMELY sensitive to sunlight, my skin burns up really quickly and on sunny days I feel lethargic, but the worst thing is my eyes, they have become extremely sensitive to not only sunlight but ALL lights, I would understand if this was the case since I was a child but it has only recently started, the lights cause my eyes extreme pain. For example if a car were to come around a corner at night with its headlights on, I always end up on the floor in extreme pain and agony, but I suppose the good trade off is that my eyes can see very well in the dark, in fact, because of my eyes I prefer the dark now because it is much more comfortable!
So again I'd like to ask for any and all help or advice on these matters, I really don't know what to think of any of these things that has happened to me so any and all help would be very appreciated!
Thanks in advance,