Ever since I can remember going back when I was 3. I always felt things around me, like someone was watching me or with me. But none the less, I got over it then in 1998, when my grandfather passed, which at the time I was 9 I swear I saw him in my room against the wall watching me. See I was in the bed but I just happened to roll over and felt the sense of one watching me and he was there. I ran to my parents room and only for my mom to say oh maybe he is trying to tell you to be good and he's watching you, smh. Then several days later I roll over from bed and see an all white gold trimming casket and then I went to the funeral and it was the same casket. So then several years later which is now, I keep having these weird out of body experience (not sure if it's obe for sure). Only when I lay on my back and fall asleep, not every time just three times. But the last one was a horrible one because I fell asleep on my back with my four year old son on my arm and I felt myself lifting and seen my physical body lying on the bed and I didn't have to turn back, I just saw it like I had eyes in the back or something. Anyhow I was lifting to the light (I felt so peaceful, a feeling that is indescribable and felt SOOOO GOOD and Relaxed) then all of a sudden to the left I saw an all black entity by the steps, see my room door was open when I fell asleep and can see my hall leading to the steps. And the entity just stood there, signaling for me to come but I still kept lifting to the light. Next thing you know the entity was signaling for me so much that I called onto god 2 times then I tried to move my body so I can try to get back to myself. That was the only way I was able to get up. But upon waking up, I felt so well rested and at ease. But now after it's all done with I keep having dreams that I can control. Not all of them but a lot of them. SO what's happening? Oh by the way beside my grandfather, I haven't seen anything or any deceased one I know. Well then again an old friend passed at the age of 12 at 4 am and I was 11 then and that morning I had no idea but I looked out the window to see if my friends came out yet to go the bus stop and I saw Shuan the deceased boy standing at his steps mind you I didn't know he just passed away 3 hours prior. And when we got to the bus stop everyone was crying saying shaun died of an aneurysm. But I'm 22 years old now. Sorry for the back and forth story telling just trying to make it make sense. But I still sense those feelings of someone being present but don't know. It's not all the time. Please help me make sense of things. What am I? See I'm not trying to make myself see things at all, I want to live my life regularly and keep going on the great path that I'm on. But if it is a gift I would not mind exploring it. And I want to tune in with my guides but don't know how.