My name is Nesha. I am 14 years old. I have many questions that I would like an answer to. Sometimes I have a strong feeling that I have been here before or seen this before. The thing I don't get is that I don't have these quick viewings of the future in my dreams. I remember all my dreams when I wake up and none of the quick viewings of the future are in them. I don't know where they come from. I just always have a strong feeling I have seen or been here before. Am I having these while I'm subconscious?
My dad (Who isn't no longer with my mom anymore and have children with my step mom) also told me that he use to have this a lot and he tries to meditate, but he never has time to. I asked my brothers and sister on my dad's side have they ever had any of this, they said no. I just wonder why do I have these. What brings on these very strong feelings?
After I have the strong feeling that I have seen or been here before, I try to remember where the feeling comes from. I never remember or get any clue about where these feelings come from. Why can I not remember where they came from? I also want to know why the feeling hits me so hard. I instantly feel it. I really don't know what age this started happening to me. At first, when I start having this, it felt like small Deja Vu moments. It felt like nothing but a small memory, I didn't pay attention to it much until it start hitting me hard. Why is this hitting me hard all of a sudden?
If anyone have answers to this, I will be very pleased. I would appreciate it a lot. I would also like to learn how to control it if I can. Thank You very much.