I've encountered many psychic experiences with many other people. I'm a 13 year old girl in the eighth grade. I am in fact a Wiccan and have many followers. I own a group that also have psychic abilities. I have my best friend who I have in fact dated before but that didn't work out well at all. He started hearing noises at least a month ago. Voices of a girl who would say his name, breath down his neck and put images in his head. I tried at one time to free him from the ghost that no longer haunts him. It came to me also. I was in fact in her way. She needed a way to talk to him, to get him, to kill him. I remember falling asleep at about eight o' clock at night and being lost like in a dream trying to escape from the darkness that crept behind me. I woke up eventually and when I did I felt a sharp pain in my wrist and wet liquid running down to my hand. I saw my phone and I was also in my bathroom and knife was set down on the counter along with my phone. I went to clean the cut and then I picked up my phone no texts new or old. None were sent. Then I texted my best friend "Hey sorry I fell asleep." He replied with. "Savvana is here." Savvana was the ghost's name. Anyway, I tried to attack him apparently the next day and I still get vibes that Savvana is around. Every time I say something Savvana would say they'd freak out, hold me back and tell me to stay away from him. Apparently I attacked him and everyone who laid their hands on me. I freaked others out.
Am I just a freak, insane, un-ordinary, and a outcast. I am psychic I know this for a fact. But I can't control many of my abilities. So help me please? I am lost and don't have a clue on what to do.